My actual adoption..

Jakes PoV~

after cc left i just walked around thinking what the hell happened. i loved jez but i didnt think it went that far. "i fucked up royally." i sunk down onto a bench. i started crying. i need to make this better. i called jez "hello?" her voice was scratchy. "hey jez im sorry if i hurt you. i didnt mean to i love you and i was being way overprotective. she started crying "i-i love you too. im sorry ive been disobedient. i couldnt handle how i felt." i felt horrible for this. "i love you and i wanted to tell you you can be with cc if you want but please come back to the bus." her voice caught in her throat "we're leaving tomorrow for LA." that just broke me completely. "please jez just stay a couple of months then we'll be off tour and be back in LA." i was begging. i knew that when she left that i couldnt handle with the pain. "i'll meet you in three minutes." she promised then hung up. after three minutes jez ran over to me crying and hugging me. "im sorry daddy, im so sorry." she was sobbing. i just hugged her and tried soothing her. "its ok. i was the one out of line." i started playing with her hair. she picked her head up and said "no i was. i wanted to prove i was able to be alone for a while but i messed up." i grabbed her wrist. "relax. it wasnt your fault. you can go to LA i can call or video chat you ok?" she nodded "but i'll miss hugging you and seeing you." she said tears filling her eyes. "i know but remember i'll always be there for you." i took off the necklace i always wore and put it on her. "so you can remember me." i kissed her head. "go get out of here go pack and get ready for LA. i love you remember." she hugged me and got up to leave. she rushed over and gave me a guitar she put in the bushes. it was signed to my dad i love you with all my heart. thanks for caring and giving me a chance. -jez i smiled and watched as she ran all the way back to her hotel. i love her so much she'll never know how. i got up and walked back to the bus staring at the guitar. it was painted black with white writing saying BVB and Jake Pitts is the best and no ones better than my dad.

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