We Are Unbreakable

Kimbers POV

My sleep was restless.
So many thoughts were spinning around in my head. CC still had to hear me out and I had to tell Riley.
I tried to distract myself by getting out of bed and staring the day. I dressed in jeans and lose fitting deep blue knit jumper.
I exited my room and stopped at Seth's bedroom. He was still sound asleep. I noticed he had placed a couple of picture frames on is night stand. I tip toed into his room to have a closer look. There was one with each of his grandparents, one with Ryan and one with me when he was a baby. They always say a picture is worth a thousand words, but I had no words. I was simply touched. It was amazing that he still thought highly of me after I left.
I looked over at Seth and his angelic face. His blonde hair flopped over his eyes as he lay on his side.
I gently swept the hair across his forehead and kissed it. I didn't deserve a high ranking in his mind. I abandon him.
I stared at him for a moment longer before leaving him to sleep a little longer.
I made my way downstairs to make breakfast for myself.
The house seemed so empty without CC in the morning. I missed his laugh and the way he would wrap me protectively in his arms.
With him being so frustrated with things in the studio, he had seemed to be losing his sense of humour.
I was hoping he would come home soon. I needed to know he was okay.
I was startled when my toast popped up and derailed my thoughts. I buttered my toast and took it into the living room. I was about to take the first bite when there was a light knocking at the door. My stomach rumbled at the smell and the anxiety of not taking that first bite.
I sighed and went to answer the door.
I was surprised when I saw who was on the other side.
"Well this is an interesting sight. Good morning gorgeous, did we have a good night?" I asked giving Riley a big sarcastic smile.
She was looking down at her hands before looking at me through her lashes.
"Okay, I'm sorry about last night. I was drunk and really pissed off... At myself... and CC... and Ashley. I just needed to vent" she said shamefully.
"It's okay, come in. I can understand. It's a lot to take to in, trust me, I'm still waiting to explain myself to CC" I said leading her to the living room.
"You could explain yourself to me... I've been left in the dark Kimmie. I'm your best friend. What has gotten CC so annoyed that he needs to yell at me?" She said sitting on the couch opposite me.
I sighed. I was about to explain myself, but a voice explained for me.
"Mom?!" Seth called.
My eyes widened at the one simple word. I looked over at Riley and her expression mirrored mine.
"Mom?" She whispered.
"Downstairs Seth!" I called out to him. Riley's expression remained stunned.
Seth entered a moment later and looked between us.
"Mom, who's this?" He asked as he sat beside me.
"Seth, this is my best friend Riley. She has been eager to meet you" I lied. I gave Riley a knowing expression to play along.
She composed her face and extended her arm to shake Seth's hand.
"It's so nice to finally meet you Seth" she said shakily.
"You too" he said politely.
"So Seth, how old are you?" Riley asked, her voice still shaking.
"I turned 11 in December."
I saw Riley's face trying to calculate the math. I giggled slightly at her face and she glared at me,
"What?" She said quietly.
"I was 15 when I had Seth, Riley. I know you're trying to do the math" I said hugging Seth.
Her eyes widened again. I could tell she wanted to scream.
"Hey, uhh, Seth why don't I make you some breakfast? Come on lets go in the kitchen and leave Riley alone for a moment" I said getting up from the couch and dragging Seth along with me.
"Mom, is Riley okay?" He asked once we were in the kitchen.
"She'll be fine. She's just surprised."
"Surprised about me... I figured" he trailed. "Hey, mom what am I going to do about school and the guitar lessons I was taking back home?" He asked, changing the topic.
"Well, we can enroll you into a new school and as for guitar lessons, two of CC's friends are the guitarists in their band. Maybe you have heard of them. Black Veil Brides?" I asked with a bit of excitement.
"Oh yeah, I've heard of them. Jinxx and Jake, right?" He smiled.
"Yeah, I'm sure if they have the time they wouldn't mind giving you a couple of lessons and we can find you a regular teacher as well" I said looking over at him.
He smiled at me as he played with the edge of his t-shirt.
"Hey Kimber! I'm gonna get going. I'll talk to you later" Riley called from the living room.
"Uhh Riley, wait!" I called out to her. She was already in the foyer about to step out the door when I caught up to her. "Riley wait, don't go yet" I pleaded with her.
"Kimber, don't! I've been trying really hard to keep things together lately. And I'm really happy for you and Seth, that you've found each other again. It's amazing. But Kimmie, I can't sit there and get to know him because I am ashamed to admit how jealous I am of you! My marriage is falling apart because of me! I can feel Ashley pulling away from me! It's like me and Andy breaking up all over again!" She said, her voice cracking.
"Sweetie, you and Ashley are married. He loves you. That won't change! Even if you can't have kids. You have to stop being so negative. Remember what you said in the office at work? How you get everything out, then move on? Why aren't you doing that?"
"Cause it is me. I got tested and I can't have kids."
I gasped. "Have you told Ashley?"
She just shook her head.
"Sweetie you have to tell him! He knows you're not okay. He thinks you're depressed..."
"Sounds about right" she said slowly nodding. "Look, I have to go. I'll talk to you later."
"Promise?" I called out to her as she walked to her car.
"Promise" she said giving me a small smile, but it wavered.

