where am i?

Nonie’s POV:

Emmaliee just told me she has cancer, oh my gosh, this is bad, this is really bad, her grandma died of brain cancer 7 months before her dad died, this must be so bad for her, with a new baby, and a new husband, she had it all, she is financially stable, she married the man of her dreams, literally, and started a family, I was almost positive she was over depression, but I’m not really sure now.
I hope she doesn’t go back to her old ways, which I’m sure she hasn’t yet, she can’t keep her shirt on when she’s singing, at least she wears a sports bra, maybe she won’t, I mean, she’s been almost a year clean, I don’t know, I need to stop thinking negatively, I’m sure she will be fine, she has so much support, and andy, he will make sure everything is done to fix this.

**later that day**

Emmaliees POV:

I’m sitting in a room, with a few men, all interested in signing me, I am about to sing, but I asked for a minute, I need to see Andy before I do this.
I walk out, and see Andy sitting on a bench, playing with Naomi, I walk up to him and say,
“Babe?” he looks up and smiles
“Shouldn’t you be singing?” he says, like a smartass, I just laugh, and give him a kiss
“I wanted to see you first”
I give him another quick kiss, and Naomi, and walk back to the room.
I picked up my guitar, and started singing, the first song I sang was, ‘don’t leave me’ a song I wrote, it was kind of heavy, with a little screaming, then I sang ‘I still love you’ a song I wrote the day I met andys parents, it was a pretty slow song, then I sang a heavy song with a lot of screaming, it’s called ‘till death do us part’ another song I wrote, they clapped, then I sat down.
I talked with the men for a few minutes,then signed with a man named ‘Adam lava’ (I just made that up, because idk) he was really nice, and the only one that had a contract that met my requirements, we negotiated some, but he ended up giving me everything I wanted, and said our first meeting will be in 4 days, and we would make further arrangements, like style, and what songs we would record for my first album, I was super excited, and this, made me even more ready to kick cancers ass, I plan on telling Adam in a week, after our contract is final.

I ran out into the hall, and hugged Andy, and gave him a light kiss, and then grabbed Naomi and spun with her a little and gave her a kiss on top of her head.

Andys POV:

Em came running out of the room, I’m guessing she got signed, I’m so happy for her.
We are on our way to drop Naomi off at my parents, they haven’t even seen her yet, but they turned my room into hers, replacement much, haha, but I think she will be fine, she never cry’s, if she’s hungry, or needs to be changed, she just pokes her bottom lip out, and pouts.
I’m taking em to her first chemo therapy and radiation appointments today, and we are having a house party tonight, tomorrow, is our one year anniversary, and I plan on spending all day with her, we are still like newlyweds, it slowed down some with Naomi, but other than that, we can’t get enough of each other.
Nonie is planning the party, all the bands are gonna be there, and all of motionless in white is going to be there this time, I know how much em loves Ricky horror, her ‘celebrity crushes’ used to bother me, and make me jealous, but I don’t really care now, I know she’s all mine, I’ve never had a problem with it before, and it’s been a year, I told Ricky, that em once told me, that besides me, Ricky was her biggest crush, he was at a party with us before, but em was already shitfaced when he got there, so she doesn’t remember, but she basically told him she loved him, and that if she hadn’t married me, she would have married him, everyone was laughing so hard, including me, she just got mad and walked off.
I was texting Ricky, and he said, “I’m gonna flirt with her, just to make her nervous” most men would get mad about their friends flirting with their wife’s, but it’s funny, and they are playing, all the bands do it, but she just shakes it off, she’s never not by my side either, so it doesn’t really matter.

**later**

We just got to my parents’ house, they just found out she has cancer a few hours ago, I told them not to say anything, and just congratulate her on her record deal.
We walk in, and mom walked strait past me, and hugged emmaliee, and picked up Naomi, I just looked at her and said,
“Mom! First you ‘remodel’ my room, then you walk right by me and hug my wife, I see who’s more important!” I say sarcastically, she says
“Hun, not everything is about you” with a laugh, I just pout and walk off, they follow me into the living room, and sit on both sides of me, mom handed me Naomi, and her and emmaliee attacked my face with kisses, I just laughed, and pushed them off, the next hour, we just sat and talked about Naomi, her first time rolling over and sitting up, and stuff like that, then it was time for me and em to go, so we weren’t late.
“Alright mom, it’s time to go, her car seat is on the porch, and the rest of the stuff is in the diaper bag, I’ll see you tomorrow, love you”
Me and em left, it was silent for a long time until em said
“Baby, I’m scared”
“You’ll be great, and I’m gonna be by your side the whole time, don’t worry.” I assured
“I love you”
“I love you too” I said, then grabbed her hand, and kissed it.

