Not your typical story
Forgiveness is the hardest thing to come to terms with
CC's POV
I had been doing CPR and mouth to mouth resection for over five minutes now. "I'm... not....giving...up...on you," I said between breaths. Belladonna didn't deserve to die. Not like this.
Belladonna's POV
I sat where I was, in darkness. I felt the darkness wrapping around me, when I seen a person appear in front of me. I jumped and inhaled sharply. It was Jinxx. "Well, well, well. Karma is a bitch," he said. I looked past him to the darkness. "So, how'd you get here," he asked. My voice was tiny, almost fragile, "I started having a panic attack then it turned in to an asthma attack, and well I just stopped breathing." Jinxx straitened himself, almost as if my death seemed to innocent. "Why? Why did you kill me?" It felt like a stone was dropping in my stomach. "I was...forced to. I-I know that its a poor excuse, but it is the truth. I'm sorry. I know that it doesn't change anything, it won't." I felt tears start running from my eyes. I had felt so guilty after I killed Jinxx. I hated who I had become. I wished every day I could take it back, and be the one to die. Jinxx sat down next to me, and put a hand on my leg, " Look, it was bound to happen. Me being killed. And I know the reasons why. Bell-" "Belladonna." "What?" "My name is Belladonna," I corrected him. "Ok. Well Belladonna, I just hated to know that you were forced to kill you, and to be honest, I was a little happy too." I felt my self recoil from him, from his words. I stood up. "NO, do NOT play the 'I am happy now' shit on me. I KILLED YOU!!! DEAD!!" I heard my voice echoing off of the darkness, coming back to my ears. I was hurt that he wasn't mad at me. He had a right to. I KILLED him. I didn't even care about him..........now I'm dead too.......
Just then I seen a burst of light before my eyes. "What? Jinxx," I asked. I felt scared and was reaching for the only person that I had near me, the man I killed. "Belladonna," he said as he stood up next to me. I felt him pull me to his chest. "I'm scared Jinxx." He looked down at me, "why?" I shuddered, "I don't want to kill those other guys, but I don't want to die." I began sobbing in to his shirt. "I'm sorry Jinxx. I am so sorry," I said into his chest. Jinxx put his hands on my back, "It's ok. I forgive you Belladonna. You were scared in to doing it. You had no choice. It's ok." It sounded like he was crying to. I didn't get a chance to look at his face, because I was ripped away from him. The bright lights kept flashing all around me. My heart was beating so fast. Was I going to heaven? Or hell?
@Brooke Lynn'e
O lol I live like 20 minutes from atlanta
2/12/15