Not your typical story

Belladonna POV

Jinxx had pushed me down on the bed. He grinned down at me. "You make those black jeans and black shirt look sexy....but," he bent down and pulled my shirt over my head and started working on unbuttoning my pants," you look a lot better with them off." I was now laying in my simple blue bra and boy shorts. Hell I didn't think I would have to dress sexy for some guy I just met.... Jinxx lowered his lips to mine. He kissed me with a fierceness I didn't think was needed. Why do you care about how rough he is, my mind snapped. I really didn't want to do this...but one way to get a guy to trust you....fuck him. I kissed him back, rinning my fingers through his hair. I played with the hair at the back of his neck, then slowly dug drug my nails across his neck. I felt him moan as his toung danced around with min. He had his hands around my waist moving down towards my thighs. He caught the wait band of my boy shorts and pulled them off. I felt his warm fingers slowly inter me. My breath hitched a little. Jinxx pulled away and smiled down at me, "Hmmm someone has not been made happy in awhile." I blushed slightly. I didn't think it was so obvious. I mean I haven't had sex since I 18. I just... My train of thought was cut of by Jinxx biting my neck. I arched my back and leaned my head back. I felt him laugh as he kissed my neck. "Don't worry Belle, I want you to be good and ready for the real fun," he murmured on my skin. I moaned, in pleasure and and frustrastion. I pulled his shirt off, and it surprised him. I smiled at him, "I'm ready." He grind back at me. He took off his pants and boxers, revealing a, decent....daww hell who am I kidding, about an 8 1/2 to maybe a 9inch dick. My mind smiled and cringed at the same time, yeah this will hurt. Seeing as you aint don't IT in a LONG time. I shuttered. I guess he took that as I was ready, when really I was scared, a little bit. Jinxx snatched off my bra and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around him, kissing him deeper, trying to ignore what was about to happen. I felt him thrust in to me. A small yelp escaped from my lips. "Too big," he asked chuckling. It hurt a little then was replaced with pleasure. All I could do in response was run my hands up his back, my nails digging into his skin. "Oh so sweet little Belle likes it rough, Ok," he said before he grabbed my hips and started to move in and out faster and harder. I felt his length hitting my spot. I and my body became warm. I moaned/yelled each time he hit it. A smile was on his face. One that made me mad, and scared. I arched my back and was getting ready to climax whe I felt a hand slap my face. I opened my eyes to find Jinxx looking pissed at me, and he had stopped. "Not until I say," I demanded in a low demanding voice. I bit my bottom lip and nodded. I honestly didn't know hoe to react to it. He went back to work. I felt him cum inside of me, he nodded acknowledging me to do the same. I did and a thought hit me, he had no condom one on. I acted normally, not showing that I was freaking out inside. He sighed and I did too. "That was great," he smiled at me. I blushed a tiny bit. He crawled over to one of the night stands near his bed and threw me a box with pills in them. "Take one now, to make sure," he said. I nodded and left the room with the box to head down to get some water. I took the pill and went back up to Jinxx. As I passed a mirror I seen a big bruise forming on my neck. "Damn," I muttered moving my hand near it. It was soar from him biting it, soar just like me from the waist down. I hid the pain and walked normally back to the bedroom. A clock said it was 6:10. As I went to put back on my clothes Jinxx wrapped his arms around my naked body. "How about I go make us something to eat," he aid. I nodded my head. "would it be ok if I take a shower," I ask. He laughed," Sure I don't care. And to be honest, I like the way you smell after sex." My skin crawled....EWWWW scum. I walked to the adjoining bathroom, and I turned on the shower. I sighed, I don't think Shawn will get mad. I hopped in the shower and washed of the remains of Jinxx. I got out and put on a big shirt and a pair of boxers, that were his. I made my way downstairs, to fin him cooking in just his boxers. I laughed, and sat down at the table. I would love to be able to do this with a normal guy in a normal relationship. I sigh and Jinxx looks at me. He walks over and puts a plate of bacon and sausage down in front of. "Breakfast for dinner," I joke. He smiles, "yep need something on your stomach to go to sleep." I guess he wanted me to stay the night. I smiled as I garbed a fork and picked up a link of sausage and place it in my mouth.

After we ate we watched TV for a little bit. I waited for Jinxx to fall asleep before I got to work. I walked around his house and found a pad of paper and a pen, I wrote,
"To who ever finds this,
I'm sorry I just couldn't live with the fact that I got away with murdering an innocent woman. I decided to do what's right."

I set the note near him and found a gun from in his room. I went up to him, with it already loaded and cocked. I had a towel wrapped around my hands, so not to leave any fingerprints. I put it near his head and pulled the trigger. A loud bang was heard and Jinxx stopped breathing. I quickly grabbed his dead hand and put his hand on it, then resting it in his left hand on the couch with the note. I ran upstairs as fast as I could and changed in to my clothes, went through his things, stole watches and money, put the old bloody clothes in a bag and snuck out the back. I reached in to the bag that held everything and pulled out a thing of Jim Bean I also stole, and drank some. I heard sirens off in the destines, so I booked it for the ally closest to me. I squatted down near a dumpster and waited for them to go by. I took another sip of Jim. "Now you really are a murder," I muttered to myself.

Notes