I Love You.
Chapter One
My name is Stephanie. I get bullied just about everyday. I'm used to it, so it doesn't bother me. I don't cut either. I listen to music. I blast it as loud as I can. My mom and my brother don't like it much. My dad is never home when I'm blasting it. He's always at work. What I find confusing, is that my brother never gets bullied, yet we go to the same school. We both are seventeen, and yes, he's my twin. Very annoying in fact.
I was getting ready for school. It was only Tuesday. I was getting dressed and thought to myself that the uniforms my school gives us are really fucking pointless. Anyway, I put on a Black Veil Brides shirt with my school jacket over it. I figured that since it's like fucking freezing, I wouldn't have to take it off. School shirts were not me. I dried my hair and straightened it, put on a thick black line of eyeliner on my top lid and a thin line on the bottom. I put my mascara on and headed to the kitchen. My brother saw me and smirked. He bullied me too. I rolled my eyes at him and got some food. My dad was sitting at the computer. He looked to see who walked in and turned back to the screen. When I finished eating, I brushed my teeth. I was ready to leave so I went in the living room and sat on the couch.
"You know you look like a skank, right?" Walter said.(My brother)
"Shut up," I said," you don't look very good yourself."
"Why don't you just go listen to your Black Veil Brides and cry about yourself. Not like Mitchell would ever want to date you anyway, since he doesn't even like them." Walter said smirking.
"What the fuck does Mitchell have to do with it," I said, " he doesn't even care if I like Black Veil Brides. He knows that that's what I'm into and he respects it. He's the only one at school who doesn't bully me, so shut the fuck up Walter."
"Oh go cry about i-" Walter started to say, but he was cut off by my dad who said, "Quit talking to your sister like that and let's go."
We got into the car and left. The twenty minute drive to school was agonizing. We arrived and I started to get out of the car, but my dad stopped me. Walter was already out and walking away.
"If anyone, and I mean anyone, including your brother bullies you, talk to your teachers about it and tell me when I get home. Have a good day. I love you." my dad said.
"I love you too dad," I said. Then I hugged him and left.
I walked through the halls trying to find Mitchell. Let me just say that I like Mitchell. A lot. He doesn't know either, not yet anyway. As I walked down the hall, I kept getting looks from prissy girls and their boyfriends and friends. From everyone. I ignored them and kept walking.
I eventually found Mitchell hanging out with Walter. Somehow they were friends. I looked at him and he smiled, he returned the smile and I walked over and stood next to him. Walter smirked and then it disappeared when Mitchell looked at him. Walter left and not even ten seconds passed when Alyssa came around the corner and saw us. She smirked and walked over.
"Hey you guys," she said in a nasally voice, " I want to talk to Stephen over here." Everyone called me Stephen. I'm pretty sure you can guess why. Alyssa dragged me over to where Mitchell couldn't hear us, then she said, " There's a new guy on campus and I don't want to have to deal with you trying to steal him like you did Mitchell. Understand?"
"Well," i said, "we aren't eve-"
"UNDERSTAND!?" Alyssa shouted at me.
"Whatever."I said and I rolled my eyes.
"Don't fucking talk to me like that, bitch." Alyssa said and she pushed me and walked away.
"Hey, are you okay?" Mitchell asked when I walked back over to him.
"Yeah," I said, "just fine."
"No you're not." Mitchell said and he pulled me into a hug.
"I know." I said, and I started to cry.
AWWW is he finally gonna kiss you after you've been sucking his dick for so long!?" someone shouted, and everyone who could hear laughed.
I pulled out of the hug and looked at Mitchell. He knew I would start crying again, so he took me into an empty classroom and said," We need to talk. I have been hearing so much shit about me finally kissing you or some shit like that for about three weeks now. Do you know what it's about?"
"Yes. I do." I said sitting down. He took a seat across from me.
"Can you tell me? Please? I'm not trying to pressure yo-" he started saying, but I cut him off.
"I like you. That's why. I've liked you since seventh grade. Before everyone started bullying me." I started to cry again. Mitchell looked shocked at what I had said, and pulled me back into a hug. Then he whispered in my ear, " I like you too."
The bell rang and we didn't even notice we had been hugging for about twenty minutes. Mitchell took my hand in his and walked me to class. We had that class together and for the first time in a long time, I was happy. I actually had a smile on my face. Mitchell looked at me and smiled too. He looked happy that I was actually happy. We passed a few of the people who bullied me and they looked shocked that I was holding Mitchell's hand.
Lunch came and I met up with Mitchell. He had a football, and he had asked me if I wanted to throw it with him. I said yes and we tossed it back and forth. When the bell rang to go to our next class, Mitchell said, " I didn't know you could throw with your right hand, let alone throw that awesome at all." With that I laughed and said," You learn something new everyday."
