The Wolf Girl & The Falling Moon
✞Depressed?✞
Andy's POV
I sat at home, Alone on the couch distracting myself with my phone.
I brought my fingers to my lips, Still trying to remember the last kiss me and Juliet shared. She officially broke up with me stating she was cheating on me with a member of My Chemical Romance.
I sighed, I laid back trying to make myself happy but it wouldn't happen , my lips formed into a frown as I stared carelessly up at the ceiling.
Getting the feeling I was being watched I pulled myself of the couch and walked to the bathroom slowly trying to figure out my conflicted thoughts. Juliet acted strange the last few months was I really that stupid to believe that our relationship was something more. Was I ugly?.
I knew I was letting myself slip into the darkness of depression but I had no angel right now, Even hero's needed saving I wish I could live stream and talk about this but everyone probably hates me now. And the predictions of complaining to Ashley, Jinxx, Jake and CC sunk into my mind the feelings of nagging and making a fool out of myself dug its way into my heart.
I pulled my black t-shirt over my head, And let my jet black hair fall over my eyes I stared at myself in the mirror. Was I really this sad?.
I had a razor in the basin, Some old pocketknives in the room. And a lighter for my smoking.
I could get the feeling of happiness by pain, I crouched down and opened the white painted cupboard door. Inside under the sink was a old cleaned out ice cream box with my shaving razors. I extended my hands to reach for a razor and successfully succeeded. I brought myself back up and looked over the piece of pain that I was going to drag across my skin.
And slowly with helpless care I rested my left arm on the counter and pressed the razor on my fair skin, With a long drag I made one cut...another cut...and a third cut. Even after all this pain I was still flinching from the on and off stinging that pulsed through my veins.
A deep red oozed from out the cut and caught my blue eyes perfectly, I watched as the crimson pain flowed sweetly and gently down my arm down the skin into the drain.
I was a complete mess, I wiped the blood with toilet paper and proceeded to stumble to bed like I was drunk , Of course I was shirtless and crawled under the covers of my bed letting the warm take over the bare upper half of my body.
I closed my eyes, Trying to push away the dark thoughts. My wrists still hurt and stung each time I touched them but I had to ignore the pain and focus on the happiness this was going to bring me.
But it never came.
Sage's POV
I watched as the fairly attractive man stalked away into the bathroom,Disappearing well over 5 minutes he eventually came out and stumbled to his bedroom not even turning off the lights.
I was watching from the window of his lounge, As I looked back up at the dark sky the moon still gleamed and shined like the previous night before.
I realized also his tv was on, And the wooden oak front door was unlocked. But I kept my eyes fixed on his figure as he again disappeared into his bedroom never to be seen my eyes again.
I sighed. I really wanted to meet him but no scare him at the same time. What had he done inside the bathroom he didn't even come out wet or newly dressed. Did he just stare at himself like how I could have all day.
I shrugged heading for the front door, I opened it with care and closed it once I was in leaning against the door I scanned my surrounding. Wandering out openly I looked at a broken photo of a girl with short blonde hair and the same man.
Names under their faces said.
Andy
Juliet
The man I supposed as "Andy", Gave me the vibe of insecurity and depression and it was my job to help him.
I walked slowly, Making sure not to cause sounds on the floorboards, I sneakily turned off the tv and made my way to
the bathroom.
I peeked in seeing the light still on and a razor sitting perfectly on the counter.
There was a little blood.
He didn't did he?.
I had to forget about this, With a heavy heart I turned off the light and made my way into his room seeing as he was asleep I crouched near his face and looked at his lips for a spilt second.
I really wanted to kiss him, But I had other ideas.
I reached under and blanket trying to pry for his hands, Once I my own fingertips came in touch with his fingers I dragged his arm out looking at his wrist to see fresh cuts.
I could feel my eyes prickling up with tears, A single sweet tear fell causing the sleeping figure to flinch in pain he groaned lightly as my single teat mixed in with the blood of the cut.
He opened his eyes slowly, Oh those baby blue eyes.
