Ashleys POV

after seeing carolyn in a state of panic over the nightmare, it made me think of the past and what had happened between us all those years ago. if i was honest, i wish that carolyn never left, i mean where would we be, four years down the line? married? still together? with a child? maybe even two? all the thoughts about what life would have been like continued to fill my head with hopes and dreams about mine and my carolyns future. the only part that worries me...her dream. what if it does actually happen? i mean they cant just mean nothing. i remember once, i got her to explain it all to me and what she said, i was fucking worried about her... she said about how the tour bus matched, even to small details like cds we had on the bus...but right now. i want to think about positives

"babe, imma go back to see the guys you coming?" i asked sweetly, knowing she had just woken up.
"urm...yep. carry meee?" she whispered in my ear
"come on then bubs," i picked her up bridal style and we headed ove to the bus. before i shoved everything she would need to get ready with in a bag so she could go straight on stage when she was ready.

we were at the bus for ten minutes and then sammi had stolen carolyn away so that they could get ready toegther. me and the lads literally just sat and waited. we were all gunna go watch the Wheres Wonderland set today, after all warp tour was nearly over... the girls took about a hour and a half to get ready today and they came out hyped up and ready for the gigging.

"Ashhhhhhh, come on im on next!" carolyn said to me back stage as we waited for her slot to play.
"your gunna rock sexy! now come on do me proud, come here!" i said as a grabbed her visable hips and pulled them into mine and then i passionatly kissed her before she was called on to stage by BMTHs front man Oli Sykes as his band had finished their set. she looekd amazing! today her and lily had decided to wear bikini tops under their ripped up band tshirt. Carolyn had some grey studded shorts on and some army boots. her long hair was in its natural state iof curls resting on her chest and down her back and her make, done by sammi, was pretty dark, she had black glitter stuff on the top of her eyelids and some eyeliner with flicks and mascara to finish the look. she was a stunner....my stunner.

"okay guys so this is the last song we got for you! its a cover of a song that means a lot to me and someone special, so this songs called iris and it goes like this," she had been playing for near on a hour due to the fans enhusiasum so she was pretty tired. but with that said, she pulled the last song off perfectly.
"thankkyou so much! and give me a huge welcome for, My Boyfriends band! Black Veil Brides!" she screamed as me and the guys ran on to stage. when we got there, i pulled carolyn into me and kissed her infront of everyone, that would give them something to print tomorrow. and with that we started to play opur set.. things went great...i havent ever been so happy!