My Own Downfall

A few days later, I was able to go home. We got in Andy's car and rode home in silence.
A few hours later we decided to watch a scary movie. We were watching Halloween. "Popcorn?" Andy asked. "Duh! Who would turn down popcorn?" I said. He laughed. That laugh though. It makes me wanna laugh. His eyes make me want to smile. I was thinking that maybe when we went on the rest of tour (since it was delayed) I would tell him I had feelings for him. He sat down next to me on the couch. I laid down on his lap because it felt comforting. After the movie was finished, I yawned. "Better get to bed sleepyhead. We've got a big day tomorrow." Andy said. I looked at him in confusion." The rest of tour, remember?" He said. "Oh! Yeah! Blonde moment." I said and laughed. Then I went up the stairs and into my room. I felt good. You know about my life now that Jeanie isn't in it. Then I fell into a deep sleep.
I woke up the next morning to Coffin playing. Andy knew it was my favorite song. I got dressed into my new black boots, my new Black Veil Brides shirt, and some skinny jeans. Then I went into my bathroom and applied makeup. I saw the blade that I used on my sink. I picked it up and went to my window. I pushed the glass up and then threw it. I threw it as far as possible.
I ran down the stairs and hugged Andy. I was really excited for tour. "The rest of the guys will be over soon with the bus and then we are on our way to San Francisco." He said. "Awesome sauce." I said and winked. "You know you are so cute when you say that right?" He said. I smiled and then went out into the living room. I turned up the radio still listening to Coffin. I turned it up all the way to 80 and started singing and dancing around the living room. "Jesus ginger. Crank it up some more why don't ya." Andy yelled. "Ok!" I yelled back and cranked it up to 85. He walked out of the kitchen and stared at me. Then he went to the radio and turned it off. "Hey! I was listening to that!" I yelled at him. "Well, I don't wanna hear it anymore!" He yelled in a friendly way. Then I went over and went all ninja turtle on him. Then he picked me up and over his shoulder. I started hitting his back." Put me down you dirty trash bag!" I yelled into his ear. Then he set me down and grabbed me into a bear hug. Then I let go of him and looked into his eyes. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to so bad. Then he started to make the first move. I didn't want it to happen right now so I hurried up and put my head into his chest so he thinks I didn't notice.
After that we made some lunch. We made BLT sandwiches. Then we heard a knock at the door. I ran to the door and opened it. "Hey my little ginger!" Ashley said and grabbed me and picked me up. "Ello there mate." I said he set me down on the couch while the others walked in. "Hey Scarlet. What's up?" Jake asked. "Well I made BLT's for you guys. Andy might say he helped but really he just made a mess of mayo." I said snickering. "That sounds delicious." Jake said then ran to the kitchen. "Hey Scar." Jinxx said waving to me. I waved back and then hopped around excitedly. "Hey there. You bumped into me." Cc said. "Well, SORRY." I said with attitude. He laughed at me and headed into the kitchen. I looked out the window and saw the tour bus. It was HUGE. Then I went into the kitchen and started eating my BLT. The guys talked about what pizza place was better. But then I realized something. My birthday is only 2 days away. Dang it. I don't want to be a bother to the boys so I'll just keep quiet. They don't have to know when my birthday is. Right?
About an hour later we got on the bus with all our bags. I looked around in awe. Most buses were stinky and yellow. This bus smelled like mint. And it had sexy faces on it. Black Veil Brides. "You like it?" Andy said as he came up behind me. "Well yeah! What's not to like?" I said. "Well my face is on it. That could be a bad thin." Andy said looking around. "Shut up! Your face is perfectly perfect." I said and giggled. "What was that?" Andy asked. "What was what?" I replied. "That 'teehee'" he said. I giggled again. "Yeah that." He said. I just laughed and walked away. I went behind a curtain to find five cots. Jake had his picked out along with Ashley and Jinxx. That's three cots. Andy and CC were left. Ok I get the couch. "I call couch!" I yelled throughout the bus. Then I sat on the couch. It seemed pretty comfy. I laughed. To be honest I was really tired. I did a lot this morning. I yawned and laid down on the couch. My eyes were all droopy. Then Andy came and put a Batman blanket on me. "Thank you your sexiness." I said tiredly. Wait did I just say that? It won't matter I'm tired. He'll think it is just because I am tired. Maybe life isn't so bad after all. Maybe my own downfall won't be so bad after all.

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