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Alex had already gone to sleep, leaving Andy and I sitting on the couch together.
“I went over to CC’s house and talked to him a lot yesterday...and I also met his wife. She seems nice.” I said and bit on my lip, looking down at my hands in my lap.
“Are you uhm...Dating anyone or in a relationship?” Andy asked me and I shook my head.
“Nope. Wasn’t able to find anyone...But I didn’t want to find anyone new either way…” I responded.
“Yeah...Same for me,” Andy said and I nodded slowly. We sat in silence.
“I...I’m sorry I didn’t come sooner...I...I just really needed some time, or a lot of time…” I whispered.
“It’s fine. You are ok now and that is all that matters,” He said and I looked down.
“I uhm...I wouldn’t say that…” I said softly, still avoiding his gaze.
“What do you mean? What happened?” He asked and I bit my lip.
“After I got out of my coma...the doctors put me on a lot of medication and antidepressants. And once they released me I tried again, and failed...uhm...but I ended up just waking up in my bedroom. So no one knew.” I said, chewing on my bottom lip.
“But...you’re ok now, right?” He asked and I shook my head.
“Andy I-I’m not any better. I’ve tried to kill myself twice, and the first time I almost did die. I can’t just act like it didn’t happen. I’m still...not ok…” I told him, keeping my gaze down still. I stood up. “A-Anyways...I need to go to bed. I’m tired.” He stood up also, nodding in agreement.
“I can let you wear one of my t shirts, if you want,” Andy offered.
“Yes, please.” I said and we both went upstairs.

I sat down on his bed, grabbing the photo he had of me and him. It was on him kissing me on the cheek and I was grinning like crazy. I was 17 in the picture and he was… 25. I smiled to myself before putting the picture down. He came back into his bedroom holding a shirt in his hands.
“Thank you,” I said as he handed me the shirt. I left his bedroom and changed into it. It just covered my butt. I laughed softly, walking back to his room and knocking on the door.
“Come in,” He called and I walked inside. I sat back down on his bed, looking down at my feet.
“D-Do you think I could...sleep with you?” I asked. I felt like a little kid again. Like when I was 17 and I had a nightmare. Those nightmares still haunt me, and they have become even worse now.
“Oh uhm...Sure.” He said. “Climb in.”
I climbed under the covers and he turns the lights off, climbing under them with me. I hesitated but moved close to him, curling up against his chest.
“I’m so scared, Andy,” I whispered, closing my eyes tightly.
“Hm? Scared of what?” He asked.
“O-Of being alone...I-I can’t be alone anymore…” I whispered.
“Then don’t be alone...You have your child here and you have...me…” He responded and I nodded.
“Thank you.”

Notes

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