"I guess I do. I just learned that your laugh is beautiful." Mitchell said, and we stopped walking. I kissed him and he kissed back. I immediately felt like the happiest person in the world. We broke away from our kiss and kept walking. That's when noticed him, the new kid. He had amazing blue eyes and long black hair. He had makeup on and I realized that that was Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides. I stopped Mitchell again and pointed at him. He saw who I was pointing at and I started to walk towards him. Mitchell followed, though he didn't look to happy when he realized who it was. They only had one album out, and they were starting to become noticed really fast, but not at my school.
Mitchell dragged me away from him and held my hand to the next class.
*ONE MONTH LATER*
It was mine and Mitchell's one month anniversary. I had bought him something to show him how much I love him. I was turning a corner when I saw Mitchell making out with Alyssa. Of course it was Alyssa. I was walking towards them when Andy turned the corner and his eyes widened.
"What the actual fuck Alyssa!!" Andy said and she pulled away from Mitchell. Mitchell saw me and his eyes widened too. I walked over and stood next to Andy, crying. He looked down and noticed me, then said, " Is this your dickhead of a boyfriend kissing my slut of a girlfriend?" Andy asked me, but I ignored his question.
"So, is this what it's come to Mitchell? ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY? And on our one month ANNIVERSARY!?" I said, and I put my face in my hands. Then I looked up, wiped my tears, and said, " With Andy Biersack's girlfriend? Fuck you, you worthless piece of shit. I regret liking you for five fucking years, and you do this to me? After I bought you something for today."
"Stephanie, look, I can explain," Mitchell said.
"No! Not in a million fucking years. We are so done Mitchell. Goodbye. Have fun with that skank. Fuck her if you need to! I'm pretty sure she's good at that!" I said. Andy looked down at me and said, "You know my music?"
"Yes. It's been getting me through all my problems since it came out. Thank you Andy. I appreciate all of it." I said, more tears falling. He wiped them away and hugged me. Mitchell just looked at him, not believing that I had just broke up with him.
"Oh, Alyssa, we are over. I don't even have words for this, considering it's happened before. Fuck you." Andy said, "You wanna come over tonight Stephanie? I want to hang out with you and talk. Maybe I could introduce you to the rest of the band?"
"Yes! I would love to!" I said. Andy and I walked away, and I flipped Mitchell and Alyssa off. Andy just smiled and took my hand.
I was getting ready for school. It was only Tuesday. I was getting dressed and thought to myself that the uniforms my school gives us are really fucking pointless. Anyway, I put on a Black Veil Brides shirt with my school jacket over it. I figured that since it's like fucking freezing, I wouldn't have to take it off. School shirts were not me. I dried my hair and straightened it, put on a thick black line of eyeliner on my top lid and a thin line on the bottom. I put my mascara on and headed to the kitchen. My brother saw me and smirked. He bullied me too. I rolled my eyes at him and got some food. My dad was sitting at the computer. He looked to see who walked in and turned back to the screen. When I finished eating, I brushed my teeth. I was ready to leave so I went in the living room and sat on the couch.
"You know you look like a skank, right?" Walter said.(My brother)
"Shut up," I said," you don't look very good yourself."
"Why don't you just go listen to your Black Veil Brides and cry about yourself. Not like Mitchell would ever want to date you anyway, since he doesn't even like them." Walter said smirking.
"What the fuck does Mitchell have to do with it," I said, " he doesn't even care if I like Black Veil Brides. He knows that that's what I'm into and he respects it. He's the only one at school who doesn't bully me, so shut the fuck up Walter."
"Oh go cry about i-" Walter started to say, but he was cut off by my dad who said, "Quit talking to your sister like that and let's go."
We got into the car and left. The twenty minute drive to school was agonizing. We arrived and I started to get out of the car, but my dad stopped me. Walter was already out and walking away.
"If anyone, and I mean anyone, including your brother bullies you, talk to your teachers about it and tell me when I get home. Have a good day. I love you." my dad said.
"I love you too dad," I said. Then I hugged him and left.
I walked through the halls trying to find Mitchell. Let me just say that I like Mitchell. A lot. He doesn't know either, not yet anyway. As I walked down the hall, I kept getting looks from prissy girls and their boyfriends and friends. From everyone. I ignored them and kept walking.
I eventually found Mitchell hanging out with Walter. Somehow they were friends. I looked at him and he smiled, he returned the smile and I walked over and stood next to him. Walter smirked and then it disappeared when Mitchell looked at him. Walter left and not even ten seconds passed when Alyssa came around the corner and saw us. She smirked and walked over.
