Goodbye agony

"Thanks for the lighter but I know you don't smoke so why are you out here?" I asked him. Ashley had followed me out but I knew he doesn't smoke practically hates it so why is he even near me right now? I took another drag off of the thing watching him search for words.

" I just wants to keep you company sheesh" Ashley replies, he tried to sound like he actually wanted to say that. I knew he had something else on his mind, why wouldn't he just tell me.

"Come on Purdy boy I know that's not it, you just met me. Plus isn't there some one night stand needing to be screwed?" I spat immediately regretting it. His face expression dropped ridden with pain. God why was I so mean? I'm always like this,high strung and irritable. I don't even understand why moon sticks with me, I'm the offspring of satan. I could see a single tear run down his cheek. Fuck me.

******** Ashley's pov**********
how could she fucking say that! I don't care if that is how I seem or well was. I'm trying to make that I used to be thing! I'm tired of being known as Purdy porn or king I the man whores. I heard luna gasp as the tears began to build in my eyes. Luna slowly walked over as if I would bite her because of the nasty thing she had just said. I took a step back, if she got close I would conpletely break, I was already so wounded.

Luna embrassed me in a tight hug and I melted every wall crashing down, every painful memory, every nasty comment realised into her jet black hair In the form of tears.

****** back to Luna's pov*********

wow. Ashley Purdy was crying. I never thought he could cry, he always seemed tough as nails; and with one sentence I destroyed him. Turning Into a a hurt and broken outlaw.

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