Goodbye agony
warped Part 1
i dont even know why i am doing this? i just met ashley. Monica practically just met Andy. Now we are all going on warped together?!!? How in the hell am i going to get out of this?
Ashley continued to give me a tour of the bus. it was big. lit up with tan lights,a couch here, a bunk hall then at the end was the "lounge" room. And then a bathroom i guess before he door of the lounge. There were 12 bunks 6 on each side."this is CC's and jakes , jinxx's bunks" Ashley said pointing to different bunks. "which is yours?" i ask kindly. Ashley laughs and points to the one above jinxx's.
"Mine and Moon's?" He points to two top and bottom bunks in the front of the bunk room well if that. I throw my duffel bag pillow and blanket on the lower one, shut the curtain and say thanks to ashley before going into the living space. Everyone was gathered around laughing and drinking.
"Ahh and female andy is back!" shouts a drunks CC awcknoldeging my pressance. everyone looks up at me and then towards Andy. I looked at his face he had this weird expression looking m right in the eye clearly trying to see what they were talking about. Sure we both had blue eyes and black hair and plump lips, but hes 6'3" and im 5' something short.
"i wonder if she can sing like he can" quietly says jake.
" Oh can she! Shes great!" say my drunk best friend. Crap. i dont want to sing in front of them, i cant ill fail missserably!
" No i can not!" i shoutt at her. "DO IT DO IT DO IT" they chanted. i looked at andy for help, but he just nodded at me. "Here we'll do a jam sesh Jake Jinxx get the acustic guitars! And clear your throat! CC get ready to bang." said ashleypointing and shouting at everyone.
Once everything was settled they started to play ritual.
i didnt want to but i started singing out of habit.
praing for what your heart brings
thoughts of escape and blood shot eyes
your barely sleeeping no longer dreaming
now what you do to feel alive
rise up and celebrate your life
we're not alone in our ritual
sing for what you feel inside
becoming one with our ritual.
and with tht a tear skimmed down my cheeck. everyone had stopped playing after the first verse but i kept going. ritual was my favorite song.
"damn"
Ashley continued to give me a tour of the bus. it was big. lit up with tan lights,a couch here, a bunk hall then at the end was the "lounge" room. And then a bathroom i guess before he door of the lounge. There were 12 bunks 6 on each side."this is CC's and jakes , jinxx's bunks" Ashley said pointing to different bunks. "which is yours?" i ask kindly. Ashley laughs and points to the one above jinxx's.
"Mine and Moon's?" He points to two top and bottom bunks in the front of the bunk room well if that. I throw my duffel bag pillow and blanket on the lower one, shut the curtain and say thanks to ashley before going into the living space. Everyone was gathered around laughing and drinking.
"Ahh and female andy is back!" shouts a drunks CC awcknoldeging my pressance. everyone looks up at me and then towards Andy. I looked at his face he had this weird expression looking m right in the eye clearly trying to see what they were talking about. Sure we both had blue eyes and black hair and plump lips, but hes 6'3" and im 5' something short.
"i wonder if she can sing like he can" quietly says jake.
" Oh can she! Shes great!" say my drunk best friend. Crap. i dont want to sing in front of them, i cant ill fail missserably!
" No i can not!" i shoutt at her. "DO IT DO IT DO IT" they chanted. i looked at andy for help, but he just nodded at me. "Here we'll do a jam sesh Jake Jinxx get the acustic guitars! And clear your throat! CC get ready to bang." said ashleypointing and shouting at everyone.
Once everything was settled they started to play ritual.
i didnt want to but i started singing out of habit.
praing for what your heart brings
thoughts of escape and blood shot eyes
your barely sleeeping no longer dreaming
now what you do to feel alive
rise up and celebrate your life
we're not alone in our ritual
sing for what you feel inside
becoming one with our ritual.
and with tht a tear skimmed down my cheeck. everyone had stopped playing after the first verse but i kept going. ritual was my favorite song.
"damn"
Notes
super short sorry next chapter will be better im in a bad mood
4/27/15