My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

Nikki's Pov (four days later, wedding day):

''I'm gonna faint!'' I breathed as I looked at myself in the mirror.

''No, you're not. You're gonna suck it up and go there and marry the ultimate Casanova!'' Kaylie said nudging me.

I gave her a weak smile as I took a last glance at myself. I was wearing a black dress that was tight on my waist, flowing freely, ending a little over my ankles. Colleen designed it as a white dress but I wanted it black. My heels were pretty high and I grinned, knowing that I'll have the same height as Ashley.

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I took all the hair dye out of my hair and now it was my natural, almost white hair. I had a black veil over it and I couldn't help but notice the antinomy. I was a Black Veil Bride indeed. Ella did my makeup, heavily accenting my green eyes, making them pop. My lips were crimson red and my cheeks were slightly covered in blush.

I chose Kaylie and Colleen to be my maids of honor. Their dresses were long and white, contrasting with their hair. Kaylie, with her purple hair, looked like a mystical creature while Colleen, with her blue one, looked like a fairy. They were both wearing heels, even though Kaylie was still short as fuck, much to her dismay.

Funny thing, she's dating the gazelle legs and she hates heels. Oh well...

I was anxious as hell and I felt like I could faint any minute. I couldn't believe this was happening. I was getting married. With none other than Ashley Purdy. And on top of it, I was pregnant too.

I smiled, remembering what happened one year ago. I remembered how nervous I was to meet my idols. I remembered how confident I felt until I reached Ashley. I remebered how he ran his thumb over my scars and told me not do do it anymore.

A blush crept into my cheeks as we headed for the limo when I remembered what happened later on that night. How he ravished me in the parking lot, how he left me undone, practically making me wanting him even more. How I fell asleep in his arms that night...

''You okay?'' Colleen asked placing a hand over mine.

''Yeah, I'm fine.'' I said and I realized my eyes were watery.

''I can't believe this is happening.'' Kaylie whispered.

''Me neither.''

''You always dreamt about him. Okay, you dreamt about fucking him, but still...'' She continued and I chuckled.

''You had the most fucked up relationship, you're marrying him and in a few months, you're gonna give birth to his child. And all this happened in one year.'' Kaylie smiled along with Colleen.

''Well, I guess that dreams really do come true.'' I said and I grabbed their hands, stepping out of the limo in front of the church.

Neither of us was a relligious person. But the marriage meant something for me and I wanted to do it properly.

Jinxx's jaw dropped, along with Chase's. They wear wearing black tuxes, looking ravishing.. Kaylie kissed my cheek and headed inside the church, followed by Chase, who was tightly holding Colleen's hand. Jinxx turned to me and grinned at me shyly.

''I don't know what to say. I really am so happy that you asked me to do this.'' He said tearing up a bit.

''Don't be silly. I couldn't ask anyone else. You are my Daddy Jinxx.'' I answered hugging him tight.

''It still feels like a dream.''

''Don't worry, you're gonna walk Colleen and Kaylie down the aisle too. By the time you're gonna have your own daughter you're gonna be an expert.'' I grinned.

''Thank you, Nikki. You know, you never addmited that I won that bet.''

''I know. You were right, Jeremy. You're right about everything, dammit.'' I laughed.

''You're ready?''

''As ready as I'll ever be.'' I said taking his arm.

ASHLEY'S POV:

''Will you breathe? You're looking like you're going to faint any minute?'' CC said pinching me.

''I feel like it.'' I answered looking at the icons in front of me.

''Man, calm down. Everything is finally on the right path. You're marrying her!!'' Andy whisper yelled.

''Oh shit! I'm getting married, am I?'' I said running a hand through my hair.

''Geez, he's worse than a chick.'' Jake commented.

I cracked a smile and I took a deep breath. This is it! This is the day I will finally marry Nikki. The day that she will finally be mine. I couldn't be more happier but at the same time I was nervous.

A year. So many things happened in just one year. We've been through so much together. I smiled remembering the first time I kissed her in the parking lot. The first time we had sex. Might seem crazy that I knew her for only two days then, but somehow I knew she was the one for me.

She caught my attention. She mesmerized me in every way possible. She made me experience so many feelings and made me realize what true love is. I bit my lip thinking about the rough times. The times when we fought, the times when she took a bullet for me, loosing a child, the times when she was laying in a hospital bed with her arms slaughtered.

Nikki broke my heart so many times but managed to mend it back quickly. I was helpless without her. I couldn't breathe without her. The fact that she was pregnant purely made me flip. I was the happiest man alive. She was the most amazing girl I've ever met and in a few minutes I will get to call her mine. Forever...

I heard the doors and I smiled seeing Kaylie and Colleen taking their seats in front of me while Chase sat behind me, grinning widely. All our friends were here. Every single one of them will witness this moment of pure joy in my life.

I lost the track of thoughts when Jinxx and Nikki came in sight. My band mate looked proud while he gently held Nikki's arm. Her eyes met mine and for a moment I forgot how to breathe. She was stunning. Her black dress made her look like a dark princess, giving her a ravishing glow. She was holding a bouquet of red roses. Her hair was almost white and slightly covered in a black veil.

My Black Veil Bride....

She stepped near me and I grabbed her hand, kissing her hard and ignoring Jinxx's chuckle, before the priest cleared his throat. She mumbled some apologies as I just grinned like an idiot. Oh, shit! I'm getting married.

''We all gathered here to witness a moment of pure happiness. These two people chose to live as one from now on. You may say your vows.'' The priest smiled and I turned to face the love of my life.

''Nikki...I...Phew... It's hard...'' I began and everyone started laughing.

