I Love You.
Chapter Fourteen
STEPHANIE'S POV-------
I woke up and sat up while looking around me. Andy was nowhere to be seen. He did get pretty drunk last night, so he must have been in the bathroom. I got up and checked both bathrooms. I couldn't find him. I looked in my bedroom and I was shocked at what I found.
"ANDREW DENNIS BIERSACK! GET YOUR ASS UP RIGHT NOW!" I yelled, tears forming in my eyes. He shot up and held his head.
"What?" he said shutting his eyes in pain.
"What the hell?" I said gesturing at the girl in the girl in my bed next to him.
"What's going on?" Ashley said standing next to me and looking at Andy, then his eyes widened. Andy looked over and saw her. I was surprised she didn't wake up when I yelled.
"Shit... babe, I am so sorry." Andy said.
"You should be, we heard you last night bro." Ashley said.
"What the fuck..." I said letting the tears fall. I wiped them and the girl woke up.
"Andy babe, what's going on?" she asked rubbing her eyes. Then she noticed I was crying. I took off my ring and threw it at Andy.
"We're over Andy." I said crying harder.
"Stephanie, wait." Andy said.
"WHAT?!" I yelled.
"I can't explain, but I was drunk." Andy said.
"I don't care if you were drunk! You still cheated!" I yelled, and I stormed past Ashley and down the stairs reaching the couch before completely breaking down. Ashley had followed me. He put an arm around me and tried to comfort me.
"Shhh. It's okay." Ashley cooed.
"Ash, why do I always get cheated on?" I asked.
"I don't know hun. I really don't know." Ashley said patting my back. I pulled him into a hug and sobbed into his chest.
ANDY'S POV-------
I felt awful. I didn't mean to or want to cheat on Stephanie. This slut somehow managed to get me to. I picked up the ring Stephanie threw at me and slipped it into my pocket.
"Andy... are you okay?" she asked.
"No. I'm not. I cheated on the most perfect girl in the world with you, the biggest slut on earth. I don't even know your name." I said. She looked hurt, but I didn't care at all. She left the room and I slumped back onto the bed. I let the tears fall. I had lost the best girl I had ever known, and would probably never get her back.
STEPHANIE'S POV-------
I pulled away from Ashley. His shirt was soaked with my tears and whatever makeup I had left from yesterday. I looked up at him and he gave me a sympathetic smile. I hugged him again, but I wasn't going to cry anymore.
"Thanks for comforting me Ash. I really appreciate it." I said pulling away and smiling up at him.
"It's no problem Steph. Whatever you need, I'm here." Ash said kissing my forehead. I didn't notice Andy came down the stairs until he cleared his throat. I glared at him.
"Stephanie, can I please talk to you?" Andy said sitting down across from me on the other couch.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I never meant for that happen. I would never hurt you." he said.
"Well, you did. You hurt me a lot. You know what being cheated on feels like! I do too. It's not the best feeling in the world Andy." I said.
"I know. I was drunk. I wasn't thinking straight." Andy said. I heard feet shuffling and then I saw CC and Jake, followed by Jinxx.
"Fuck, we heard you two last night." Jinxx said, and at that, I broke down. Ash put his arm around me again. I looked at Andy, and saw that he had a few tears running down his face as well.
"What the fuck. Why did you two just start crying?" CC asked. I wiped my eyes and took a deep breath.
"Andy and I didn't have sex last night. I wasn't with him." I said sniffling.
"Are you fucking kidding me Andy? I thought you knew how it feels to be cheated on, and that you would never do it!" Jake yelled.
"Who the fuck is yelling!!" my dad shouted coming down the stairs.
"I am!!" Jake yelled," I'm pissed at Andy. All of us are." Andy was fiddling with the ring I threw at him.
"Doing that won't make me take you back. I don't give a single fuck how drunk you were. I'm starting to think Mitchell's story was true, because I know he tried to fight Alyssa off. He had never liked her. So fuck you Andy. I never want to see you. I don't know if I'll ever see you four again." I said hugging them, "Andy, leave. And take that slut with you."
I walked out of the room and into the bathroom, starting the shower up and hopping in. I made the shower quick, got dressed, brushed my hair, and left the house. Ashley came out following me.
"Wait! Steph, where are you going?" Ash asked.
