where am i?

**eightmonths later**

Andys POV:

Today is my angels first birthday. Emmaliee is almost done with chemo, we started touring together, Emmaliee is almost done with chemo, even tho the drs don’t want her to, my baby is fearless and headstrong, right now she’s shooting for the stars and nothing can stop her, we have a show later tonight, but today, bvb, and all the other bands, are going to celebrate Naomi’s birthday, me and emmaliee had a fan contest, and we each have a fan coming, we are at warped tour right now, so we have a big tent set up for Naomi’s birthday party, emmaliee and vic are setting up now, I guess I better go help.

*45 min later**

Emmaliees POV:

We just finished setting up for Naomi’s birthday party, its ‘Minnie mouse’ themed, right now, she’s is out with Ronnie, Ricky, and Jake, they are supposedly buying her toys, but to be honest, I really don’t know what they are up to.

The guys came back, and it was time to start, our fans came, their names are callie and drake, callie is my fan, she is 18 and drake is andys, she is 16, we all decided to hide and silly string them when they got here, they walked thru the doors, and the silly string war was on, everyone ended up with a can, and were spraying each other, even Naomi was running around trying to silly string andy, it was cute really, but he just ended up with a bunch on this leg, but nanae was laughing so hard everyone quit spraying each other from laughing.
We all had cake, and me and andy helped nae open her gifts, the rest of the day was fun, but it was time to start the show, so nae had to go with MIW because they were the only band not playing tonight, they seem like they would be awful babysitters, but Ricky and nonie just love each other, almost every time they watch her, I walk into their bus to get her, and she is sleeping on the couch with Ricky, they are just too much.

Cc goes on stage first, then Jake and jinxx, then Ashley, then me and andy, we start by singing done for you, and then it basically goes back and forth, between my songs and his, except I pay my guitar on some of mine, so instead of dancing around like fools together he just dances around and does weird shit while in playing and singing, like he will walk up and lick the neck of my guitar, then start head banging, and dancing around like an idiot, but he’s just so cute, I love my hubby, we have been together for almost two years and never have problems, and still act like newlyweds.

We finish singing, then leave to go to the meet and greet, I still have to wear a mask, so we always ask everyone to try to be quiet so that they can hear me, I don’t wear it on stage tho, that wouldn’t be fair to the fans, we meet fans and sign stuff and take pictures, then a little girl, probably about 13 came up, bald and with a mask, she told me that she had the same kind of cancer that I did, and that I am her hero for following my dreams and not letting cancer stop me, I walk around thetable, pick her up, and sit her in my lap, and I let her stay for the rest of the meet and greet, she blushes and can’t talk when andy tries to talk to her, it’s so cute, this little girl is amazing, the meet and greet ends, I take a pic with the little girl, and get her phone number, then walk her out.

Me and andy go to the MIW bus to get Naomi, and just as I thought, she was asleep on the couch with Ricky, she was wearing a diaper, and a MIW band tee that was way too big, I pick her up, then smack Ricky on the head, he wakes up and says ‘fuck you’, I ask him what’s with her clothes, and he said that she spilled apple juice all over her onesie, and he didn’t want her sticky and gross.

I just laugh and invite them over for drinks after nae goes to bed, they agree and we all walk back to the bus, I put emmaliee to bed, then ATL, AA, SWS, PTV, FIR, OM&M, showed up, we all went outside, and everyone brought alcohol, jinxx said he didn’t want to drink, so andy started drinking, a lot.

It was about 1 am. And everyone but me and jinxx were drunk, jinxx came out with a bottle of Smirnoff and handed it to me and said
“Have fun”
“thanks jinxx” I say, then start drinking, ii had about 4 Smirnoff’s when Ricky came out with a bunch of liquor and shotglassess, we all took about 12 shots, then everyone stopped, except me, who drank a whole bottle of jack, while all of the guys yelled, “chug, chug, chug” I drank a whole bottle of jack, and a bottle of vodka, then a bottle of Malibu rum, then I heard someone yell, “let’s all go get piercings and tattoos” followed “yea” from everyone, we all drunkenly walked to the tattoo shop down the road, I got mi lip pierced, my nose pierced, and a bunch of ear piercings, then we all got tattoos, andy got my name on his ring finger, and I did the same, I also got a full back tattoo, and all of the other guys got some too, but nobody really got anything stupid, except Ronnie, buthe had a bunch of stupid tattoos anyways, we all walked the streets for a while, until we got to a park, then we all start freaking out because we don’t know where we are.

