Saviour.

I smiled. Eyes shut. The music flowing through me. Andy Biersack stood on stage, Jake, Ashley, CC and Jinxx playing along as he sung Lost it All. Tears escaped my closed eyes and I felt people push against me as they tried to get closer to their heroes. I understood.

Not it only did the violin give me a sense of happiness and peace but the song Lost it All also had a special place in heart. That song has been on repeat so many times, many tears have fallen to that song, and many cuts have been made on my body to that song. I can't even think of the way to describe the meaning that this song has, and to see my idols perform the song that had so much meaning, push new emotions into my mind.

Overwhelmed by the emotions that the song brought to me, I ran out of the venue and sat under a tree hidden behind the building. I sat there crying as it started to rain. I could vaguely hear the pounding of The music, which I made out as Rebel Love Song.

I was was soon soaked in rain and tears. I could no longer hear the pounding music, but the shouts of fans streaming out if the venue. Swarming around the members of Black Veil Brides as I saw their shadowing figures walk towards their tour bus.

The roadies packed away the venue as the night wore on. I continued to sit and cry. Fighting off my self harming urges I sat and watched until, as the bus drove off, I pulled my Stanley knife out off my boot. Flicked the blade upwards and made swift deep cuts, my blood mixing and swirling with the rain until my head felt light. My cuts grew less deep as I lost the strength, my blade slippery from the rain and blood. I shivered one last time before losing consciousness.

Notes

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