my life in a story a shitty story ( a Andy biersack lovestory)

Amies it's been 2 weeks since I woke up and am still stuck in here but I am hopefully getting out tomorrow ,I can breathe without the machine now and everyone is saying am quieter than usual and there worried but am honestly sick of looking at the same 4 walls everyday and never getting out anywhere am sitting here with Alex watching batman " Alex can I tell you something but you promise no to tell my dad " I say to Alex who turns around
" sure thing princess I promise" he said
" when I got knocked down , the only thought that was going through my mind was that I wanna die that I don't want to have this pain that I wanted to not be here" he's jaw drops
" you better no have meant to get knocked down"
" of course not ,its just when I was in my Coma I wanted to die"
" you better not think about killing yourself or cutting" a tear runs down my face and Alex comes to comfort me hugging me and running my back
" no am not "
" shh baby don't cry ,i love you" he said
" I love you too" I sobbed into his chest
" I love you more than you think" he whispered
"what" I said acting like I never heard him
" nothing " he said letting go of me as my dad came in
" why's your eyeliner running" my dad asks I wipe my eyeliner
" I just woke up" I said which was clearly a lie
" okay , aww you watch batman your definitely a daddy's girl " he said and sat down like a little boy at Christmas making me smile

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