''One year ago, we were having a show in San Francisco. I was tired an honestly all I wanted to do was leave the venue as fast as I could. But we had a meet and greet after the show so I had to stay. I've never known that I will meet the girl of my dreams at a meet and greet.''

Nikki smiled and her eyes started to water as I took a deep breath and I continued.

''I'm not gonna lie, you were a bitch from the very beginning.'' I said and she laughed, along with everyone else.

''But there was something about you. Something that drew me to you. I thought I only wanted you because you were hard to get but I was wrong. I found myself wanting to know more about you. And even after you gave yourself to me, I realized that.... It wasn't enough for me.''

Tears were flowing freely on Nikki's face as I felt choked by me own tears, threatening to fall.

''You weren't just a one night stand. You were more than that. I asked you to be with me after you kissed Andy because I wanted to know why. Why were so special. I've never realized that I was in love with you until that day when I left you crying in the kitchen.''

She looked down for a second but I pulled her chin up, finally feeling the tears leaving my eyes.

''I told you that I love you the next day. And you said it back. But of course that us being the stubborn, idiot pricks that we are, we had to fight with each other. We had to yell at each other, hurt each other and saying things that we didn't mean to. We took reckless decisions and we broke each other's hearts countless times.''

I noticed Kaylie and Collen crying like babies as Nikki bit her lip.

''But we couldn't stay away from each other. I never could. Because even though, you hurt me like the bitch you are.... I've always loved you. I always knew that I would be nothing without you. I've always known that you were the one for me. And today, it's finally happening. I love you, Nicole Katherine Morgan and I can't wait to be with you forever.''

Everyone started to clap their hands as I managed to control myself and not kiss her. Nikki wiped away her tears and clutched the bouquet even tighter. She glared at me and smacked my chest playfully.

''Thanks a lot! How the hell am I supposed to say something now when I can barely stand on my feet?!'' She spat and I laughed.

''Miss Morgan, you are in a church.'' The priest said smiling.

''Yeah, sorry.'' She mumbled and everyone laughed.

SHe took a deep breath and grabbed my left hand.

''Uhm... Damn, it really is hard.''

I kissed her forehead and she smiled widely.

''One year ago, I met my favorite band. My saviours. I remember being nervous about it. I've always had a crush on the man in front of me, even though most peple would say that I just wanted to fuck him.'' She said simply making even the priest burst into laughter.

''But for me it was more. I've always admired him for who he was. For how strong he always seemed to be, for the power that he had in expressing his opinions, for the strength that he was offering his fans through his music. Of course he had his flaws. Being a manwhore and a sex addict. Not that I mind that now...'' She laughed gripping my had tight.

''But that made him even more perfect in my eyes. I've never imagined that one concert will lead to this. I swore I would never fall in love again. But you managed to break all my walls and made me do it. You made me fall helplessly and hopelessly in love with you. You made me feel again for the first time in a long time.''

She took a deep breath and I squeezed her hand as more tears left my eyes.

''For some reason, I forgot what it was like to be faithful to someone. I hurt you, even though it was the last thing I wanted. When you left me that day in the kitchen, I felt like I was drowning again. I realized in that moment that I fell in love with you. And I thought I lost you when you slammed the door behind you.''

She frowned for a second but continued anyway.

''But you came back. And you said that you love me. In that moment, I knew I was doomed. I knew it was going to be the worst or the best decision in my life. We had rough times. Times when I wanted to kill you, times when all I wanted to do was get you out of my heart. But I realized that I couldn't. There were also times when I just wanted to die just because I didn't have you.''

I kissed her hand as she wiped away her tears and smiled, knowing that all the pain that we've been through was gone.

''But you came back again. And even though, we're the stubborn, idiot pricks, like you said, I can't see my life with anyone else. You saved me even before you knew me and you kept doing it. You pulled me out off the dark path I was on and showed me again the meaning of love. You mended my heart even though you were the one who broke it. For that I will always love you, Ashley... And I can't wait to get rid of my last name.''

I smiled widely as I crushed her body in my arms. Everyone cheered as Nikki whispered profanities in my ear for making her all soapy. I just smiled and kissed her until the priest cleared his throat again.

''You're not married yet, children.''

We wiped our tears and held hands once again as the priest smiled and looked inthe book he was holding. Ronnie was the one who brought us our rings, grinning like the goof he is.

''Nicole Katherine Morgan, do you take Ashley Purdy to be your loving husband, for better or for worse, in illness or in healthfulness, in misery or in happiness, in poverty or in wealth til death do you part?''

''I do.'' She said smiling as she pushed the wedding ring on my finger.

''Ashley Purdy, do you take Nicole Katherine Morgan to be your loving wife for better or for worse, in illness or in healthfulness, in misery or in happiness, in poverty or in wealth til death do you part?''

''I do.'' I breathed, my hands trembling as I placed the ring on her finger.

''With the power invested in me, I now pronnunce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.''

I think he should've said kiss the groom because Nikki's lips collided forcefully with mine before he even finished his sentence. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her back with just as much love. Cheers and claps were echoing through the church but I didn't care. I just got married with the love of my life.

''I love you, mrs. Purdy.'' I said once we pulled away.

''I love you too. Now get me out of here before your kid makes me throw up.'' she laughed.

My life was perfect.

Notes

HERE IT IS!!!! I WANT A GODDAMN AWARD FOR THAT!!!

No smut, no violence, no drama!!! This is the best romantic crap I've ever written!

*I'm calm now xD*

Anyway.... only four chapter left... God, I can believe it's almost done....

Let me know what you think.... I really wabt to see your opinion on this chapter.

Also, don't forget to check my other story, This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy if you haven't yet.

I will update that too tomorrow.

Love ya guys

*NIKKI*