Goodbye Agony

-Ashley-

Andy's warmth stayed with me.Even tho he was writing.Who know's what.I still wish he'd be next to me.I so longed for his body heat.It made me think of my sexuality...again.I still dont picture what i am.Gay.Bi?Or what.Well girl's are hot.I'll tell you that much.The way they have beautiful body curves.So tempting.But so envious.They'll bitch about everything to you.I'd be lucky to find somebody who wasnt so frustrated about minimum life problem's.But back to Andy.God.He was certainly my new addiction.I couldnt help but steal glances at him every time he passed by me.Try to pick up his scent.So addictive.Just like his moans.Jesus his moans.They were so beautiful.Especialy since i know i made them occure .Well for the most part.I still wonder what he was dreaming.I mean i know he was dreaming of me but what?I looked at Andy how entertained he was with the green journal.I sat down on his bed.
"Anndyyy"I whined.In a girly tone*smirk smirk*
"Whatttt Ashleyy"He mimicked me.Trying to restrain a laugh.
"Im borred.Whatt do we doo?"I said and lied on the bed.
"Well you could make yourself useful and help me with this ."He said finally meeting my eyes.
"Are you saying im useless?!"I playfully gasped and pretended being hurt.Sitting up to seeAndy;s reaction.Priceless might i say.
"No.No.No.O was playing i swear!"He rambled scared.I burst out in laughter.
"I was only kidding Andy."I chuckled.
"Well it seemed pretty damn real to me!"He huffed.
"Wow.Guess im a better actor than i thought."I thought outloud.
"Ha ha ha."Andy said still offended.
"Okay so what can i do?"I asked him sitting in a criss cross position.
"Well i need you to dram me something out."he said and showed me 3 letters.
"BVB?"I questioned.
"Yeah.Well can you help me make something out of these letters.Like a symbol sort of?"He said and messed with his perfect hair.
"That hair.So Biersack."I giggled.Wait tha fuck.
"Shit i need to redye it today."He said and scrambled to the bathroom.
"I'll try to work something out kay?!"I said and stared at the letters.
"Okay."he said and fiddled with the gloves.
So i put my skill's up to the project if you will.
Trying to collide the letters together took time to figure out.But eventually i got a picture of it.Connecting the V with both B's as if the V was made of both B's.Ha easy.
Next was what form i could make off this.I stared at my arm.Which had the bad stars on them.Stars.Bad stars?
"Andy?"I called out
"Yeah."He said and walked back into the room with pieces of hair in his gloved hands.
"Does it have to be a good type of symbol or not?"I asked.If it was yes im doomed.
"Not really.I could be anything.I dont really care what type it is.Unless it is a symbol im good."He said and walked back in to the bathroom.Kay
I started to connect the BVB's.Started to form a star.Done.
Just as Andy walked in with his hair wet and dyed.I smiled.
"What?"He said and sat down next to me.
"Done"I said and showed him the sketch.
"Wow Ash this is amazing!"Andy gushed.
I may or may have not blushed.'"Thanks Andy."i said and let him continue staring at the paper.

Well atleast i made him happy.

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