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[Part Thirty-Five] Thank You

I woke up to find that it was already dark outside(the joy of taking afternoon naps), the chatter of the men from downstairs still continuing. Did they not leave yet? I stood up and rubbed my eyes, walking out of my bedroom and downstairs. Andy was sitting on the couch with them, laughing about something. I went up behind him, gently placing my hands on his shoulders and kissing his cheek. I saw him smile, still not looking behind him.
“Guess someone is up finally from their nap,” Andy spoke and I smiled slightly, blushing a bit.
“I’m sorry...I was really tired,” I said, coming around to Andy and sitting next to him. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and I leaned in against him, but I noticed something different in Andy’s eyes. It was like he was showing that I was his. Was he starting to get jealous or something?
“Everything ok…?” I asked Andy quietly, and he smiled down at me.
“I’m just fine, sweetheart,” Andy said and I frowned.
“Could I talk to you in the hallway quickly?” I asked him and he nodded.
“Excuse us for a second, boys,” Andy said as we both got up and I heard one of them chuckle. I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the hall, stopping once we were far enough away that they wouldn’t hear us.
“Andy, I think I need help. I really want to tell you that things are getting better but I would be lying. I don’t know why you are being angry at CC, all he did was comfort me while you were out shopping. I ended up having a breakdown then falling asleep after that. He carried me to my room and made sure I was ok. I don’t want you to be mad at him, he’s really kind.” I said, staring up at Andy. I heard him sigh and he pulled me into a hug.
“I’m sorry if I upsetted up at all, and once they leave we will figure things out for you,” Andy whispered to me and I nodded.
“Thank you.”

Notes

so things have only gotten worse since yesterday so yeah

so I really need to tell my parents about this so they could possibly take me to a doctor so they could diagnose me. I feel as if I have major depression and I would like to see how anti-depressants would work for me. I also have bad anxiety which i would like to get something for along with having a hard time to go to sleep.

anyways any advice about how to tell my parents i need to go to the doctors??

Comments

I loved it. Amazing story

Damn well you aren't the only one going thru shit I am to and well this story is such an amazing story you should write more often
jaay_black jaay_black
7/7/16

So I just finished the story and wow... I'm speechless.
This story was really beautiful and I have cried a lot, way too much I think. I have also read all the notes, and I hope your going well now, I have been depressed too but I didn't tell anyone, I did self-harm, but not that much, because I immediately try to stop after like ten cuts. And I have never cut since then. I'm kinda proud of me, I have stop counting the days, but I think I stopped around 462 or something like that. If you need some help, I am here.
Also, I am not form Lebanon but I have a lot of Lebanon friends, so if you want to ask something, I can ask them.
And for the sequel, I don't have that much ideas, but what about a flashback to when the main character was living with Ashley, like her feelings and everything.

I hope I helped you! ;)

(Sorry if my English isn't perfect, I'm French)

Cherybde Cherybde
4/17/16

Please Do a Sequel

It would be AWESOME

BlacKiM BlacKiM
4/11/16