my life in a story a shitty story ( a Andy biersack lovestory)

It's been a week since the thing with Alex and I've not seen or spoken to him am really worried about him I hope he's okay , it's the weekend so I have 0 plans. I have had a lazy day so far because I've been busy all week with band practice and cheerleading practice which Alex hasn't been attending and I can't phone him because I broke it don't ask okay ill tell you I dropped it down the toilet, I'm a idiot. I decided it's about time I get ready so I get up and go to my wardrobe grabbing my KISS top and black ripped skinny jeans. I looked at my body in the mirror with disgust ,how much I love to hate myself is incredible, I grabbed my freshly bought blade and jerk it across my stomach , wrists and thighs, I cleaned the cuts and covered them , I get my clothes on quickly and run downstairs into the kitchen where my dad's on the laptop " dad am going to see Alex ill be back soon " I tell him " okay have fun " he said not looking up thank god , I grabbed my jumper and opened the door but am stopped by my mom " am big " she said hugging me the joys I thought myself she hugs my tight and it stings like fuck as she pushes against my cuts. Ill just have to leave Alex for now , I walk with my mom into the kitchen " hey Andy " my mom said why didn't she say white rabbit or babe " hey Juliet " he said looking up at us and he stares at me for what seems like forever " so how was Florida" he asked still not taking his eyes of me " good my mom said hi and Amie she said you can stay with her soon she misses you, she never stop asking questions about you " my mom said I just put a fake smile on and nodded " let me take your bag " my dad said getting of his chair " no Its fine ill do it " I said grabbing her bag I need out there quietly. I took the bags upstairs into her room and sighed , I looked in the mirror my face pail and I have bags under my eyes. I walk into my room being startled by my dad sitting on my bed " fuck sake dad " I yell he gets up and shuts the door and grabbed my arms moving my bracelets up , when he sees my new cuts his jaw drops " Amie I thought you stopped" he said grabbing me into a hug I flinched as my cuts on my stomach hurt , He pulled my top up and say the fresh blood lines " where else ?" He said and his voice cracked I looked at my leg and he unzipped my jeans pulling them down to my knees am not in front of my dad with my bra and panties , He kisses every cut and pulls my jeans up and pulls my top back on, He sits me on the bed and kisses my lips and I give him entry his hand slides up my back and just as he was about to unclip my bra " Amie can I come in " my mom said Chapin on my door , my dad pulled away quickly and ran to my bathroom closing the door behind him " yeah " I yell weakly " I want you to move out with me, me and your dad are splitting up " she said " no " I say " but " " but nothing am not picking between you " I say harshly storming out this won't end up like my dream it can't happen. I left the house slamming the door behind me.

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