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my life in a story a shitty story ( a Andy biersack lovestory)

chapter 4 - the aftermath

Best sleep I've had in a year , I'm not even tired even tho it's 5.30 , I just stared at the ceiling for 10 minutes thinking about last night , I then woke up Alex who stayed over last night , I grabbed my black shorts , my asking Alexandria top and my black jumper I went to the main bathroom to shower while my best friend uses my on-sweet bathroom , I quickly dry off and run to my room making sure none of my uncle's or my dad see my half naked body , I didn't mind Alex seeing me because he's gay and saw me naked before , I quickly get ready and blow dry my hair , I fixed my fringe , the done Alex's hair , I done my eyeliner and wore my cherry lipstick , me and Alex went into the lounge , finding my dad and the other 4 talking it looks like my mom not back ,
" Dad ?" I said softly as he looked up smiling
" yeah princess " he said
" can I talk with you , on your own the know " I asked
" what's up ?" He asked as he stepped into the hall still smiling
"wheres mom , have you two fell out " I asked him softly
" New York princess , and I wasn't going to tell you but we are getting a divorce don't worry about it tho " he said kissing my forehead , I was in shock I can't believe my mom and dad weren't going to tell me , and I bet my mom will tell me to choose , me and my dad walked into the lounge as he sat down me and Alex where about to leave I grabbed my bag slamming the door behind myself , me and Alex never talked about my mom and dads divorce I was in a day dream I was so fucking angry and my. Mom thinks she can just fuck off to new York with a word , I know I hate planes but still she should of told me I going to stop thinking about this before it's driving me crazy and I'm on the brink of doing something ill regret . By the way my date was okay but we decided just to be friends we had 0 in common because I love heavy metal band and she loves pop , She doesn't really like piercings but I do , She hates fitness and there much more so just being friends would be the best option she was the one with the idea and I've not even told anyone so I wasn't ready for a girlfriend the now , me and Alex arrived at school and I think everyone knows about my date there all watch me and smiling " what the fuck is everyone smiling at " I whispered to my best friend Alex
" I don't know maybe Chloe told everyone " he whispered back
" but way I don't her that in confidence and she promised me she would say anything " we continued to whisper until jade came over " I hear your mom and dad are getting a divorce , I can finally more in ad steel you dad " she said speaking
"what the fuck he's about 38 that a bit weird you want to fuck my dad and your not even legal to break you virginity and he would never have sex with you and how the fuck do you know about my parents divorce " I snapped
"hunny I've known for 2 days and s did everyone else but we thought it might have been fake and you dad would totally fuck me " she said smiling
"i won't count on it , I don't know where to start the reasons are endless for starters you don't know what band he's in , your 17 years old , you just a dumb school girl , your vain and you probably only want to fuck him because he's famous and that's why My dad wouldn't go out with you , so bye bye mother fucker " I snapped then walked away everyone know about my mom and dad before I did I'm so fucking angry and annoyed right know , we are sitting in regy and I noticed I have a text from my dad

Dad : don't be angry please it wasn't my decision not to well you , your mom said she will x
Me : well everyone knew apart from me so don't start bullshiting me I'm not 5 anymore .
Dad : well I'm not the only person in this house that's been lying we will talk when you came home and no cutting either because that the last thing I need , I love you and so does you mother so don't forget that
Me : WTF ANDY is that all you think of me , I've not cut in a month and you just jump to conclusions and think I'm going to automatically cut well guess what maybe I should and you couldn't send me away and what the fuck do you not the only one lying ? ! .
Dad : I swear to god you come home with cuts .... I don't know and you and I both know what I mean by lying so don't play dumb
Me : I'm not playing dumb your just talking bullshit
Dad : we will talk later

Ignored him but I can't believe he could jump to conclusions like that , I'm so angry I'm not even going to sit in this shut he I told Alex that I was going to skip school and also came we just sat talking about bands his mom didn't mind if he skipped school so we sat in his house watching tv it was fun not worrying how perfect your work is , but time flu in and is had to make it look like I was at school , so it was 10 minutes after the bell would have ran so I wait in Alex's for another 10 minutes we both walked together to my house , my dad's car wasn't in the driveway , thank god he's away out I got my spear keys out but the door was already opened , I walked inside and I was suddenly pulled into a hug it turns out to be my mom ,
"hey princess I need to talk with you before your dad gets here " my mom says letting go of me .
" can Alex stay the now " I said with a sad smile
" sure " we all sat down , and my mom began to speak "Amie I know this is going to get hard for you but I want you to move to New York with me , I got into a record company and both of us will have an awesome time - " before she could continue I cut her off
"mom I now this is your dream to move to new York but my life his , I have my friends , dad , cheerleading and if you didn't know a band and after everything I've been through these past 4 years I feel like things are going up for me and then you make me choose which his so hard to do it's nearly impossible , I hate the rain which New York has lots of , I have traveling about do I'm staying weather you like it or not ! " I snapped soon storming out the lounge and running up to my bedroom , my friend who is stunned that my mom made me choose ran after me and locked the bedroom door behind him as I asked him to me and Alex just lay cuddling in bed for 2 hours


2 hours later there was a knock on my bedroom door which I ignored , but it just kept getting knocked on my best friend went and opened the door on the other side of the door my dad stood not looking happy. Alex left giving me a kiss on the cheek goodbye . My dad stepped in my room and sat down next to me . We sat in silence until crow break the silence by meowing
"amie ?" My father said I've still not forgave him
" yes Andy " I said being dry with him
" please don't act like this it was your mom decision to tell you another time but I had to tell you before someone else did "
"well why did everyone know before I did " I said still being dry
"i don't know sorry , but I wasn't the only one keeping secrets am I " he said
"what on earth do you mean "
" why didn't you tell me you are bisexual , did you not trust me " I froze as he questions me
" who told you , I'm biii sexauull " I stuttered
" Alex did but accidentally , He was going to text you something like hello my best bisexual friend , ready for your hot date with Chloe so I text him was so he explained , Amie why didn't you tell me " he said
" I don't know and to be honest I don't care " I said soon bursting into tears , me dad grabs and hugs me , soon his lips joined mines and it soon turned into making out he slide his tongue was soon in my mouth is it bad that it left good . I pulled away and walked into my bathroom room and stared at my reflections in the mirror as he came behind me and hugged me "I'm so sorry Amie just you look amazing when you cry " he soon let go and walked out

Wtf does he also know I like him , I can't believe that maybe it was my imagination

Notes

Comments

@EmmaFayebvb
oh okay then

perpetual_loser perpetual_loser
12/29/16

@perpetual_loser
This was written over a year ago. For what I learned in school that's what I put. I'm not too bothered if I'm being accurate or not.

EmmaFayebvb EmmaFayebvb
10/13/16

I just wanted to say that Amie means "friend" in French, not love. Love in French is "Amore".

perpetual_loser perpetual_loser
10/13/16

@perpetual_loser
Well I done French for 8 years and I was taught J'Amie was like/ love J'adore was love as well as amore there are different ways of saying it unless I was taught wrong tbh probs was

EmmaFayebvb EmmaFayebvb
10/2/16

I'm pretty sure amie means friend in French and Amore means love. Like when you hear people say Mon Amie it means my friend and when you hear people say Mi Amore it means my love. I'm going into my third year of French.

perpetual_loser perpetual_loser
7/28/16