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When all else fails... fake a smile.

Chapter 8... This is something new...

Leah's POV

Jake had his arms wrapped around me.... and it felt nice. He rested his head on my shoulder. I couldn't help but smile. I looked over at Brooke and seen that CC had given her a cup of...well what ever they were drinking. Ashley was standing right behind her, glaring at CC, and CC just smiled. Jinxx stood up, "well you know *yawn* I am gonna go hit the hay." And he left. Andy was sitting on the couch, just watching everyone, sipping on his drink. "You want one," Jake asked. I turned around and smiled, not real sure if I wanted one.

Jake's POV

I seen Leah's face. "Ya'll can stay here tonight if you want." She relaxed a bit more, "sure," she said a little low. I went and grabbed one for her. "Here," I said with a smile. She took it and took a big sip and winced, "damn..." She coughed. I laughed a little bit, "Sorry CC, Andy, and Ashley like theirs a lotal strong." The word "lotal" confused her, I could tell, "It is like a little but a lot." That made her laugh. Hmmm her laugh... it was like feeling a soft warm breeze from the beach.

Brooke's POV

Ok so both Ashley and CC wanted me....lets see if they still want me after I show them what I am really like... Why do always try and push guys away? I know it was hard to get over what happened but you have to let it go, my mind said.

*flash back*
Brooke's POV still

I was 15. A sweet inoccent little girl. "Brooke get your ass down here!!" That was dad. I ran to the living room, he was sitting in his chair, "Yes dad?" The room smelled of weed and whisky. I had grown used to the smell... I had no choice. "Come here," he demanded. I walked next to him. "Some of my buddies are coming over *burp* and you are going to be getting us what ever we need, got it!" He told me this like I didn't already know. "Ok," I said looking down at the floor. *SMACK* "WHAT DID YOU SAY," he roared. Fuck I felt my face burning, but I didn't cry or move away,"Y-yy-yes s-sir." He sat back down, "Good now go back to your room till I call you." I walked back to my room, makeing myself not cry. I threw my self down on my bed, and laid there. Just fucking laid there. Five minutes later... "Brooke get the damn door!" I got up and went to open the door. Three guys stood there, they smelled like whisky too. I felt their eyes on me. They walked past me. I never looked in to their faces, scared of what I would see... I felt something in my gut telling me to run out the door, but I didn't.

That night I was rapped, by those three guys and my "dad". Till this day I push any guy away from me, be a bitch, anything to make them not want to talk to me. If there is a guy who could take that, know what all I am broken from, and still see past my scares, and NOT want just sex.....well I don't know what I will do with him. One thing I know, he wont be getting away from me.
*end*

Still Brooke's POV

"Hey Brooke you ok?" Someone had their hands on my arms. "DON'T!!!" I screamed, and moved away. Well smart going Brooke... Ashley, CC, and Andy were all looking at me. Andy had put his ahands on my arms. Worrie had taken up resident in his eyes. I caught my breath. I looked around, I wasn't in my room, and I wasn't 15. Leah and Jake weren't with us, "Where is Leah?" "Oh her and jake went for a smoke," Ashley said. I suddenly felt scared. I fished off my drink, and asked CC for another, "So.... what was that about," Andy asked as i sat down near him. I sure as hell was NOT going to tell them about....it, "Um... just remebered something from when I was younger." Great now I was strarting to shack. CC came back and handed me my drink. You could see my had shaking the cup. I pulled my hand back as fast as I could, a reflect. And...splush... I spilled alot of it on my shirt, "Damn it," I muttered. I sat down the drink, stood up, and well took off my shirt. Andy smiled, and CC and Ashley just looked. I walked past them to where I thought their bunks were. I found one I thought was Andy's and grabbed a shirt. I walked back out and the guys still looked shocked. "Umm that is mine," Andy said with a tiny smile. "Ok well now it's mine," I smiled. Ashley looked mad, "Do you want on of mine?" He looked at me with pleading eyes. Hell I ain't that heartless, "Sure." He ran off. I laughed. Was it like claiming a girl by makeing her wear your shirt? He came back, "Um there is a bathroom just right there is you wanna change." Aww I guess it was like I thought. I smiled, "Ok," and went to change.

Andy's POV

I have never met a girl like Brooke. I mean she just went to my bunk and took my shirt, fine by me, but not by Ashley or CC. "Ok ya'll need to back the fuck off! I found her, so she is mine." Da hell?! "Well she clearly is NOT yours, and is a big girl," CC said standing closer. I sighed, "OK look if you want her fight for her. NOT with hitting but with your words, and know I too will be challeneging you, and we are not doing this just to fuck her. She is a human too," I said standing up. "WHAT?!" Brooke was changed and glaring at us.

Notes

Wanting to know:
What do think Brooke will do?
What are Leah and Jake going to do?
Does Ashley, CC, and Andy really like Brooke?

Comments

@Brooke Lynn'e
You're welcome looooooooove!

IzzieDeadnow IzzieDeadnow
2/10/15

@IzzieDeadnow

lol thnx booooooooooooo

Brooke Lynn'e Brooke Lynn'e
2/10/15

Uh oh! I like your idearrrrrr!

IzzieDeadnow IzzieDeadnow
2/8/15

i just googled him lol

@star biersack

Brooke Lynn'e Brooke Lynn'e
1/13/15

can you give me a link to ronnies picture?

star biersack star biersack
1/12/15