We got to the dr.s office, they tell her that her hair will start falling out really soon, since she is doing chemo, and radiation, and she agreed to let them shave it before that happened, she cried while they did, but I held her hand the whole time, and kissed her, she is okay now, she even told me she couldn’t wait for this to be over.
They started with radiation, then did the chemo, and I laid in bed with her for a few hours, they finally let us go, I asked her how she felt, she said,
“I feel okay, just a little tired” I told her we could take a nap before the party, but she said she was fine.
We got to the house, and we walked in and everyone was already there, only ptv and sws knew she had cancer, Ronnie too, but he said it wasn’t his place to tell the rest of the band, they all yelled surprise, and some just looked shocked, I told Ricky earlier, he had a teddy bear, he was the first to walk up to her and hand it to her, she just smiled and looked at him wide eyed, he laughed, and said,

“Don’t you remember me?” she just shook her head,
“at one of Ronnie’s parties we met, you were really drunk ,and confessed your love for me” he said and laughed, her face still shocked, didn’t change, just turned bright red, he laughed, and hugged her and said “you look beautiful” she gave him a half smile, then ran up the stairs, I went to run after her, bet he told me he had it, that he needed to fix, whatever it was that he just did, I told him, they just shaved her head today and he said ‘oh’ and ran up the stairs,

Ricky’s POV:

I ran after her, when I got up the stairs, all I saw was a hallway full of doors, I started walking down the hall, then heard something from one of the rooms, I went in, and she was crying, and puking, I ran back down the stairs, and grabbed a bottle of water and ran back, she was still puking, so I rubbed her back, I think she thought I was andy, she hadn’t looked at me yet, I handed her the bottle of water, and she said “thanks babe” then said “will you help me to the bed?” I put my arm around her, and helped her up, then over to the bed, she looked at me, and said “you’re not andy” and laughed a little, I said “no, but I’ll go get him?” she said no, she was fine, and to go enjoy the party, I told her I would stay, and she nodded, she asked me to put a movie in, and I did, she said I could lay in the bed, I said okay, I got in the bed, but stayed on my side, she had a king size bed, so it wasn’t like we touched, I wish she wasn’t married, because she’s so beautiful, I just want to kiss her.
I drifted off into a deep sleep.


Emmaliees POV:

Ricky fell asleep, I got up, and walked downstairs, everyone greeted me then asked ‘where’s Ricky?” I said
“well he walked inn on me throwing up, and I thought it was andy, cause he rubbed my back, like andy di when I was pregnant, and when I was done, I got dizzy, and called him babe and asked him to help me to the bed, he did and I said you’re not my babe, he laughed and said he was gonna go get andy, and I said no that’s okay, just go enjoy the party, but he said he could stay, so I told him to put a movie in, and he did, then fell asleep, and I came down here when I started to feel better, but I have a sharpie, who wants to draw on him?”
I say with an evil grin, everyone grabs a marker and runs upstairs, except andy, who stays down with me, he picked me up and walked to the kitchen, he put me on the counter, and wrapped his arms around my legs and butt, then kissed me and I started crying.

