My Fallen Angel

I wake up to see Andy sleeping peacefully next to me and realised we must have fallen asleep on the couch after a long night of talking. I smile up at him and lay in his arms for a few moments before I decide to get up. I carefully inch my way out of his arms as not to wake him and head into his small kitchen. I make us both some Irish breakfast tea and head back into the living room. I shake Andy gently and his eyes flutter open.

“It’s nice waking up to those beautiful eyes” He says in a tired, but sexy voice

“I made you tea” I say and hand him the mug

He smiles at me “Want to go out today?” He asks

“Sure, where to?” I reply

“I don’t know, I just don’t feel like sitting at home today”

“Alright”

“We could go see a movie or something”

“That sounds nice”

We drink our tea and he drives me over to my house so I can get a change of clothes on and we head out. His black Charger is so nice compared to my junky old Chevy truck. It feels good to ride around in a muscle car for a change. We stay out all day and before I know it, it’s almost 11 pm.

“How ‘bout we stop for drinks?” Andy asks

I hesitate for a moment “Sure” I say, not too sure. ‘It’s been five years, I can do this’ I think to myself

“You sure?” He asks slowly and I smile at him

“Yep” I say and giggle

“Okay”

We walked into the bar and the memories started flooding back into my mind. I thought I could do this. It’s been five years. How can I not do this?

“You okay, Jess?” Andy asks, looking at me with worry lacing his features because I had stopped

“U-uh yea I’m... Fine, let’s go” I say

He looks at me; he probably knows I’m lying... “If you say so...” He says

We walk the rest of the way into the bar and the smell of alcohol and smoke smacks me in the face causing me to waver again. He looks at me again and pulls me into a corner; my back towards the corner and him in front of me.

“Jessicka, what is going on?” He asks somewhat sternly

I swallow hard. “Nothing” I say, my voice cracking

“I may not have known you long, but I know you’re lying. Please, tell me”

I shake my head furiously

“Come on, we’re leaving” He says and I sigh quietly in relief

When we get back out to the car he asks me again

“What is up with you?”

“I said, it’s nothing”

He puts his hands on my shoulders “Jessicka, I know you’re lying” He says loudly, but not yelling and I cover my face with my arms, instinctively and he steps back in shock.

“Jess?” He says, quietly this time and puts his hands back on my arms “Jess, it’s okay” He says soothingly “I won’t hurt you, I promise”

I feel my eyes cloud over, probably turning red and gold and I get thrown into a flashback

~ “I could never hurt you” He says

I laugh “I know you can’t, now stop being sappy” ~

“Liar” I say, angrily as my breathing quickens

I move my arms away from my face and stand up straight “Liar” I yell

Andy looks at me with wide eyes as he moves to calm me down. I feel my claws grow from my fingertips and he pushes me into an ally so that we’re out of sight

“Jessicka, calm down, please” I hear him say, but I’m not having any of it

“No, I won’t ‘calm down’” I say in anger and punch the wall next to me

“That won’t help anything, you’ll just break your hand” Andy says lightly and sighs before grabbing me and pulling me down so that I was sitting in front of him

“Trust me, when I’m pissed breaking bones is the least of my worries”

“Just close your eyes and relax” He says with his hands still on my arms

I do as he says and I can feel the fire in me dwindle until it’s almost completely gone. I open my eyes and he smiles at me

“Good” he says, probably because my eyes are no longer red and gold “Now what happened”

“I’m sorry”

“You don’t have to be sorry; it’s just your nature”

“No, I lost control. I haven’t lost control in over five years...”

“What happened the last time?”

“I, uh, I’d rather not say”

“Well then what happened this time?”

“When you said you wouldn’t hurt me, it made me think back to when my ex said that and soon after is when he started with the abuse”

“He was an alcoholic, that’s why you were acting so weird in there, you haven’t completely moved passed it yet”

“Yea...”

“Now let’s get out of this alley and head back”

“Can you drop me off at my place; I don’t really trust myself to be around you tonight”

“Sure” He smiles

He helps me up and we head back to his car. We sit in a comfortable silence all the way to my house. When we get back to my place he walks me to my door.

“Stay safe” He says with genuine worry

“Don’t worry, I’ve never hurt myself, we demons are too proud for that” I say with a smirk

“That’s true enough” He laughs “Well, I’ll see you soon, goodnight” He says before
hugging me

I lean up and kiss his cheek which catches him by surprise and he blushes

“Goodnight” I say and then walk into my house before waving to him and he turns to walk towards

Notes

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