It Just One Of Those Days.

They sang about four songs. Ritual, Goodbye Agony, Days Are Numbered and Heaven's Calling. CC would throw me winks and smiles, the guy next to me would nudge me.
"You liked it?" Andy asked.
"You guys are awesome! This is the closest I've ever been to you." I said.
"Really?" I nod.
"How come?" Asked Jinxx.
"Never been to a concert, well, in my high school small bands went and preformed, but I've never seen bands that I liked." I explained.
"Technically we're you're first... favorite band concert/show?" Jake said. I nod. "I feel special." He smiles. "Honored." I smile. All the guys smiled back at me.. Well everybody expect Ashley.
"We should go eat.. Cause I'm starving." Andy said. "
Alright, I'm down." Jake said. We all walk out and go to a nearby Carl's Jr.
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The whole time, everybody was asking me questions and we had some stuff in common.
Ashley?
He was just eating and looking at me like he was going to attack.
"I'll be right back." CC said before getting out of the booth and went to the restrooms. My eyes quickly roamed to my French fries.
"So since your little knight isn't here.. Tell me Kenny, what is your deal with Christian?" Ashley said. I look up and meet my eyes with his.
"Like I said... Me and him made a deal that he would take me in small dates till you guys go touring. We're just... There. I don't want to hurt him, or any of you." I replied.
"I don't believe it."
"Why not?" I asked.
"I just know that you're lying to me." I stood up and threw my napkin.
"Well guess what, I'm not here to please your pity. You don't like me to be with your best friend, guess what? He wants me around, he's seeing the real me, and is getting to know me. Not like you, who's already judging me from my face. Learn to make some new friends Ashley Purdy." I scoot back and walk out. I go out the restaurant and sat on the curb. I wipe the tears off my face and looked up. I wasn't going to be pitying and judged anymore.
That Kenny died years ago.

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