Two of the Best
Dreams of a Band
Ravens POV
Once we had passed the test of eating, Jinxx made both of us flush our blades. It sucks, but I really do need to stop cutting. The scars are hideous. But just to be safe, I keep one blade hidden in my purse. I walk back out to CC, who is arguing with their manager John. As I get closer, I notice it’s about Alex and I.
“I will not let you bring two girls on the bus. We have three more weeks left, and you two don’t need any distractions.” He tells them. I glance at Alex, but maintain the “listening ears” I got when I was six and practically worked as a slave for my mother.
“John. We cannot let these girls out of our sight. They have problems that we want to help fix, and they have to stay with us to do that.” Andy tells John. CC doesn’t say a word, but the anger on his face could scare death itself. John eventually gives in and says we can stay. Alex and I hurry over to the couch before they walk in to where we were sitting. Andy walked over to Alex and said something I couldn’t hear. Hmm… I wonder what it was. I get stopped from eaves dropping when CC sits down and pulls me to him. I guess the eaves dropping can wait. But they do walk off. In their absence, CC just stares at my thighs and my stomach.
“How can one person survive on so little? I mean… It has to be hard. And there is no point in it. You are perfect just the way you are.” He tells me. I just shake my head.
“I am not perfect. I have thighs bigger than a fat dog. I have scars all over my body. I caused my parents’ divorce. I am the biggest fuck up there is.” I tell him. I slowly ball up and cuddle next to him. He just sighs.
“The only one who caused their parents’ divorce is them. And there are so many things you can do besides cutting. Do you sing or dance?” He asks. I nod my head. “Which one?” he asks me.
“Sing… well… kinda… I drum and sing.” I tell him. “I wanted to get a band together called ‘Wonderland’s Outcast’ but it didn’t really work out.” He just looks at me and smirks. “What’s so funny?”
“Well… You are about to go with Black Veil Brides to Hollywood and you give up your dream now?” He says. He has a point. I should really go for it. I mean… If Alex played the keyboard and I did vocals or drums we would only need like two or three more people. I looked around and saw that Alex was back. Andy and she were cuddling on the couch. So cute. But they aren’t together… yet.
Once we had passed the test of eating, Jinxx made both of us flush our blades. It sucks, but I really do need to stop cutting. The scars are hideous. But just to be safe, I keep one blade hidden in my purse. I walk back out to CC, who is arguing with their manager John. As I get closer, I notice it’s about Alex and I.
“I will not let you bring two girls on the bus. We have three more weeks left, and you two don’t need any distractions.” He tells them. I glance at Alex, but maintain the “listening ears” I got when I was six and practically worked as a slave for my mother.
“John. We cannot let these girls out of our sight. They have problems that we want to help fix, and they have to stay with us to do that.” Andy tells John. CC doesn’t say a word, but the anger on his face could scare death itself. John eventually gives in and says we can stay. Alex and I hurry over to the couch before they walk in to where we were sitting. Andy walked over to Alex and said something I couldn’t hear. Hmm… I wonder what it was. I get stopped from eaves dropping when CC sits down and pulls me to him. I guess the eaves dropping can wait. But they do walk off. In their absence, CC just stares at my thighs and my stomach.
“How can one person survive on so little? I mean… It has to be hard. And there is no point in it. You are perfect just the way you are.” He tells me. I just shake my head.
“I am not perfect. I have thighs bigger than a fat dog. I have scars all over my body. I caused my parents’ divorce. I am the biggest fuck up there is.” I tell him. I slowly ball up and cuddle next to him. He just sighs.
“The only one who caused their parents’ divorce is them. And there are so many things you can do besides cutting. Do you sing or dance?” He asks. I nod my head. “Which one?” he asks me.
“Sing… well… kinda… I drum and sing.” I tell him. “I wanted to get a band together called ‘Wonderland’s Outcast’ but it didn’t really work out.” He just looks at me and smirks. “What’s so funny?”
“Well… You are about to go with Black Veil Brides to Hollywood and you give up your dream now?” He says. He has a point. I should really go for it. I mean… If Alex played the keyboard and I did vocals or drums we would only need like two or three more people. I looked around and saw that Alex was back. Andy and she were cuddling on the couch. So cute. But they aren’t together… yet.
Notes
Hey guys... sorry for the short chapter. Im just not feeling the bestest, ya know? Welp I guess Ima talk to @andyxreader for a while and then go to bed. Maybe tomorrow after school I will post a really good smutty chapter for all you pervs out there ^.^
- Raven
i dont know what to say right now.
5/23/15