“Baby, what’s wrong?” he said
“I’m not pretty anymore” I cried
“That’s bullshit! You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen!” he screamed
“your just trying to make me feel better” I screamed back, then hopped off the counter and stomped off, he followed me, and started yelling my name, till I stopped and turned around and said “just leave me alone” and ran outside, I knew where I was going, somewhere I hadn’t been, since I was 16, my old studio, where I did gymnastics, I bought it when I was 17, and never went back in it, I have a lady who comes to clean once a month, I did what I’ve been wanting to for a while, I stripped to my shorts and my sports bra, and turned on the music, I closed my eyed and took a deep breath, and just took minute to imagine, if I went to the Olympics that year, I could be a legend.
I jump on the beam, and just dance and flip, for what seemed like forever, I’m pretty sure I heard the doors open, but I didn’t care, I jumped off the beam, and heard someone clapping, I turned around, and saw nonie, she just told me to keep going, so I started the cd over and walked to the bars, I jumped and swung back and forth for a minute, then started doing flips, and jumps, after another 20 minutes until my cd stopped and I turned around, and saw everyone sitting in the small section of bleachers, I looked up and realized, these people, sitting in front of me are my heroes, the people I’ve looked up to for years, and now they’ve become my family.
I start crying, then before I know it, I’m tackled to the ground, and hugged my everyone, I just laugh, then I start coughing, I try to cover my mouth, but it’s too late and there are people laying on my arms, I end up coughing in andys face, everyone gets off of me and Nonie is soon shoving my inhaler inn my mouth, when I can finally breathe, I laugh and say
“God, I haven’t had an asthma attack since I was 12” everyone laughed, and Andy kissed me then said “you coughed in my face” I laughed
“bite me” I said, smirking seductively, to which he did not fail to do, he kissed me once more, then leaned down and bit down on my neck, causing me to moan, only to be cut off by and ‘oh damn, haha’ from Ricky, a ‘not now kids’ from vic, and a ‘get a room’ by Chris, the rest just laughed, and I blushed, then I ripped off andys shirt and put it on, earning a ‘hey’ from andy then he walked over and picked mine up, which was actually his anyways, and put it on.
He walked over and grabbed my hand, and said,
“let’s go back home baby, I bought you Smirnoff” with a wink, we left the gym, and locked It up, then started to walk back, we got some weird looks from people, but didn’t care, Ricky put me on his shoulders, but I was still holding andys hand, we got back to the house, and andy took me off of Ricky’s shoulders, then kissed me, I pulled away, then said “who wants drinks!” everyone cheered, then followed me down to the underground fridge, to where I had a bar, I said, I’ve got everything, and can mix up anything, who wants what, they all just shrugged, except some, who just wanted a beer, so I pointed to the fridge door that said ‘beer’ and then mixed random shots, and set them one by one in front of the guys and nonie, nonie smiled, knowing what hers was, then everyone took theirs, except for Chris, who was inspecting his, I looked at him and said what’s wrong, scared?Before I met any, I had created shots for all of my favorite bands, miws was white, obviously, and was made up of, Malibu rum, tequila and cream, I know, weird combination, but it was good, actually Nonie’s favorite.
Chris took the shot, then looked up at me and said,
“That was fucking good, what the fuck was that?”
“Well, when I was young, and fangirling over my favorite bands all the time, I created shots, named after the bands” I said, with a shy smile,
“What was in that?” Chris asked,
“Malibu tequila and rum.” Nonie says,
“Damn, that’s cool.” Chris said
We spent the next 6 hours, mixing random drinks, we were all wasted, I wish someone would have recorded us, I’m sure a house full of 30 drunk grown people was funny as fuck, everyone grabbed a bottle of something, and we all played drunk dare, BIG mistake, andy and I ended up fighting, well, let’s go back and start from the beginning.

We were in a giant circle, each with a bottle of alcohol, at first they were dumb dares, like, ‘smell his shoe, and ‘lick the floor’, stuff like that, till Ronnie dared andy to kiss nonie, after they kissed, nonie looked at me, then Ricky, then andy, I gave her a ‘do it’ look, I was going to piss him off for kissing another girl, even if it was a dare, nonie spun the bottle and it landed on balz, and she dared him to kiss Chris, then someone made a rule, that we can only make dares to kiss someone, and all kisses had to have tongue, nonie finally spun again, after making out with a bunch of the guys, and it landed on me, and she said,
“Em, I dare you… to make out with Ricky, for at least 60 seconds.”

Ricky’s POV:

Everyone thinks I’m drunk, but I’m really not, I didn’t get drunk, because I was trying to avoid this, I didn’t want to make andy mad, even tho he made out with another girl, for way longer than necessary.
Chris said go, then started the stop watch, I lifted her chin up, and kissed her, when I did, I felt something, that I’ve never felt before with anyone, I was getting into my thoughts, when emmaliee bit my lip, and said, “times up” with my lip still between her teeth, she let go, and I pulled back,

Later that night, everyone was passed out in different rooms, emmaliee walked down into the kitchen, where I was, and pulled the bar stool out and sat beside me and said,

