'Monster'
{Once A Sinner Always A Winner?}
I stared aimlessly at the white wall.
I was having a war with myself, Always tripping over dreams.
I didn't miss the sun, The kids who always laughed at me. The way I was comforted by the dark the way my movements always affected the people around me. Like I snapped at the Children I hated myself but I loved it at the same time.
"Sunshine are you ready?" Asked abdeep voice, I whipped around and rubbed my (eye color) eyes. "Who are you?" I asked rather confused. "Mr.Biersack" He tried to reach out to me with his extended arm but I cowered.
"Don't fucking touch me" I spat sitting down in the corner. "Well do you want me to do? Help some fucked up gir-".
Thats it...
"SHUT THE FUCK UP BIERSACK" I screamed getting up and plunging at him, I pinned him to the ground and sat on his torso pinning his wrists above his head. "Don't you fucking speak of me like that" I growled inches away from his face. "Get off me and let me do my job Mrs.(Last Name)!" He said through clenched teeth.
"Don't call me that, If you were to do your-" Another nurse walked in.
She cleared her throat. "Mr.Biersack do you need help" her voice was shakey and lacked confidence I knew she cowered me she always did.
"No its okay Jenny I got this-" "SHUT UP!" I screamed directly in his face, "Mr.Biersack I got this sir" Jenny moved towards me and snaked her arms around my elbow joint, She tried to pull me off the older male but I twisted around and pushed her over and climbed on top of her.
I could see the pure fear in her eyes as I raised my hand readh to strike her cheek but someone likely Mr.Biersack pulled me off, "(last name!) THATS ENOUGH!" He yelled picking me up on my feet, I stood up with him.
He held my hand while helping up Jenny, She thanked him quickly and scurried past me like a scared crab, Mr.Biersack looked down at me and gave me a stern glare. "Thats enough thats final stay quiet stay still" he ordered, I didn't even nod but he pulled me out quickly walking fastly to the bathroom.
The bathroom?.
"What are you doing!" I asked trying to break free, "Your a mess (last name)" he said looking back at my state.
I glared at him as he turned away, I really hated him where was my old doctor? Mr.Charles.
I shrugged mentally and proceeded to get pulled by the tattooed older male.
I was having a war with myself, Always tripping over dreams.
I didn't miss the sun, The kids who always laughed at me. The way I was comforted by the dark the way my movements always affected the people around me. Like I snapped at the Children I hated myself but I loved it at the same time.
"Sunshine are you ready?" Asked abdeep voice, I whipped around and rubbed my (eye color) eyes. "Who are you?" I asked rather confused. "Mr.Biersack" He tried to reach out to me with his extended arm but I cowered.
"Don't fucking touch me" I spat sitting down in the corner. "Well do you want me to do? Help some fucked up gir-".
Thats it...
"SHUT THE FUCK UP BIERSACK" I screamed getting up and plunging at him, I pinned him to the ground and sat on his torso pinning his wrists above his head. "Don't you fucking speak of me like that" I growled inches away from his face. "Get off me and let me do my job Mrs.(Last Name)!" He said through clenched teeth.
"Don't call me that, If you were to do your-" Another nurse walked in.
She cleared her throat. "Mr.Biersack do you need help" her voice was shakey and lacked confidence I knew she cowered me she always did.
"No its okay Jenny I got this-" "SHUT UP!" I screamed directly in his face, "Mr.Biersack I got this sir" Jenny moved towards me and snaked her arms around my elbow joint, She tried to pull me off the older male but I twisted around and pushed her over and climbed on top of her.
I could see the pure fear in her eyes as I raised my hand readh to strike her cheek but someone likely Mr.Biersack pulled me off, "(last name!) THATS ENOUGH!" He yelled picking me up on my feet, I stood up with him.
He held my hand while helping up Jenny, She thanked him quickly and scurried past me like a scared crab, Mr.Biersack looked down at me and gave me a stern glare. "Thats enough thats final stay quiet stay still" he ordered, I didn't even nod but he pulled me out quickly walking fastly to the bathroom.
The bathroom?.
"What are you doing!" I asked trying to break free, "Your a mess (last name)" he said looking back at my state.
I glared at him as he turned away, I really hated him where was my old doctor? Mr.Charles.
I shrugged mentally and proceeded to get pulled by the tattooed older male.
Notes
I RETRIED
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11/30/14