"Hey you guys," she said in a nasally voice, " I want to talk to Stephen over here." Everyone called me Stephen. I'm pretty sure you can guess why. Alyssa dragged me over to where Mitchell couldn't hear us, then she said, " There's a new guy on campus and I don't want to have to deal with you trying to steal him like you did Mitchell. Understand?"
"Well," i said, "we aren't eve-"
"UNDERSTAND!?" Alyssa shouted at me.
"Whatever."I said and I rolled my eyes.
"Don't fucking talk to me like that, bitch." Alyssa said and she pushed me and walked away.
"Hey, are you okay?" Mitchell asked when I walked back over to him.
"Yeah," I said, "just fine."
"No you're not." Mitchell said and he pulled me into a hug.
"I know." I said, and I started to cry.
AWWW is he finally gonna kiss you after you've been sucking his dick for so long!?" someone shouted, and everyone who could hear laughed.
I pulled out of the hug and looked at Mitchell. He knew I would start crying again, so he took me into an empty classroom and said," We need to talk. I have been hearing so much shit about me finally kissing you or some shit like that for about three weeks now. Do you know what it's about?"
"Yes. I do." I said sitting down. He took a seat across from me.
"Can you tell me? Please? I'm not trying to pressure yo-" he started saying, but I cut him off.
"I like you. That's why. I've liked you since seventh grade. Before everyone started bullying me." I started to cry again. Mitchell looked shocked at what I had said, and pulled me back into a hug. Then he whispered in my ear, " I like you too."
The bell rang and we didn't even notice we had been hugging for about twenty minutes. Mitchell took my hand in his and walked me to class. We had that class together and for the first time in a long time, I was happy. I actually had a smile on my face. Mitchell looked at me and smiled too. He looked happy that I was actually happy. We passed a few of the people who bullied me and they looked shocked that I was holding Mitchell's hand.
Lunch came and I met up with Mitchell. He had a football, and he had asked me if I wanted to throw it with him. I said yes and we tossed it back and forth. When the bell rang to go to our next class, Mitchell said, " I didn't know you could throw with your right hand, let alone throw that awesome at all." With that I laughed and said," You learn something new everyday."
"I guess I do. I just learned that your laugh is beautiful." Mitchell said, and we stopped walking. I kissed him and he kissed back. I immediately felt like the happiest person in the world. We broke away from our kiss and kept walking. That's when noticed him, the new kid. He had amazing blue eyes and long black hair. He had makeup on and I realized that that was Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides. I stopped Mitchell again and pointed at him. He saw who I was pointing at and I started to walk towards him. Mitchell followed, though he didn't look to happy when he realized who it was. They only had one album out, and they were starting to become noticed really fast, but not at my school.
Mitchell dragged me away from him and held my hand to the next class.
*ONE MONTH LATER*
It was mine and Mitchell's one month anniversary. I had bought him something to show him how much I love him. I was turning a corner when I saw Mitchell making out with Alyssa. Of course it was Alyssa. I was walking towards them when Andy turned the corner and his eyes widened.
"What the actual fuck Alyssa!!" Andy said and she pulled away from Mitchell. Mitchell saw me and his eyes widened too. I walked over and stood next to Andy, crying. He looked down and noticed me, then said, " Is this your dickhead of a boyfriend kissing my slut of a girlfriend?" Andy asked me, but I ignored his question.
"So, is this what it's come to Mitchell? ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY? And on our one month ANNIVERSARY!?" I said, and I put my face in my hands. Then I looked up, wiped my tears, and said, " With Andy Biersack's girlfriend? Fuck you, you worthless piece of shit. I regret liking you for five fucking years, and you do this to me? After I bought you something for today."
"Stephanie, look, I can explain," Mitchell said.
"No! Not in a million fucking years. We are so done Mitchell. Goodbye. Have fun with that skank. Fuck her if you need to! I'm pretty sure she's good at that!" I said. Andy looked down at me and said, "You know my music?"
"Yes. It's been getting me through all my problems since it came out. Thank you Andy. I appreciate all of it." I said, more tears falling. He wiped them away and hugged me. Mitchell just looked at him, not believing that I had just broke up with him.
"Oh, Alyssa, we are over. I don't even have words for this, considering it's happened before. Fuck you." Andy said, "You wanna come over tonight Stephanie? I want to hang out with you and talk. Maybe I could introduce you to the rest of the band?"
"Yes! I would love to!" I said. Andy and I walked away, and I flipped Mitchell and Alyssa off. Andy just smiled and took my hand.
6/12/13