ALEXS POV

i wasnt really a stereotypical 'normal' kid. i was a bit different, into different things, screw it! life happens. but to be honest im better off anyways, im lead singer of my band, all time low... yeah we are awesome, well we like to think that anyways. but today i was on my way to see my bestesest friend ever! i missed my carolyn.

carolyn and i had been best friends since birth! but some stuff happened and now we go to different high schools but tonight i wsas going to see one of her favourite bands with her, BVB. i literally got in, got changed, sorted my hair and drove off to meet her. it took about 10 minutes maybe? but either way, i showed up and she looked incredible....

a secret ive never let out, to anyone (even my guy best friend jack), was that i am so so so head over heals for her, i was deeply in love with her.... have been for about urm, 5 years... she had no idea.after i finally caught up and started to chat with her, someone inturpted.

ph. of bloody course. it was the bassist of BVB, ashley purdy! i had nothing against the guy, when i met him in the past he was awesome, but no surprise, carolyn, was completely in love with this guy! she fangirled. didnt really say much, i didnt care. i dont want to see her all over another guy.the girl i love, in love with someone else... yay, im dying inside.

next thing i know we are going back stage? what? oh whatever.
"this is CC, hes a bit hyped but he's cool," ashley smiled, his arm still around Carolyn.
"yo guyyyysss! im CC!!! how are you?!" cc yelled, okay love this dude! ash still had carolyn under his arm so i got a bear-hug from cc. i was left breathless, and i heard carolyn say, "dont kill my best friend, i love that guy!" ok that kind of helped. everyone was laughing and having abit of fun then andy showed up with everyone esle, after brief introductions with them, they ran off to preform. as they did, ashley bent down and kissed carolyn...square on the lips...

after we watched the bvb dudes play a few song i turned to carolyn for answers.
"bubble, whats going on with you and mr purdy out there?" i asekd i tried to make this into a joke, but i was being very serious.
"urm, im not too sure," she giggled, "hes taking me out tomorrow, and i think we're gunna start dating, but i dont want him to think im just a obsesive fan... i really like him, not for Ashley Purdy, but for the guy im starting to know, just Ash..." she smiled widely
" awr well you know il go crazy if he hurts you right? and jack said he will too after last time!" i became all serious. problem with Bubble (the nickname i called carolyn since we were about 4 and couldnt say her name right) was she always went out with douche lords, and they would always find another way to destroy her. like the last one. james. he cheated on her... blamed her...and then hit her. me and jack found out when we were hanging out at a band practise. then me and the boys went to have a go at him... but of course the whole football team against four guys wasnt great but, james left her alone. we had a go at him for long enough and he backed off... bubble hasnt ever trusted another boy since, unless it was me, rian, or zac.
"listen Gaskarth, ash is different, i trust him," she smiled hugging me and kissing my cheek.
"okay, bubba but be careful! okay i love you!" i said after she snuggled under my arm to listen to andy sing fallen angels.
"i will smelly, and i love you moree alexanderr!" she said back as she watched cc drum solo.
"impossible, i love you more" thing is, i really did love her more... she just didnt understand.