My Own Downfall

I woke up to find an ice pack on my head. On Andy's couch. I grabbed the ice pack and threw it across the room. Andy rushed in and stood looking at me. "Scarlet I'm so-" he started. "Don't even try to talk to me." I said. I stood up and found that my boxes were packed neatly and sealed closed. "Where's Jinxx?" I asked sternly. "Gone." He said and looked at the floor. I cursed to my self and grabbed a box and took to the door. I set it down carefully. Then I grabbed the other box and put it right next to it. "Look Scarlet. Can we just talk? I'm not saying you have to forgive me, but I want you to hear me out." Andy said. I turned to look at him. I missed him. I miss us. But I wouldn't let what he did to me just blow by like a breeze. He hurt me, I want him to feel my pain. I smiled a wicked smile. He looked at me confused. "Alright..talk." I said. "I know what I did to you..I understand your pain. But remember that night when I told you I loved you. Well I wasn't lying. Ever since I met you, I have loved you. I have craved you. And when I got to you I was overwhelmed. Your amazing Scarlet. You are my star fire. I miss you. I swear your taking over me. I would give up everything for you to forgive me. You not being here is driving me insane." He said and looked at me with compassion. But I wasn't breaking. "You did something. Something that has torn me to pieces. I don't know if it is possible to forgive you. I've wheeled all my pain away. So don't hold your breath for my forgiveness." I said and grabbed the two boxes with my two arms. "Open the door and drive me to my house please." I said and stared blankly at the door. He opened the door and followed me out to his car. I set my boxes under my feet and slid into the passenger seat. There were mixed emotions running through my mind. There was anger, but there was also sympathy. I turned to look at him. He had tears streaming from his eyes. Then he pulled into my driveway. He looked at me. His eyes were red and puffy and the tears made his eyes glossy. A tear slipped from my own eye. I quickly opened the door and grabbed my boxes. I set them on the ground and closed the door. Then I grabbed them again and ran for my door. I kicked the door and it easily opened. I walked in to find Rhea sitting on my couch sipping smoothie. I threw the boxes down and ran and hugged her. When I let go, I went back to the doorway to close the door. Andy was still sitting out there. I leaned against it for a minute. We were staring at each other, then I turned slowly and close my door. "We need to go talk...alone. Oh I also got you a smoothie. Mango your favorite!" She said and laughed. I grabbed my stuff and went up stairs to set it in the guest bedroom. "Ok, spill." She said. "About what?" I asked and sipped my smoothie. "Duh! Haven't you seen the news? What's going on!? It shows you guys got together and now it says you keyed his ex-girlfriends car and are having fights!" She said. I looked at her. "Andy?" I asked. "Yes! From Black Veil Brides! We always talked about going to a concert if we could get you out of the house without you know...your mom beating the living shits out of you." She said. "I'd rather not talk about him, or Jeanie. Who is not my mother. Yeah we were together, best friends before that. But then he went around and kissed that slut. She always cheated on him did you know that? He is just as bad as her. I thought I loved him. I thought he loved me too. Pfft. Liar. Anyway it was little. I keyed her car and left. I have had enough bullshit in my life and I'm not going to let him come and pile more bullshit on top of it." I said. "You know you basically just told me everything right?" She said and laughed. I smacked her arm. She just laughed harder. Then my phone started ringing. I pulled it out and saw it was Andy. "Hey you wanna talk to Mr. Biersack?" I asked. She gasped and grabbed the phone out of my hands. She hit answer and put it on speakerphone. "Hello?" He said. "Omi gosh! It's Andy Biersack! My name is Rhea Lashing. I'm Scarlet's bestie for life. One problem with you, did you try to replace me? Awww that don't matter. I'm such a huge fan!! Me and Scarlet used to be overly obsessed with you and your band. Personally Ashley is the apple of my eye but you work too. One question why the hell would you dump Scarlet for some dirty ass pile of shit?" She said all at once in her British accent. "Uh...is Scarlet there?" He asked. She looked at me. "Well she is, but I don't think you deserve to speak to her." She said. "Oh..well could you let her choose?" He asked. "Nope." Rhea said. Then she hung up. As soon as she hung up I burst out laughing. "Oh that's priceless!" I said still laughing. When I stopped and she did too, I asked her "So what's your problem? Why weren't you at your house?" She looked at me with sorrow. "Scarlet, I had met this guy at a concert. It was a Black Veil Brides concert actually. I didn't see his face or know who he was. But I was drunk and umm....I am uh..." She said. "What?" I asked and drank the last of my smoothie. "I'm pregnant. And I don't know who the father is." She said finally. I cupped my hand to my mouth and I felt bile start to arise in my throat. I held up my index finger and ran to the bathroom. I knelt over the toilet and I swear I barfed my brains out. Rhea came up behind me. "It's a lot to take in after a few months of not seeing me isn't it?" She asked. When I was done, I stood up and looked at her. I wiped my face with a towel and nodded. "So what are you going to name it?" I asked. "Well, I'm not sure if it's a boy or girl yet but I have the names picked out. I'm thinking if it's a boy, Phoenix. If it's a girl, Luna." She said. "Scar, I want you to be his or her aunt. You are my only family. Well, sort of. Your my best friend. I know you will stand by me." She said and smiled at me with the well known Rhea smile. I smiled back. "One question, so why weren't you at your house?" I asked. She hasn't answered that question. "I told my parents. They were throwing a huge bitch fit about it. They said I wouldn't be living with them any longer. And that my slutty ass better not beg for anymore money then they were going to give me. Then they deposited 15 grand in my account. I now live in an apartment a few miles from here. I'm trying to save as much money as I can. I also got a job at Starbucks. But that's it." She said. I nodded. "Ok. I'll be the aunt." I said and smiled at her once again.

Notes

Kind of a throw off! Tell me if you like it ;)