"To Mitchell's. I need to talk to him." I said turning back around. I jogged to Mitchell's house which wasn't very far away. I caught my breath and knocked on the door.
"Mitchell, I need to talk to you." I said, and he let me inside.
"About?" he asked.
"Andy.... he... he cheated on me." I stammered, "And I know he didn't try to fight the slut off like you did. Mitchell, he had sex with her."
"Don't cry. I don't really know what to say. I wasn't expecting you to come over." Mitchell said embracing me in a hug, "what happened?"
"Okay.." I said sitting on the couch," I woke up to find Andy nowhere to be seen. I thought it was weird, because I fell asleep on him. I checked the bathrooms because he was drunk, and I couldn't find him. Then I opened my bedroom door and saw him cuddled up next to some girl. I think it was CC's girlfriend, I don't know. Then I yelled at him to get up. He did, then Ashley came up the stairs and stood next to me. Next thing I knew, I threw my ring at him and ran downstairs. Ash had followed me and comforted me for a while. Then Andy wanted to talk to me. I finished talking to him and ran over here. You must think I am absolutely crazy." I said sniffling.
"No. I don't. You did the right thing talking to him about it. Even if you were crazy, you'd still be the most beautiful girl in the world." Mitchell said. I smiled and hugged him. The hug turned into him kissing me, but I pulled away.
"Mitchell, I'm not ready for this. I want to take a break from dating for a while. I've been hurt twice too many." I said looking at him dead in the eye.
"I understand. You need some space." Mitchell said hugging me again, then I left. I got back home. Everybody was gone except my step mom and my dad, and Walter. Walter looked pissed. I shoved past them all and headed towards my room. I stripped the sheets off my bed and threw the pillows on the floor. I walked over to my CD's and picked out one of my favorites, Avril Lavigne. I put it in my stereo and turned the volume way up high. I started singing the first song: Losing Grip. I tried to control my crying, but failed. I grabbed a few pieces of paper and a pencil and a sharpie. I started randomly drawing, tears falling on the paper. I heard a knock on the door.
"GO AWAY!" I yelled, and I continued with what I was doing. I had to eventually switch CD's. this time I put in Avril's next album. I continued like that until I got through all her albums. I laid on my bare bed and cried myself to sleep.
I woke up and sat up while looking around me. Andy was nowhere to be seen. He did get pretty drunk last night, so he must have been in the bathroom. I got up and checked both bathrooms. I couldn't find him. I looked in my bedroom and I was shocked at what I found.
"ANDREW DENNIS BIERSACK! GET YOUR ASS UP RIGHT NOW!" I yelled, tears forming in my eyes. He shot up and held his head.
"What?" he said shutting his eyes in pain.
"What the hell?" I said gesturing at the girl in the girl in my bed next to him.
"What's going on?" Ashley said standing next to me and looking at Andy, then his eyes widened. Andy looked over and saw her. I was surprised she didn't wake up when I yelled.
"Shit... babe, I am so sorry." Andy said.
"You should be, we heard you last night bro." Ashley said.
"What the fuck..." I said letting the tears fall. I wiped them and the girl woke up.
"Andy babe, what's going on?" she asked rubbing her eyes. Then she noticed I was crying. I took off my ring and threw it at Andy.
"We're over Andy." I said crying harder.
"Stephanie, wait." Andy said.
"WHAT?!" I yelled.
"I can't explain, but I was drunk." Andy said.
"I don't care if you were drunk! You still cheated!" I yelled, and I stormed past Ashley and down the stairs reaching the couch before completely breaking down. Ashley had followed me. He put an arm around me and tried to comfort me.
"Shhh. It's okay." Ashley cooed.
"Ash, why do I always get cheated on?" I asked.
"I don't know hun. I really don't know." Ashley said patting my back. I pulled him into a hug and sobbed into his chest.
ANDY'S POV-------
I felt awful. I didn't mean to or want to cheat on Stephanie. This slut somehow managed to get me to. I picked up the ring Stephanie threw at me and slipped it into my pocket.
"Andy... are you okay?" she asked.
"No. I'm not. I cheated on the most perfect girl in the world with you, the biggest slut on earth. I don't even know your name." I said. She looked hurt, but I didn't care at all. She left the room and I slumped back onto the bed. I let the tears fall. I had lost the best girl I had ever known, and would probably never get her back.
