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+...Three Weeks Later…+


Andy had finally somewhat warmed up to Kevin, being able to get over his own jealousy. He also started to date some slut and bring her around now and then.

Kevin and I were snuggling in my room, watching American Horror Story on the small tv I had in my bedroom. My head rested on his chest and he had an arm wrapped around me and everything was just so perfect.
“I’m so happy that we are together and that I was able to get a girl like you,” Kevin said to me and I looked up at him. I smiled.
“So am I,” I said and he leaned down, pecking my lips gently.

Andy’s POV:

I came home from work just pissed and I really needed a drink. So thats exactly what I did. I made myself a drink and sat down on the couch, watching a show. That one drink turned into 2, and that 2 turned into 3. But after that I stopped. I didn’t want to be completely wasted that (NAME) was the only actually responsible one here, but I drank enough to take the stress away and loosen up. After I finished the third drink I went upstairs to check on (NAME) since she didn’t come down to see me when I got home, like she usually does. I opened up the door and looked into the room. There she was, making out with that Kevin guy that was now her boyfriend, once again. He was almost fully on top of her, his hands on either side of her head.
“GET OUT! NOW!” Was all I yelled at first and they both jumped, looking up at me in surprise.

Your POV:

“Oh my god, Andy!” I said quickly.
“GET THE FUCK OFF OF HER AND OUT OF MY HOUSE!” Andy yelled again and Kevin got off of me and quickly ran out of the room without a single word. Andy just stood there, staring at me until he heard the door to the house slam shut.
“Andy I ca-”
“NO! STOP! DON’T SAY ANYTHING. I’VE TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES THAT I DON’T WANT YOU TO HAVE A BOY IN THE HOUSE, AND ESPECIALLY NOT IN YOUR BEDROOM! REMEMBER THE LAST TIME THAT YOU HAD A BOY OVER? I WALKED INTO THE HOUSE AND I SAW YOU BEING GROPED AND STRIPPED AGAINST THE WALL. DO YOU THINK I WANT TO WALK IN ON THAT AGAIN?”
“Andy, you wouldn’t have. What happened that one time was against my own will. And the thing is, you aren’t ok with me making out with a guy but then you are in another room fucking some slut? While I am home and you think that is ok? Also, how dare you yell at me like that. My Dad just showed up at the door a few weeks ago and tells me that he wants me to come live with him after he abandoned me. Do you know how hard this has all been on me? I’m only a 17 year old girl and I-I just can’t handle all of this anymore,” I broke down crying in the middle of it, staring at him through blurry eyes, unable to see every sharp features on his face. Even though it was my own room I stood up and ran out, walking past him and going into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and stripped, going in and letting the water wash away all the pain and stress built up. But the water didn’t wash it away. These nasty feeling were tar that stuck to my skin and didn’t budge at the light hit of the water. It would need scraping and hard work and then patches to heal it, yet there would still be a few smudges that would never be able to be healed. I really needed a savior. And I needed one now.

Notes

Big things happened in this chapter

the last part was very personal, because thats how i feel

and it got me wondering

why do i pour all of my feelings into what i write and let other people read it

its a bit terrifying that anyone can read this and use it against me

to harm me

and yet i still keep writing