When all else fails... fake a smile.

Andy's POV

"So this is my first entry thingy... well to start my name is Brooke. When I am writing this, I am 15. Sooo here we go... My father and three of his friends.... rapped me." Holey fucking shit what did I just read....."....over and over. My mom knew and didn't care. She would even call me a whore, and a slut. They abused me, physically and mentally. They never seemed to care about me. After the...rape I turned to cutting, for you see it was what was best. I had my parents telling me to go die and people at school. I learned very fast how to put on a fake smile. Now all I have is my metallic love and my music."

Damn... I held my breath.... this is just the start. How could someone like Brooke have such a horrible past and still act some what ok? I went back to her pictures. I seen one that had Brooke in it with two other people. An older lady, whom I believe to be her mom and an older man, her father. They were smiling, but Brooke, she was frowning. In her sad brown eyes, fear and anger pushed through. "You are not going to go back there," I said to the picture of Brooke, "I'm not going to let you. I laid in my bunk, thinking of what I just read, when I felt the urge to read more. So I brought her phone out and pulled up the app.

"Today I met this new girl, Leah. She is a year younger then me, 14, and we like the same bands, BVB, falling in reverse, of mice&men, and SWS. She is really nice. I can tell that she has had family trouble, and that is not because she told me, but showed me. Her scares. Her parents fight all the time and say things like they wished they weren't ever married so they wouldn't have kids...so I am now her family. If no one will be there for her, I will."

So this was the day that they became friends....? Brooke knows everything about Leah, but not the other way.

Brooke's POV

"I was rapped about a week before me and you met, by my dad and his friends....." why was it so hard to open up to someone who has opened up to me? Because no one was there for you. I felt a tear roll down my face, "...and the worst part was that my mom knew and didn't care. Her and my dad abused me. But when we stopped by my house on my birthday.... my mom left a note saying she was done with a shit of a daughter and left. My dad got angry at me and threw a bottle at me, that led to this," I said motioning to my head. More tears fallowed. I just stood there, not looking at Leah for fear of what I would see in her eyes.

Leah's POV

Poor Brooke.... I never..... knew... I see her tears running down her face, and she wont look at me, "Hey.." I make her look at me, "You ain't getting rid of me so easy." This made her smile. "I have been cutting since I was 15. And every day after, they would call me a slut or whore. And when ever my dad's friends came over...." she trailed off.... they would rape her again, I finished in my mind. I hugged her. Because that was all I was able to, I stayed there, being strong for her. "It is ok," I whispered in her ear. I felt her body shake with the sobs that she finally let out, "I am not leaving you."

After Brooke had cried all of her tears and told me everything, even about the time she was pregnant and had a miscarriage from her dad beating her, calling her a liar, Brooke turned to me, "Now you see why I freaked when I found out that Andy had my phone. I know he is going to read it, and he is going to tell the others, and I wont be able to take them knowing and feeling pity for me..." I seen that she was over thinking about this, "Lets go to sleep." I hugged her.

Ashley's POV

I was sitting in the living room area when Andy walked in. Me and CC looked up. "Guys look us three need to talk," he said as he pulled out a phone. BROOKE'S phone. "Ok look I found Brooke's phone and she knows that I have it. I read threw it and... there are some things about her I think you should know..." So I told them everything, her rape, cutting, the abuse, the mischarge, her mother leaving, and the worst part that I found, what all she was going to do after the concert, and her fear that Leah would go along or try and stop it. "Guys don't pity her, that is her worst fear. But understand that we all fucked up when we said we were going to fight for her. She is broken, and almost dead inside. We need to be careful."

CC's POV

"I AM GOING TO KILL THEM!!!!!" I screamed. God this made me sooo fucking angry. Ash and Andy looked at me. "No calm down," Ashley said. "We can talk to her after the show. We will let Leah and Brooke finish out the tour with us," Andy said. We all agreed on it, even Jinx and of course Jake. Now all we had to do was grab Brooke before she went off to end her life...

Notes

so....... :3 ?