I watched her walk out the room, and a small tear slid down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away, and got back into bed. I wanted her back. I wanted her here, but I didn't know weather I could trust her anymore. she'd lied to me, and I didn't even know if her loving me was real or not. I sighed, and looked down into my lap. I had just let her go, and I was regretting it. But I had let Scout and Juliet go and I was ok. I sighed, and listened to the sound of people walking up and down the corridor. I heard shouting outside the window, and I got up slowly to look outside. I saw a girl who looked extremely similar to Mai, leaving the hospital with a baby in her arms, rocking it as I cried. A dark haired man soon followed, and kissed her lightly before opening the door, and letting her in the car before getting in the other side.

To be completely honest I had always hoped that I would find he right girl that I would want to marry, to have a family with. I had actually gotten to the point where I thought Mai was that one. I sighed, and turned back to the door when I heard someone walk in. I turned to see Ashley standing in the door. "I talked to the doctor and he said you can go home because your healing well." He said, and I nodded, not looking him in the eye. "Have you had a goo cry yet?" He said, and I shook my head. "No and I don't plan to."
"But having a good cry always helps-"
"Ashley I don't need one." I snapped, and he stared at me. "Hey dude, trust me I know how it is to be heart broken. And a good cry helps. Anyway, here's come clothes. I'll drop you off home if you want. The others are just leaving." He said, and I nodded and thanked him.

After getting changed and packing what I had in there, I got into Ashley's car, and looked out of the window, thinking about Mai. I wondered where she was now, and who she was with. She could of been with Dan and Kenneth, but then again she could of gone home. I sighed as we pulled up to my house. "You need help getting settled?" Ashley asked, and I shook my head. "No, I'll be alright." I said, shutting the door, and walking into my house. I sighed, looking around my dark house. I switched on the light, and went upstairs to get dressed into a batman top and tracksuit bottoms. As I pulled out the tee-shirt, something caught my eye. There was a jumper on the floor that was mine. It was red, and had thing one on the front. I remembered that Mai was cold the night before the wedding, and I had lent it her to sleep in. I sighed, picking it up. I could smell her perfume on it, and I felt tears prick my eyes.

I quickly threw it into the laundry basket, and got dressed. I went downstairs, and sat on the sofa, switching the TV on. I sighed, looking outside at the now dark sky. I sighed, and let a tear slide. I knew that Ashley was right, that I needed a cry, but I didn't want to give into the fact that I hurt, that I loved her to much and wanted her beside me. I sighed, and let them all slide, all of them. I was interrupted from my tears by the phone ringing. I sighed, wiping them away quickly, and picking up the phone. "Hello?" I asked, my voice croaking slightly. "Andy? That's you isn't it?" I heard Rosie say and I sighed. "Yes, it's me."


"Good. Is Mai with you?"
"No. You know what happened."
"No I know that. But she's not here anymore."
"What do you mean she's not here?"
"She's not here. She's not at mine or anyone else's, she's not with you, she's not at her old house. No one knows where she is."
"Maybe she went with Dan."
"Hold on, I'll call him. I'll call you back later." She said, hanging up. I hoped she was ok. Yes I wasn't with her anymore but I wanted her to be ok. I sighed, and wiped my tear stained cheeks. The phone was soon ringing again, and I picked it up. "Hey, she's ok she's with her mom back in Texas."
"Texas?"
"Yeah, she's from there. She went after she went to see you."
"Oh, well at least she's safe." There was a moment of silence. "Listen Andy. As much I know that it hurt what she did, and what she did was wrong, but she really did love you."
"I've heard it all before and-"
"No Andy. She really did love you. She never shut up about you, she was the happiest I've seen her in a long time when she was with you. She never meant for you to get hurt, and because she loves you she let you go when you said you didn't want her anymore. She let you go instead of holding on and making it uncomfortable. She still loves you Andy."
I sighed, and felt a tear slide. "I love her. More than anything, but what shall I do? I don't k now weather I can trust her anymore, but I'm missing her already."
"Well why don't you go to her? see her, talk to her, and maybe after a while you might be able to trust her again, but it will take time." She said, and I sighed. "How do you know so much?"
"Because the same thing happened to me before she came to the gang. You both need time together, to bond, please Andy."
"Come with me then. You and Ashley, please I don't know where she is." She sighed. "Fine. I'll help you. We'll go tomorrow."
"Ok, I'll go and pack."
"Well we'll come and pick you up at half 7 in the morning so we can get there and find her."
"Ok then. See you tomorrow."
"Bye."

I put down the phone, and ran upstairs to pack. I was going to get her, I couldn't stand her not being here anymore.

Notes

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