“Penny for your thoughts?” I just looked at her, and grabbed her face, and kissed her, I kissed her for what seemed like forever, she was now on my lap, kissing me, and then I heard someone clear their throat, we both looked up, and pretended to be more drunk than we really were, she clapped her hands on my cheeks, and said,
“You’re not andy” and laughed,
“No, he’s not.” Andy said, as he walked around the corner, he didn’t seem mad, he grabbed her by the waist, and threw her over his shoulder, and she said, “there’s my baby, nice ass by the way” as she slapped it, all three of us laughed, and andy said, “we will talk later, then went upstairs, he never came back down, so I was pretty sure I was in the clear, I went and tried to find an empty room, the only one being right next to andy and Emmaliees, just as I was about to walk in, kellin, poked his head out of the door across the hall and said,
“I wouldn’t do in there if I were you”
“Why not?” I asked
“Well, we heard about you and emmaliee, and em and andy never really fight, they just have rough sex, one time, andy walked into the kitchen and turned around, and she had scratched his back so hard there was dried blood everywhere, she’s also a screamer.” Just then I heard ‘ANDY!!’ and laughed, I shrugged and said, “no other rooms” and walked in, thinking they would stop soon, but I was wrong, I looked at the time on my phone for the millionth time, and It said, 11:26 am. they were still having sex, and screaming at each other, I gave up on sleep, and went downstairs to get coffee, I was greeted by Chris, who didn’t look to happy, he said,
“You did this”
“Did what?” I said
“This is their way of fighting, they are gonna come down here in a few hours full of bruises, scratches and bite marks, they are fighting because of you.” Chris said as I heard Andy scream in pain, I couldn’t help but laugh a little before I said,
“We were both really drunk, it was an accident” I said, like it was nothing
“Ricky, I know when you like someone, you get this look on your face when they are in the room, like your daydreaming, and I saw that when I walked in here last night.”
“I’m sorry, what do you want me to do, she loves Andy, and Andy loves her” I said, as I heard an ‘I hate you’ from between moans, then I say, “That didn’t help, but seriously, they love each other, and I have no plans on ruining that.” He just walked off, a few hours later, they both walked downstairs, hugging and kissing, they really were the perfect couple, they got coffee, then walked back upstairs, well emmaliee limped back upstairs.
Emmaliee came back down in shorts and a sports bra, followed by andy in some basketball shorts, and no shirt, Chris was right, emmaliee hips were bruised in the perfect shape of finger tips, and she had bites all over her back, neck, stomach, chest, hips, and her thighs, but she didn’t have any scratches, I looked at andy, and he was worse, his back, shredded, bruises all over his hips, and shoulders, and wrists, and bite marks everywhere, he looked at me and said,
“What?”
“Did u guys beat the shit out of each other last night?” I said, he laughed, and said,
“nah, my kitten just has sharp claws, and teeth” he said, as emmaliee walked up to him, and jumped on him and kissed him, I guess they are going to be aggressive all day, because as they got into the kiss, emmaliee dug her nails into his neck, he moaned, and walked back to their bedroom, great.

Chris’s POV:

I hate when andy and emmaliee get like this, they both end up looking like they got raped and jumped, and for a week, they have this ‘aggressive love’ and just fucking bite and scratch each other, it’s so wrong.

Andys POV:

I love when me and emmaliee have make up sex, it shows everyone that she’s mine and I’m hers, and we never fight, if we do we cry like little babies, so we just scratch and bite each other for a week and everything is better, I love it tho, but I’m gonna have to wear a long sleeve shirt, when I go get Naomi from my mom, maybe I’ll just ask her to keep her another night, yea,, ill ask her to do that.

We went downstairs and saw everyone sitting on the couch, and nonie trying to pick a movie, they were all yelling and arguing over what to watch, then emmaliee walked up and grabbed batman and put it in, they all groaned, and emmaliee gave them a death glare and said,
“Be quiet, I have a headache.”
“It’s funny, you tell us to be quiet, but you and Andy were screaming and moaning so loud till 11:30 this morning, the whole neighborhood could hear.” Said Ronnie
Emmaliee just glared at him and said, “That’s what happens when there aren’t babies in the house, and you could have went to a hotel, you didn’t have to stay here” she said sarcastically.
They argued back and forth, then Chris took me to the kitchen and said,

“Andy, this isn’t healthy, yall don’t talk about yalls problems, and you just beat the shit out of each other in the bedroom.”
“Chris, we are fine, our relationship is perfect, and id hardly call a few bites and scratches beating the shit out of each other, and we both love it, we never have problems, and if either of us says stop, we stop. I love that girl more than anything, and we can’t fight, we just can’t, we start crying, and don’t even say anything to each other, so this, is how we get out our problems, and there’s nothing wrong with this.” I say, assuring him we are fine.
He doesn’t say anything, just walks off.

Notes

hmmmm, kinky? lets see what happens next, who wants another update?

love, emmaliee.

p.s.
I wanna know what you guys think of the whole 'cancer' thing.