Vibrator

The first moment you wake up is the best feeling ever. Your whole entire body is numb and completely still, and you are still fighting between the states of being asleep and waking up. You have no thoughts in your mind for those two seconds before a noise awakens your senses and the numbness you feel is disturbed.

I sat up to the sound of the shower going on. I hated when Andy didn’t wake me up and just started to get ready. I pushed the covers aside and rubbed my eyes, standing up. I must’ve not remembered when I changed out of my jeans since I was in one of Andy’s t-shirts right now. It was a loose fitting Marilyn Manson t-shirt and it was so comfy and made me so happy that I was safe with him again.
Being with Andy was the weirdest thing ever. I loved that he was older than me and not some douche bag who just wanted to touch my boobs, but it was terrifying. He was so much older than me and some much more mature. He had so much more experience and could so easily play with my feelings. But he was my safe place. He was what made me know everything would be ok.
I started to walk to the bathroom, tugging down at the shirt a bit to cover more. But it only covered just the bottom trim of my panties. I knocked on the door and the sweet humming of his voice stopped.
“Yes?” He said and I pushed open the bathroom door.
“Just wanted to say good morning. Next time wake me up so I can spend more time with you.” I said, smiling softly. Thank god it was the weekend and I didn’t need to do anything.
“Good morning, sorry I will next time if you want me to. Now, do you want to get in the shower with me or not?” He asked and my smile widened. I quickly took off his shirt and my panties, climbing into the shower. It was a small shower so any movements were hard to make. I turned around to grab the soap to wash my hair but just ran into Andy, blushing and smiling up at him. I grabbed the soap and tried to turn around, but we kept on bumping into eachother. Thats when he grabbed me and turned me around.
“Let me help you,” Andy said and that only caused my blush to darken. He grabbed the soap from my hands and started to wash my chest with it. His hands ran over my breasts gently, then he started to clean my stomach. He then went to my sides but didn’t move on from there. He pulled me close to him, my hands resting on his chest. I stared into his eyes before he leaned down and pecked my lips gently. After the small kiss, I rested my head against his chest and closing my eyes.
“Thank you, Andy. For everything.” I said and one of my fingers traced a tattoo on his chest.
“You’ve been very stressed recently because of a few things that have been happening. I...happen to know the best way to release stress…” He mumbled next to my ear and my eyes widened, blushing darkly.
“Oh yeah? Well what’s that?”

Notes

i need to start to go to bed earlier but i cant go to sleep. Ive been up till like 4 in the morning everyday and i have school tomorrow and ugh. I hate school so much and the way it makes me feel about myself and how it makes me feel so ugly.