Just Someone To Damage

After awhile of Andy trying to cheer me up and doing incredibly rediculous things that made me laugh, Juliet had suggested to watch a family movie.

"Finding nemo?" She asked scrolling through Netflix.

"I've seen it too much.." Andy groaned.

I laughed to myself and wiped my cheeks of dried tears.

"We could watch Bug's Life." I suggested.

"Fine with me." Juliet said pressing the okay button on the remote.

We had switched seats quite a lot and I was sitting between the both of them.

We had started watching the movie and as we got into it Juliet kept smiling and Andy was laughing uncontrollably.

As as we got to the end Andy kept mocking Heimlich.

"I am a beautiful butterfly!!" He joked in an extremely stupid voice.

Juliet was trying to say something but couldn't stop laughing. Andy kept smiling about it and I just sat there laughing a bit. We both stared at Juliet and she was holding onto the couch.

"I- I.. I CAN'T BREATHE!" She stuttered making weird laughing noises. It started to get contagious and we all laughed, Juliet more than us.

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We just went back to the cable TV and watched random shows mainly on TLC Juliet liked to watch the "My Strange Addiction" show. I felt like that was Her strange addiction.

Andy ended up falling asleep and Juliet was on her phone. I watched the TV for awhile until I felt Andy's leg rub against mine. A shiver of pleasure rushed through my body and I tried to hold it all in, preventing it from showing. I felt the texture of his skinny jeans, the pit of my stomach started to tingle blocking the small shocks of pain out. I finally got up from the couch and walked off.

"Where you going?" Juliet asked lifting her head up from her phone,

"Oh, I just need some water." I mumbled walking into the kitchen.

"Okay." She responded looking back down at what I assumed was Vine.

I sat down in a chair and cupped my face in my hands and rubbed my eyes with my fingers. What was I thinking.. This is way to soon. It will wear off im sure it would happen with any other handsome guy!

I knew I was just trying to assure myself that what I felt was okay.

Oh God.. Did I just say he was handsome. Well I guess he is but ..I don't. No. Juliet. Juliet. Juliet.

I repeated her name over and over in my head.

I took a deep breath in and walked out of the kitchen I saw as Andy was stretching his arms above his head. His short shirt lifted up and I blushed at what I was seeing I quickly looked at the ground so he wouldn't see. I then walked over to the couch and sat on the end squeezing in next to Juliet. I had to refrain myself from being near him, well I just shouldn't touch him. In ANY way.. I just need to calm down that's all.

My mind quickly came back to what had happened when he and Juliet had comforted me. He had wrapped his arms around me. I shivered again and then held my hands squeezing them together tightly. I pinched my skin to snap out of what I was feeling but it wouldn't help.

"Don't think about it." I whispered softly to myself.

"Are you alright?" Juliet asked turning to me.

"Yeah, yeah fine!" I smiled.

I sighed and held my arms covering my chest as if there was danger. I just need to calm down and stop thinking about it. That's all. I'll be fine. I have no feelings for anyone but my sister. I love her and she's the best sister I could possibly have. I cringed slightly at the lies I was telling myself. She is an amazing sister, but did I have feelings for anyone else? No. I don't. I can't. I WON'T! I will not allow myself to have any. It's wrong of me. I should stop these horrible feelings.

Notes

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