Vibrator

I was released a week later. And I broke up with CC. I felt so bad and guilty, but I was staying true to myself. I still loved Andy.

...Day Of The Break-Up…

“CC? We need to talk.” I said and walked into his room. I’ve been wearing long sleeves a lot recently since I didn’t want to ever look at the stitches they put in my arms.
“Hm? What about?” He asked and I sat down on the edge of the bed.
“I...I can’t do this anymore…” I told him, looking at the ground.
“Can’t do what?”
“I just don’t feel anything more...between you and me. And you have been here for me for such a long time. You helped me with the baby and everything...but I just can’t do this…” I said and I heard him sigh in relief. What?
“I’ve felt the same way, and I didn’t know how to break it to you. I see the way you look at Andy still. Now and then I wish you looked at me the same way, but I feel weird being the person in between you guys.” CC said and I stood up and he stood also. I hugged him, resting my head on his chest.
“Thank you so much CC for everything that you have done.” I let go of him, kissing his cheek softly.
“I’m glad I was able to help you is some way,” CC responded. “Now, what’s going to happen with the living situations?” He asked me.
“I’m going to move in with Andy, with the baby if that’s ok,” I said, standing back and brushing my hair out of my face.
“That’s fine, what time?” He asked me.

...A Few Days Later…

I was moved in with Andy now. And he was being awesome as fuck. His face lighted up every time he saw me and I loved it so much.
“Hey Andy?” I asked him.
“Yeah babe?” He said and I smiled. Babe.
“I need to take a shower,” I said, looking down at my arms.
“Oh, ok. Want me to come with you?” Andy said and I nodded. We walked into the bathroom and I started to take off my clothes, a blush coming over my face as I unclipped my bra. Andy hasn’t seen me naked for a while. I pushed my panties down and crossed my arms over my chest, hiding my breasts slightly. Andy turned around towards me after turning the shower on. He frowned slightly. His hands gently grabbed my hands, being cautious of my stitches, and removed my hands from my chest.
“Don’t hide yourself, every inch of you is beautiful,” Andy whispered and I felt my eyes water slightly. I quickly wrapped my arms around him, sobbing into his chest.
“T-Thank you, And-Andy…” I said through my sobs. He put his arms up in shock for a second before laying them on my back.
“It’s ok, I’m just being truthful.” He told me. It took me a bit to calm down, breathing slowly. I let go of him and wiped my eyes, sniffling.
“Sorry about that…” I said. I felt embarrassed because of my sudden outbreak.
“It’s fine,” He said and I nodded. I stepped into the shower and he got undressed. He then went inside with me. We both got cleaned quickly and Andy helped me a bit with it. I dried off and went into the bedroom, putting on a short sleeve shirt and some shorts. Andy entered the room only wearing boxers and I bit my lip gently. I forgot what it was like living with him. Sometimes he would just wear boxers when we didn’t need to do anything.
“Wanna watch some tv?” Andy asked me and I nodded. I went to where the baby was and I picked him up, bringing him downstairs with me. I sat down next to Andy and I saw him stare down at the baby.
“He has your eyes,” I said, smiling down at Alex. I looked up at Andy, still having that smile on my lips. I looked into Andy’s eyes, getting lost in the ocean-like colour they were. He leaned down and pecked my lips. He then went in again and started to kiss me deeply. I put a hand on his chest, breaking the kiss and resting my forehead against his.
“I...I love you, Andy,” I told him softly, biting my lip.
“I love you, too.”

I put the baby to sleep and I then went back downstairs to Andy, sitting back down with him on the couch. He put on a movie and I could see him out of the corner of my eye, glancing down at me. After a while of him glancing at me and then me not looking back, I heard him sigh in anger.
“Damnit, (NAME). Won’t you look at me,” Andy asked and grabbed my chin, turning my face towards him. He smiled and I smiled back at him. I leaned up, kissing him and he kissed me back. He still held onto my chin, keeping us together. It felt like nothing bad ever happened between us. He pushed me back and I held onto the couch’s arm. He leaned over me a bit and I felt his hands start to run up my shirt. I put my hands on his chest and moved him away a bit.
“Andy...Not yet…” I whispered, breaking our lips and looking down at his lips. His hands quickly moved out from under my shirt and he moved back a little.
“I’m sorry,” Andy said and I bit my lip, nodding.
“I don’t want to have sex with you in a pointless way, Andy.” I told him. I pulled down my shirt, bringing my legs up to my chest after. I hugged my legs, looking over at Andy.
“No, I understand. I’ll wait. For however long it takes.” Andy said and I gave him a tired smile. I mouthed the words ‘Thank you’ to him before resting my head on my knees. I watched the movie and found myself slowly drifting to sleep. As I fell asleep I let go of my legs and ended up leaning into Andy.
“Come here, darling,” Andy mumbled and wrapped an arm around me before picking me up. He carried me upstairs. I was placed on the bed and he kissed my forehead, telling me goodnight and then leaving.

Notes

my name is blurry face and i care what you think