My actual adoption..

Jez's PoV~

i felt someone shaking my shoulder. "jezzy wake up you got school today." i groaned and sat up. i got up and grabbed some clothes off the floor. i got dressed quickly and started doing my makeup. i stole cc's id. i finished and walked out. i slid the id into my back pocket. i walked out of the house. school wasnt that far from jakes house so i could walk. i stopped at the starbucks nearby. after getting coffee i walked to homeroom. i missed first period and it was homeroom. i walked in. "ms. pitts you're late." the teacher looked up. i slid into a seat in the back. i noticed that fucking blonde was in my class. i walked to my next class and she was behind me making fun of me to her friends. i growled "oh look the emo cat can make noises." i turned around "bitch keep your fake ass mouth shut or you'll need plastic surgery after im done with you." she just glared at me. i spun on my heel and stalked off. "aww the emo bitch has feelings. what a surprise." i felt tears pricking my eyes. i ran into the bathroom and locked the door. i grabbed my water bottle. it had juice mixed with vodka. i took a big swig and pulled out a blade from my make up bag. i rested it against my arm and contemplated it . i made up my mind and quickly made one cut. just one. i thought. i sighed in relief and put the blade away. i grabbed the vodka i left in my bag from last night took a gulp and put more in my water bottle. the bell rang for the next period and i walked out of the bathroom and walked home. i would get yelled at but the guys were at the studio recording. i smiled and walked home. i tried finding my keys and walked inside. i walked into the living room and crashed on the couch. i turned on the tv drinking from my water bottle. after finishing my water bottle i felt drunker than i ever was.

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