Andy calls jinxx, it was about 4 AM. He was pretty md, he said that there was nothing he could do, because Naomi was sleeping, and he wasn’t going to wake her up because we were drunk idiots, so we all just kept walking, eventually, the sun started to come up, right as we found the busses, we all went our separate ways.
All five of us walked onto the bus to see jinxx, trying to stop Naomi from crying, I started freaking out, because she never really cried, I knew something was wrong, but jinxx wouldn’t let me hold her, because I was so drunk I could barely stand, I sat next to him on the couch, and andy sat on the other side, nothing was working, then I looked at andy and said, ‘done for you’ he shook his head and started singing, andy handed her to him, nut said, don’t you dare get off this couch, he laid down on the couch, with Naomi on his chest, and kept singing, she eventually stopped crying and fell asleep, I got up, and barley made my way to the back lounge, and told jinxx, he went to the front of the bus, and took Naomi and carefully put her in her crib, he grabbed cc, Ashley, and Jake, and made them all sit on the couch with me and andy, he then began his lecture.
“do any of you know how incredibly irresponsible this is, you all got shitfaced, and left me with your baby, you have cancer emmaliee, damn it, don’t you want to get better, you aren’t supposed to even be around people without a mask, and your damn sure not supposed to get piercings and tattoos, do you have any idea what can happen if any of that gets infected, or if you get sick-“andy cut him off
“Jinxx, don’t yell at-“jinxx pointed at him and said,
“and you, she is only 19, why do you insist on getting your underage wife drunk all the time, she has a fucking baby, and cancer, your such an idiot, I’m so disappointed in all of you” he said, then stormed out, I started crying, and all of the guys were trying to comfort me, but I just started yelling, in Spanish, like I forgot how to speak English.

Andys POV:

Jinxx yelled at em pretty bad, he shouldn’t have done that, he’s not her mother, now she’s crying, and yelling in Spanish, I really wish Vic was still here.
Right on que, Vic opened the door, and said, I heard crying and Spanish,


Going on?
Emmaliee just kept going,
“él tenía razón, soy una mala madre, y una mala esposa, ¿por qué incluso casas conmigo, todo lo que hago es que se meten en problemas, ¿por qué no me odias? ¿por qué doesnt este cáncer sólo matarme ya, Dios mío, quiero decir, ¿por qué yo, ¿por qué sucede toda la mierda a mí, ni siquiera puedo cuidar a mi bebé por mí mismo, shesprobably me va a odiar demasiado, entonces usted va a divorciarse de mí , y los malos nunca ver ninguno de los dos nunca más!”
“Vic, what is she saying?”
“Andy, I really don’t think you want to know.” He said
“Fucking tell me now Vic!” I screamed
“Okay, okay, but don’t flip the fuck out Andy”
“Fine, just fucking tell me what my damn wife said!”
“She said ‘he was right, I’m a bad mother, and a bad wife, why did you even marry me, all I do is get you into trouble, why don’t you hate me? why doesn’t this cancer just kill me already, my god, I mean, why me, why does all the shit happen to me, I can’t even take care of my baby by myself, she probably going to hate me too, then you will divorce me, and I’ll never see either one of you ever again!’ andy, before you even say anything, she’s drunk, and hurting, I’m sure she didn’t mean it, please don’t over react.”
I just sat next to her and held her, I know she thinks she doesn’t deserve me, but she’s more than I could ever dream of, and I don’t know what I would do without her.
“Andy?” she whispered, barely audible,
“What baby?” I whispered back
“Please just leave me alone.” She said, then tried her hardest to get up, but kept stumbling and tripping, I got up to help her, but Vic just put his hand on my shoulder and said, “Stay here, let me talk to her”

Vices POV:

I help her walk to the back lounge, we sit on the couch, and I look at her and say,
"princessa, andy te ama, y usted es una madre increíble, emmaliee, por favor, darnos cuenta de que todos se preocupan por usted, ninguno de nosotros quiere que te mueras, me prometes siego derecha que va a seguir luchando, y no importa qué, usted no nunca decir nada así de nuevo, me asusta, y sé que asusta a la mierda de andy. "
**translation**
"princess, andy loves you, and you are an amazing mother, emmaliee, please realize that we all care about you, none of us want you to die, promise me right mow that you will keep fighting, and no matter what, you wont ever say anything like that again, it scares me, and i know it scares the shit out of andy."**
“I promise” she said, then she giggled and said “help me walk back to Andy”
“How bout I help you to your bunk, and Andy will meet you there.”
“Deal” she said, then stumbled back to the bunks, me being the only thing keeping her from falling.
I help her into her and Andys bunk, then go get Andy,

Andys POV:

I walked to the bunks, and climbed in ours, I laid down next to her and put my arm around her, she rolled over and said,
“Andy?”
“Yes princess?”
“I promise.”

Notes

hey, so I finally got to update, I did a little time skip, big things are going to happen in the next few chapters, then im going to start wrapping this story up, maybe, what do u think? sequal or end it, let me know, love yall

---emmaliee---