Save Me From Myself
You're a what?!
When I woke up the next morning, I could tell I had cried all through the night. A patch of the couch next to me was soaked with tears, and I still felt fresh ones on my cheeks. Memories of last night continued to haunt me.
What if Andy hadn't been there? What if he had come down too late? The dark thoughts made me shiver, and I looked over at the still-sleeping Andy. I didn't want him to see me like this. As motionless as I could, I pulled myself out of his grasp, then ran into the bathroom. I gasped at my appearance in the mirror. My eyes were super puffy. My cheeks and nose were dark red. My lips were chapped. I looked horrifying.
I turned on the sink faucet, and splashed myself with cold water. Blind from the cold, I scrambled around, looking for a towel.
Finally, I felt one, and dried my face off. Looking back in the mirror, I saw that most of the redness was gone. Finishing myself off, I put on a coat of mint EOS on my lips, and brushed my teeth.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw Andy standing there. He pulled me close into him.
"You cried in your sleep," he murmured. So much for keeping it a secret...
He pulled away, and took my hands in his. "Are you... doing ok?" He asked.
I nodded, putting my head on his chest. "I am now...how could you tell I was crying?"
I felt his arms lock me in a tight embrace. "Em, that pool of tears you left on the couch kind of gave it away... also... I kept hearing you through the night. Not matter what I did, you just kept crying. It broke my heart. I felt so helpless. But you feel better today...?"
"Yes... because of you." We continued to stand there. Silently hugging for what seemed like a lifetime.
Finally, we pulled away. "Hey, what time is it?" I questioned.
Andy checked his phone. "8:13."
I groaned and fluffed the back of my head. "Way too early to be awake."
He stepped closer, and caressed my cheek. "Just more alone time with you..." he went in to give me a kiss, when a voice interrupted us.
"I wouldn't count on that." I wiped my head to the side. There, Ashley, CC and Paige stood. The second me and Paige locked gazes, she came sprinting over to me. She picked me up and twirled me around.
"Oh, honey!" She yelled. "I've missed you so much! I heard what happened and I swear when I find him I'm gonna kick his ass!"
I giggled as she shook me like a ragdoll. "I'll take you up on that offer! But...please... put me down!"
"Sorry!" She set me down and the world shook around me.
"Damn, girl!" I staggered, trying to regain balance. "What are you guys doing here anyways?"
"We came to see if you were ok baby girl!" CC ran over to me and hugged me super tight. "We've missed you so much! And after last night, we had to come see you!"
I hugged him back. "Aww.... thanks guys. Where are Jinxx and Jake?"
Ashley chuckled. "Recovering from a massive hangover. They partied a little too hard last night."
"So I see," I laughed and folded my arms as CC broke off the hug and walked into the kitchen. Getting a Monster no doubt.
Ashley threw his arm around Paige, and she rested her head on his shoulder.
"You guys are adorable together," I giggled. Paige pulled out her phone.
"Oh please! Do you see how cute you and Andy are here?!" She showed me the picture of Andy and I the day we made cookies and had gotten covered head to toe in flour and frosting. It was an amazing day... Suddenly, Paige's phone buzzed, and she gasped.
"Ashley! We gotta get going if we want to make the show on time!"
"Oh shit!" Ashley started practically dragging Paige out the door. "We gotta go guys! See ya!"
"Uh..." I dragged, "bye?" The door slammed behind them.
"Ya," CC appeared with 3 Monsters in his hands. "I should probably get going... I have... stuff..." With that, he awkwardly walked out of the house. I turned to Andy.
"What was that all about...?" Andy just shrugged.
"No idea. He's a weird dude."
I laughed. "True, true. So, now what?"
"Oh!" Andy ran over to the living room. "Batman?!" He eagerly said.
I sighed, and smiled. "Sure. Batman it is. But gimme a minute, I'm gonna get some lemonade."
I walked over to the fridge, pulling out the pitcher of lemonade. I grabbed a cup and started pouring. I only poured about half-way when I felt arms snake around my waist.
"Andy," I objected, "I said I'd be there in a minute."
I heard him groan. "I couldn't wait that long..." he turned my head to the side and starting planting kisses along my neck.
"So, is this gonna happen every time we try to watch Batman?" I said, turning toward him.
"Hey," he said in between kisses, "I'm not complaining if that's the case." I heard him softly chuckle. "Have you ever had your neck bitten?" I shook my head, and a smirk appeared on his face."Well," he took my hand, and started moving towards the stairs. "That's gonna have to change."
"W-what?" I shakily asked.
"You'll see..." he guided me upstairs and down to his bedroom.
"A-andy," I stuttered, at a loss for words, "are you sure about this?"
He laughed as we walked into his bedroom. He closed, and locked the door behind him. "Just relax. You act like I'm gonna kill you or something."
He led us over to the bed. Then, he picked me up bridal style, and slowly set me down on the bed. Standing over me, he caressed my cheek, and went back to kissing my neck. He slowly pulled himself over me till my legs were between his. He crouched over me, a mischievous grin on his face.
"Andy..." I shyly said, "just... be gentle?"
He lowered his head down to my ear, and whispered, "As you wish, princess." Then, he lightly nipped my neck.
I let out an involuntary whimper. A shiver ran down my spine and I lost my breath. Andy seductively chuckled. "Damn... that was a sexy reaction..." He continued to softly bite my neck, and I started shaking more and more with every touch.
"Can I just say," he whispered, "you get turned on really easily."
"Well, I am a virgin..."
Andy suddenly froze in place. "Y-you're a virgin?"
Worry crept up in my chest, and I looked away, blushing. "Y-yeah... cause I'm saving myself for the one I truly love. Also, my past hasn't really helped with..." I trailed off. "Sorry..." I finished. Andy pulled my face back so I was looking at him again. "No. Don't you dare say you're sorry. I think it's beautiful you're saving yourself. And don't you dare be embarrassed. You hear me?" I nodded, and Andy pushed my bangs out of my eyes. Moving down, he kissed along my jawline.
"So... you don't mind that... I'm-" I stopped midsentence.
"Not at all..." he mumbled. Then he started doing something new. He bit my neck, but this time, instead of pulling away, he sucked on the side of my neck.
Before I could control myself, I let out a small moan.
"Holy shit..." he purred. "That's the first time I've ever heard you moan. I wonder..."
"Wonder what?"
He didn't answer. Instead, his hands moved under my shirt, and he started removing it.
I stopped him halfway through. He gave me a look of confusion. "Remember, you promised to be gentle..."
His smirk grew into a full smile. "Of course..." Hesitantly I let go of my shirt, and before I knew it, my shirt was gone. All I had now was a black laced bra.
I looked at Andy, who stared at my body. He didn't say anything. He just stared. I started to get shy again, and self-conscious. I moved my hands up to cover my chest. But before I could, Andy grabbed my arms and pinned them back. His face grew serious.
"Angel, don't you dare hide yourself from me. You're so gorgeous it's... unbelieveable. He leaned down, and kissed my chest. I sighed with pleasure. His hands moved to my breasts, and he looked to me for confirmation. I nodded, and I felt his hands press against them. The first touch made me shudder. He massaged my breasts and I started to pant. Andy started to laugh.
"We're gonna have to ease into this." I softly giggled, and nodded. He pulled me to the side, and flipped us over until I was laying on him. I rested my head on his chest as he rubbed my back. Our breathing slowed together, and for a long while, we just laid there in silence. There was no need for words... everything was perfect...
you should totally continue, this story is amazing! its one of my favorites!
4/21/15