Rileys POV

I didn't know what to do anymore. I felt like I had lost sight of who I am. Everything around me seemed to be changing, but not me.
When I got home from Kimber's, I flopped onto the bed and just lay there. I wouldn't even know how long for.
Sometime later Ashley came home and I heard him calling for me.
"Riley?! Riles? Where are you?" He called.
When I heard him come up the stairs I made myself known.
"Bedroom Ash" I said loud enough for him to hear me.
"What are you doing?"
"Nothing, just nothing."
"Are you okay? I'm guessing you went to Kimbers and saw..." He trailed off.
"I don't wanna talk about that. I wanna talk about us" I said sitting up and looking at him.
He looked so gorgeous today. Tight black jeans, the Mizzou Tigers jersey, cowboy boots and leather jacket.
"Okay..." He said, sitting on the bed beside me.
"I just want to be honest with you and myself because I can't keep believing a lie" I said taking his hands.
Ashley gave me an odd look, but didn't say anything.
"Look, umm, Kimber reminded me of something I said and I realised we just have to move on."
"What the hell are you talking about? Riles, you're starting to scare me. I don't want to move on! I love you and I promise we can make this work we can get through this! Do not call it quits on me!" Ashley cried.
"Ashley, baby, no! That's not what I was saying!" I said caressing his cheeks.
He looked up at me with his almond shaped brown eyes, slightly damp from the tears forming. I couldn't keep him in the dark like this any longer. "Ashley, I can't get pregnant. I got checked out like you said and we were right. I was the problem."
Ashley breathed a sigh of relief, but was still tortured by my feelings. I closed my eyes and rested my head on his shoulder. I felt his arms wrap around me tightly. "I'm sorry" I whispered.
"Don't be sorry Riles. I should be sorry for taking you there in the first place. None of this would of happened if it weren't for me" he said sadly.
I pulled away so I could touch my forehead to his. "It's no ones fault. This is how things are meant to be for us. Just you and me, and that's all I care about now" I said, then started kissing his lips gently.
I felt his hand go up to my face, pulling me in for a longer and deeper kiss.
"Ashley, I want you" I said when I could pull away. I started to kiss his neck and I felt his hands tangle in my hair.
"Are you sure Riles?" He breathed.
"Yes, Ash, I miss you, I miss us. I've taken this pleasure away from you. Let me give it back" I said between kisses.
I felt Ashley nod, so I crawled on top of him and gently pushed him down onto the bed. I slid my hands over his shoulders, removing his leather jacket. He looked up at me as his hands rested on my hips and slowly slid under my top.
"You're so beautiful. I feel like I don't say that enough" he whispered.
I just smiled and kissed his lips lightly before I started to tug at his jersey and pull it over his head. I kissed down his chest to his hips, but he stopped me before I could undo his jeans.
"Whats wrong?" I breathed.
"Nothing, I just want to please you" he said with a smirk. He then rolled us over, so he was straddling me. He slowly lifted my shirt and kissed my skin as it became exposed. The feeling of his lips brushing against my skin made me shiver in anticipation.
Once my top was off he fondled my breasts in his hands, making me moan as I felt myself getting wet.
"Ohh, Ash" I moaned at the pleasure I had missed.
I felt him smile against my skin as he started to kiss down my stomach and slide his fingers under the waistband of my jeans. He undid the button and zipper and yanked them off in one swift motion. His fingertips grazed my hips and along my thighs. I could tell he was enjoying being a tease. I gasped when a finger slipped inside my underwear and into my folds.
"Ooo, so wet Riles. Getting worked up are we?" He asked with a coy smile.
I felt my cheeks heat and my chest heave as his finger played with me. I felt his other hand start to pull off my underwear, then he lowered his head and I felt the sensation of his tongue in me.
"Holy fuck Ash!" I gasped. Such an intense amount of pleasure pulsed through me, making me shiver. He sucked on my clitoris, making grasp a handful of blanket.
"Mmm, Ash! Holy.. fuck, Ashley!" My breath getting heavy. "Baby, I-I'm going t-to c-cum!"
"Cum for me baby" he said into me.
The movement of his lips sent me over the edge and the pleasure overwhelmed me.
"That's my girl" he said as he removed his own pants and underwear to reveal his hard cock that was standing erect and ready. "Time to make me cum Riles" he smirked.
I gulped almost nervous. We hadn't been having oral sex for a while so I can understand the want, but I had forgotten the size of his dick compared to my mouth.
I looked up at him, then down at his swollen cock. I sat up and moved to the edge of the bed as he stood in front of me.
I caressed the shaft with my fingertips before licking it with the tip of my tongue. I felt Ashley shiver as he waited for my mouth to engulf him.
I smiled up at him before I slid his length into my mouth slowly at first then faster. I sucked hard as it slid in and out of my throat. My tongue guiding it with every pump. The saliva started to build up in my mouth and I heard Ashley start to moan. His legs started to shake and would slightly lose balance.
"Ohh, k-keep going Riles. F-fuck m-me" he groaned.
I could feel he was close. I gave a couple of deep thrusts and made the tip hit the back of my throat and I felt Ashley twitch slightly.
"Baby, I-I'm g-gonna c-cum!" He nearly shouted.
A second later, I felt the warm salty sperm spread across my tongue. I continued to suck all the sperm until his dick went limp in my mouth.
I looked up at him was giving me a soft smile.
"I love you Riley."
"I love you Ashley."

Notes

I thought I'd add some smut since I haven't done one in a while haha
so enjoy ;)
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-Tina xx