I Love You.
Chapter Sixteen
STEPHANIE'S POV--------
I was glad Andy and I were friends again, but I missed being in his arms, kissing him and just acting childish. I missed it all, and I also missed a lot of band practice with Walter and the rest of the band. Andy and I were at lunch, and I had to tell him that I missed him. We were just sitting under a tree hanging out and laughing.
"Andy, I'm sorry about acting like such a bitch." I said.
"It's alright Steph. I fucked up. You have nothing to be sorry about." Andy said looking at me.
"I know it's jus-" I started saying, but I was cut off by Walter coming up to us.
"Guess what!" he said a little too excited.
"What?" I asked.
"I thought of a band name! And you need to start coming back to band practice or else we will kick you out and replace you, or else we can't get this shit going." Walter said.
"Okay. I will. So what's the name?" I asked.
"Regretful Resonance."(DO NOT STEAL) Walter said.
"That's pretty cool Walter." I said,"when's band practice?"
"today. after school." Walter said and he left.
"Continuing with our earlier conversation, Andy, I miss being with you and doing weird and cute things. Most of all, I miss you." I said. Andy just looked at me.
"We can't be together." Andy said sternly.
"What? Why?" I said.
"I found someone else..." Andy said.
"W-who?" I asked, tears forming in my eyes.
"I got back together with Alyssa." Andy said.
"What? I thought.... nevermind." I said starting to get up to leave, but Andy grabbed my arm and sat me back down. I let the tears fall.
" Andy.... I still love you..." I said trailing off, crying harder.
"Stephanie, I do too, but you clearly said that we would never be together ever again. I took that as find someone else, because she doesn't want anything to do with me." Andy said.
"Then why are you hanging out with me?" I asked, "I'm just some stupid fucking bitch who doesn't deserve to be in the presence of Andy Biersack. Just let me go die by myself. Leave me be. I don't deserve any of the good shit that's happened. I wish I never dated Mitchell. He fucked this up, and now I've lost you too. Goodbye Andy." I said crying ever harder and standing up to walk away, but one again he pulled me back to the ground.
"What the fuck. Why would you just say all that fucking shit and expect me to live with that? Do you know what would happen if I just let you walk away like that? Do you?" he asked piercing me with his eyes.
"What would happen then?" I asked wiping my face.
"You would have gone home, brought out a razor, and you would have attempted to kill yourself. Then I would be known as the dickhead of a rockstar that let you kill yourself. I would probably have no band anymore, you would be gone, and no record label would want to sign me to their labels, because everyone would hate me, because they still think we're dating. Don't fucking say that shit. To be honest it fucking scares the shit out of me when people say things like that." Andy said. I looked over at him and noticed the tears in his eyes.
"I don't have razor blades Andy." I said. He looked at me. Before I knew it, his lips were on mine. I deepened the kiss only to get pulled away from him.
"What the fuck Andy!" Alyssa said.
"We're done Alyssa." Andy said and he placed his lips back on mine. I pulled away and smiled.
"I love you Andy."
I was glad Andy and I were friends again, but I missed being in his arms, kissing him and just acting childish. I missed it all, and I also missed a lot of band practice with Walter and the rest of the band. Andy and I were at lunch, and I had to tell him that I missed him. We were just sitting under a tree hanging out and laughing.
"Andy, I'm sorry about acting like such a bitch." I said.
"It's alright Steph. I fucked up. You have nothing to be sorry about." Andy said looking at me.
"I know it's jus-" I started saying, but I was cut off by Walter coming up to us.
"Guess what!" he said a little too excited.
"What?" I asked.
"I thought of a band name! And you need to start coming back to band practice or else we will kick you out and replace you, or else we can't get this shit going." Walter said.
"Okay. I will. So what's the name?" I asked.
"Regretful Resonance."(DO NOT STEAL) Walter said.
"That's pretty cool Walter." I said,"when's band practice?"
"today. after school." Walter said and he left.
"Continuing with our earlier conversation, Andy, I miss being with you and doing weird and cute things. Most of all, I miss you." I said. Andy just looked at me.
"We can't be together." Andy said sternly.
"What? Why?" I said.
"I found someone else..." Andy said.
"W-who?" I asked, tears forming in my eyes.
"I got back together with Alyssa." Andy said.
"What? I thought.... nevermind." I said starting to get up to leave, but Andy grabbed my arm and sat me back down. I let the tears fall.
" Andy.... I still love you..." I said trailing off, crying harder.
"Stephanie, I do too, but you clearly said that we would never be together ever again. I took that as find someone else, because she doesn't want anything to do with me." Andy said.
"Then why are you hanging out with me?" I asked, "I'm just some stupid fucking bitch who doesn't deserve to be in the presence of Andy Biersack. Just let me go die by myself. Leave me be. I don't deserve any of the good shit that's happened. I wish I never dated Mitchell. He fucked this up, and now I've lost you too. Goodbye Andy." I said crying ever harder and standing up to walk away, but one again he pulled me back to the ground.
"What the fuck. Why would you just say all that fucking shit and expect me to live with that? Do you know what would happen if I just let you walk away like that? Do you?" he asked piercing me with his eyes.
"What would happen then?" I asked wiping my face.
"You would have gone home, brought out a razor, and you would have attempted to kill yourself. Then I would be known as the dickhead of a rockstar that let you kill yourself. I would probably have no band anymore, you would be gone, and no record label would want to sign me to their labels, because everyone would hate me, because they still think we're dating. Don't fucking say that shit. To be honest it fucking scares the shit out of me when people say things like that." Andy said. I looked over at him and noticed the tears in his eyes.
"I don't have razor blades Andy." I said. He looked at me. Before I knew it, his lips were on mine. I deepened the kiss only to get pulled away from him.
"What the fuck Andy!" Alyssa said.
"We're done Alyssa." Andy said and he placed his lips back on mine. I pulled away and smiled.
"I love you Andy."
6/12/13