My Own Downfall

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again
~Avril Lavigne, Nobody's Home.
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I couldn't stop thinking about my mom and dad when they died. It always haunts me. I try to get it out of my mind, but it always finds its way back in. We pulled back into Andy's driveway and I quickly ran inside. "So what dress did I pay for." Andy said. "An expensive beautiful one." I said and giggled. "Okay great it's beauti- wait did you say expensive?" He said. I giggled and went over to Melody. "Hi baby Melody." I said. I held out my right pinkie and she grasped onto it. "Wow, tough baby" I said. I stood up and went over to Andy "Where do you want our wedding to be?" I asked him. "Well it's up to you." He said. "I know but if you had a place to pick, where would it be?" I asked. "Well, I kind of liked the wedding in the woods theme." He said. "Really? That's what i wanted." I said. He smiled at me and lifted my chin up towards him. Then he went down and kissed my lips softly. God, his kisses are so addicting. If they were a drug I would so be and addict. When he pulled back, he gazed into my eyes. "Scarlet, I want you to know that no one in this world can compare to you. I love you so much." He said and then took my hand into his. "Hey, uh we're all gonna go." Jinxx said. Then everyone left. "Come here, I wanna show you something." He said. Then he pulled me up the stairs. "If I'm ever not with you, I will always have you." He said. "How?" I said. He lifted up his shirt to reveal a tattoo with my name in a fire in cursive imprinted onto the place where his heart is. "Oh my god." I said. He smiled brightly and looked at me. "You really got a tattoo for me?" I asked. "Yeah, your the love of my life." He said. "You removed the one for Juliet?" I asked him. "Yeah, I don't want anything to do with that slut. I definitely don't want anything on my skin to remind me of her either." He said and put his shirt down. "Don't put your shirt down." I said. "Why?" He asked. "Because." I said and looked at the floor. "Because why? Is it because I'm too sexy for it?" He said. "Oh definitely." I said. Then I pushed him against the wall slightly and stood on my tiptoes to kiss him. He hoisted me up to his level and wrapped my legs around his waist. Then he traded places with me and pinned me up against the wall. I tilted my head to deepen the kiss and I heard him moan lowly. He bit my lower lip and I let him explore my mouth. I didn't bother to try and fight for dominance, I knew he would win anyway. His hands gripped my ass and he walked with me to our bedroom. I soon get the world tip over. And he was on top of me. His kisses are pure bliss. I started getting light headed and I pulled away. I looked up into his blue-grey eyes. They were filled with love and lust. "Andy, I swear if we keep doing this, we won't be able to wait for the wedding!" I said, panting. "I know, but you just too irresistible! But I still love you..." He said. He gets off of me to go change into his basket ball shorts. He didn't even bother putting in a shirt. I sat back up and stripped to my undergarments, not really caring, and lay down. I felt Andy's arms wrap around me and I fell into a dreamless sleep after, laying there in silence.

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Leave me feedback! My story is ending at chapter 30, 31 if you count an epilogue. But there will be a sequel! ~Mercedes