STEPHANIE'S POV-------
I pulled away from Ashley. His shirt was soaked with my tears and whatever makeup I had left from yesterday. I looked up at him and he gave me a sympathetic smile. I hugged him again, but I wasn't going to cry anymore.
"Thanks for comforting me Ash. I really appreciate it." I said pulling away and smiling up at him.
"It's no problem Steph. Whatever you need, I'm here." Ash said kissing my forehead. I didn't notice Andy came down the stairs until he cleared his throat. I glared at him.
"Stephanie, can I please talk to you?" Andy said sitting down across from me on the other couch.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I never meant for that happen. I would never hurt you." he said.
"Well, you did. You hurt me a lot. You know what being cheated on feels like! I do too. It's not the best feeling in the world Andy." I said.
"I know. I was drunk. I wasn't thinking straight." Andy said. I heard feet shuffling and then I saw CC and Jake, followed by Jinxx.
"Fuck, we heard you two last night." Jinxx said, and at that, I broke down. Ash put his arm around me again. I looked at Andy, and saw that he had a few tears running down his face as well.
"What the fuck. Why did you two just start crying?" CC asked. I wiped my eyes and took a deep breath.
"Andy and I didn't have sex last night. I wasn't with him." I said sniffling.
"Are you fucking kidding me Andy? I thought you knew how it feels to be cheated on, and that you would never do it!" Jake yelled.
"Who the fuck is yelling!!" my dad shouted coming down the stairs.
"I am!!" Jake yelled," I'm pissed at Andy. All of us are." Andy was fiddling with the ring I threw at him.
"Doing that won't make me take you back. I don't give a single fuck how drunk you were. I'm starting to think Mitchell's story was true, because I know he tried to fight Alyssa off. He had never liked her. So fuck you Andy. I never want to see you. I don't know if I'll ever see you four again." I said hugging them, "Andy, leave. And take that slut with you."
I walked out of the room and into the bathroom, starting the shower up and hopping in. I made the shower quick, got dressed, brushed my hair, and left the house. Ashley came out following me.
"Wait! Steph, where are you going?" Ash asked.
"To Mitchell's. I need to talk to him." I said turning back around. I jogged to Mitchell's house which wasn't very far away. I caught my breath and knocked on the door.
"Mitchell, I need to talk to you." I said, and he let me inside.
"About?" he asked.
"Andy.... he... he cheated on me." I stammered, "And I know he didn't try to fight the slut off like you did. Mitchell, he had sex with her."
"Don't cry. I don't really know what to say. I wasn't expecting you to come over." Mitchell said embracing me in a hug, "what happened?"
"Okay.." I said sitting on the couch," I woke up to find Andy nowhere to be seen. I thought it was weird, because I fell asleep on him. I checked the bathrooms because he was drunk, and I couldn't find him. Then I opened my bedroom door and saw him cuddled up next to some girl. I think it was CC's girlfriend, I don't know. Then I yelled at him to get up. He did, then Ashley came up the stairs and stood next to me. Next thing I knew, I threw my ring at him and ran downstairs. Ash had followed me and comforted me for a while. Then Andy wanted to talk to me. I finished talking to him and ran over here. You must think I am absolutely crazy." I said sniffling.
"No. I don't. You did the right thing talking to him about it. Even if you were crazy, you'd still be the most beautiful girl in the world." Mitchell said. I smiled and hugged him. The hug turned into him kissing me, but I pulled away.
"Mitchell, I'm not ready for this. I want to take a break from dating for a while. I've been hurt twice too many." I said looking at him dead in the eye.
"I understand. You need some space." Mitchell said hugging me again, then I left. I got back home. Everybody was gone except my step mom and my dad, and Walter. Walter looked pissed. I shoved past them all and headed towards my room. I stripped the sheets off my bed and threw the pillows on the floor. I walked over to my CD's and picked out one of my favorites, Avril Lavigne. I put it in my stereo and turned the volume way up high. I started singing the first song: Losing Grip. I tried to control my crying, but failed. I grabbed a few pieces of paper and a pencil and a sharpie. I started randomly drawing, tears falling on the paper. I heard a knock on the door.
"GO AWAY!" I yelled, and I continued with what I was doing. I had to eventually switch CD's. this time I put in Avril's next album. I continued like that until I got through all her albums. I laid on my bare bed and cried myself to sleep.
6/12/13