I sat at home, Alone on the couch distracting myself with my phone.
I brought my fingers to my lips, Still trying to remember the last kiss me and Juliet shared. She officially broke up with me stating she was cheating on me with a member of My Chemical Romance.
I sighed, I laid back trying to make myself happy but it wouldn't happen , my lips formed into a frown as I stared carelessly up at the ceiling.
Getting the feeling I was being watched I pulled myself of the couch and walked to the bathroom slowly trying to figure out my conflicted thoughts. Juliet acted strange the last few months was I really that stupid to believe that our relationship was something more. Was I ugly?.
I knew I was letting myself slip into the darkness of depression but I had no angel right now, Even hero's needed saving I wish I could live stream and talk about this but everyone probably hates me now. And the predictions of complaining to Ashley, Jinxx, Jake and CC sunk into my mind the feelings of nagging and making a fool out of myself dug its way into my heart.
I pulled my black t-shirt over my head, And let my jet black hair fall over my eyes I stared at myself in the mirror. Was I really this sad?.
I had a razor in the basin, Some old pocketknives in the room. And a lighter for my smoking.
I could get the feeling of happiness by pain, I crouched down and opened the white painted cupboard door. Inside under the sink was a old cleaned out ice cream box with my shaving razors. I extended my hands to reach for a razor and successfully succeeded. I brought myself back up and looked over the piece of pain that I was going to drag across my skin.
And slowly with helpless care I rested my left arm on the counter and pressed the razor on my fair skin, With a long drag I made one cut...another cut...and a third cut. Even after all this pain I was still flinching from the on and off stinging that pulsed through my veins.
A deep red oozed from out the cut and caught my blue eyes perfectly, I watched as the crimson pain flowed sweetly and gently down my arm down the skin into the drain.
I was a complete mess, I wiped the blood with toilet paper and proceeded to stumble to bed like I was drunk , Of course I was shirtless and crawled under the covers of my bed letting the warm take over the bare upper half of my body.
I closed my eyes, Trying to push away the dark thoughts. My wrists still hurt and stung each time I touched them but I had to ignore the pain and focus on the happiness this was going to bring me.
But it never came.
Sage's POV
I watched as the fairly attractive man stalked away into the bathroom,Disappearing well over 5 minutes he eventually came out and stumbled to his bedroom not even turning off the lights.
I was watching from the window of his lounge, As I looked back up at the dark sky the moon still gleamed and shined like the previous night before.
I realized also his tv was on, And the wooden oak front door was unlocked. But I kept my eyes fixed on his figure as he again disappeared into his bedroom never to be seen my eyes again.
I sighed. I really wanted to meet him but no scare him at the same time. What had he done inside the bathroom he didn't even come out wet or newly dressed. Did he just stare at himself like how I could have all day.
I shrugged heading for the front door, I opened it with care and closed it once I was in leaning against the door I scanned my surrounding. Wandering out openly I looked at a broken photo of a girl with short blonde hair and the same man.
Names under their faces said.
Andy
Juliet
The man I supposed as "Andy", Gave me the vibe of insecurity and depression and it was my job to help him.
I walked slowly, Making sure not to cause sounds on the floorboards, I sneakily turned off the tv and made my way to
the bathroom.
I peeked in seeing the light still on and a razor sitting perfectly on the counter.
There was a little blood.
He didn't did he?.
I had to forget about this, With a heavy heart I turned off the light and made my way into his room seeing as he was asleep I crouched near his face and looked at his lips for a spilt second.
I really wanted to kiss him, But I had other ideas.
I reached under and blanket trying to pry for his hands, Once I my own fingertips came in touch with his fingers I dragged his arm out looking at his wrist to see fresh cuts.
I could feel my eyes prickling up with tears, A single sweet tear fell causing the sleeping figure to flinch in pain he groaned lightly as my single teat mixed in with the blood of the cut.
He opened his eyes slowly, Oh those baby blue eyes.
Notes
Enjoy
~ Cat
This is quite amzing
3/26/16