Vibrator

“The poor girl lost a lot of blood…” A woman’s voice snapped me back to reality. What happened? I opened up my eyes just enough to see but closed them as a bright light shined in my eyes. I squinted, moving my head up a bit to see what was happening. There was a nurse, and also Andy was there.
“Wha...What happened?” I asked, my voice cracking and staying quiet. The nurse quickly snapped her head towards me and so did Andy. She smiled, writing something done on a clipboard.
“Good, you’re up. Do you feel any pain anywhere?” She asked me and I nodded slowly.
“My head and my arms hurt like shit…” I mumbled, looking down at my arms. My eyes widened as I saw the bandages they are wrapped in. Everything hit me hard and quickly that just happened. I gasped softly, letting out a shaky breath. Tears slowly dripped down my face.
“I...I almost...k-killed myself…” I said, looking up at Andy. He looked back at me, swallowing hard and biting his lip. He nodded.
“I’ll be right back with some medicine,” The nurse said after glancing at Andy, then left. I quickly wiped my eyes, sniffling and trying to pull myself together.
“Where’s my baby?” I asked, looking up at Andy. He sat down on a chair.
“CC is with him, don’t worry, he is ok,” Andy told me and I nodded. We sat in silence for a while.
“Thank you for picking up the phone,” I said to Andy. He looked at me confused for a second.
“Don’t be, I should be the one thanking you for calling me. God, (NAME). I don’t know what I would do without you,” Andy responded and I nodded. The nurse came in with a few bottles in her hand and the clipboard in the other. She explained what the medication was and how much I should take of it, and when. I nodded and took the first dose of the pills, swallowing it with some water.
“These pills will make you feel a bit drowsy, so if you feel tired just go to sleep.” She said.
“Ok, thank you,” I responded and she left again. I looked at Andy as he stared at the floor. “Andy...come here for a second…” He looked back up and moved closer to my bed. I reached my hands up and brushed his hair out of his face. He looked so tired. He had dark circles under his eyes. I grabbed his face with both of my hands gently, pulling his face down and gently pecking his lips. I still loved him. I can’t just let go of him.
“I love you,” I told him, letting go of his face. He stayed close to me for a bit before sitting back down. I felt a wave of sleep slowly wash over me.
“I love you, too, (NAME). And so much…”

...CC’s POV…

Andy offered to watch the baby, his baby, and I gladly let him. I handed over Alex to Andy, going to the room that she was supposed to be in. They told me she was sleeping, but I still wanted to see her.
I opened the door slowly. She laid there on the bed still. Her skin the palest color I’ve ever seen a person. I listened to the soft sound of her heart monitor beeping along with her heartbeat that still existed, and I’m happy it did.
I sat in a chair next to her bed, putting my hand over hers.
A few minutes later her eyes cracked open, looking at me.
“CC?” She said my voice as a question. I gave her a smile.
“I’m here, (NAME). It’s ok,” I said, leaning down and kissing her lips gently.

...Your POV…

When CC kissed me it didn’t feel the same. His lips felt boring against mine and just plain. I...I don’t love him as much as I love Andy, I think. No, I don’t think. I know.

Notes

im sowwy this is sad