My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

Ashley's Pov (two months later):

I opened my eyes and smiled at the sight of Nikki. She was sleeping with her head on my chest, her arms around my waist and her legs tangled with mine. I kissed the top of her head and I felt her stiff. Nikki lifted her head and smiled widely when she saw me. I closed the gap between us and I pressed my lips against hers. I felt her grin into the kiss as she straddled me and grabbed my cheeks.

She moaned once I grabbed her asss and deepened the kiss. I didn't want to let her have it , so I rolled on top of her but somehing felt wrong. I opened my eyes to the sound of a thud and the sensation of falling. I looked at Nikki's widened eyes and burst into laughter. We just fell out of bed!

"Wow! What a way to ruin someone's mood." Nikki laughed as I helped her up.

"Want your mood back?" I asked licking my lips as the sheet fell, uncovering her naked body.

"Nope! I gotta take the dogs out and then meet with Kaylie to help her choose a present for Andy's birthday."

"Mmmm yeah.... About that..."

I said standing up. I had something planned. I talked to my grandparents and I wanted to spend Christmas with them and Nikki. They were thrilled to finally meet the woman that was soon going to be my wife and I was beyond excited. I still haven't talked to Nikki about it and I just realized that tomorrow was Christmas Eve. Wow! Where the hell was my mind?!

"Ash, baby are you okay?" Nikki asked as she looked at me worried.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I wanted to ask you something." I said pulling her arm.

She got the chance to smirk before I pinned her under me. I started to kiss every inch of her face, enjoying the way she giggled. When I stopped, I stared into her beautiful green orbs and thanked whoever was up there for what I had. Warped ended a month ago. Ever since I went to see a therapist for my anger issues and Nikki went to a psychologist for her depression.

After her endless complaining about leaving her house, she finally managed to pack up her things and move in with me. She started to work on her new album and she was also helping Colleen with the designs for a new collection. She wasn't going out as much as she used to and truth being told, neither did I. The only times when we were actually going out were when the guys were practically begging us to.

CC introduced us to Lauren and I knew that Nikki saw her as her new partner in crime. The proof was that at Ronnie's birthday they hired a stripper for him. A pretty flexible one if you ask me. She was always trying to get Nikki and I to go out with them but we agreed pretty rarely. The thing is that I loved being alone with her. Not necessary in a bed. I felt like I got the chance to explore every inch of my love for her and I knew that she did the same. We've been through hell together and now it was our turn to be happy.

Sometimes it was scary how sickly romantic we've become with each other but I didn't mind. Nikki was the one that said that she will kill me the next time that she sees a rose around her but still, she was the one who planned a romantic night, involving a hot bath with all sorts of rose petals.

I started to write poems for her. You know, those kind of sickly, sweet poems. I enjoyed seeing her blush and then cry in happiness every time I finished reading them to her. Everything was finally perfect between us and I couldn't be more happy about it.

''Well, I talked to my grandparents.... And they would like us to spend Christmas with them.'' I said biting my lip.

''But... Wait, what? What if they don't like me?'' she asked scared.

''Of course they won't like you, they will love you, just like I do. And don't worry, we will be back just in time for Andy's birthday. You said that the party starts in the afternoon, right?''

''Yeah....''

''Don't be nervous, Tiger. You have nothing to worry about.'' I said kissing her forehead.

''How long you had this planned?'' She asked raising her eyebrows.

''Two weeks, I think.''

''God, Ashley! And you decided to tell me with two days before?!!'' She yelled pissed.

''I forgot, okay? Everything was just so perfect and I didn't want to think about anything else besides you.'' I said quickly.

''You're so romantic that you make me sick.'' she laughed smacking my chest.

''Really, Nikki? Again with the smacking? When are you going to stop?!'' I said ''hurt''.

''Never, after we die, I will search the entire hell for you and I will find you and I'll smack you.'' she answered standing up.

''What's with you and the hell? We are good persons, you know?'' I said watching her swaying her hips as she walked to the bathroom.

''Yes, we are. But there's no heaven for us. And anyway, I imagine hell like being a place where I will be a VIP, drink for free and probably get all the pizza in the world.''

''That's what you think of hell?'' I said laughing.

''Yeah. That and all those things with tails and horns and all the fire and-''

I silenced her nonsense, pressing my lips against hers. She complied and opened her lips, allowing me access. I picked her up as we entered the bathroom not breaking the kiss. She moaned and arched her back when I bit her lower lip.

''Not in the mood?'' I smirked.

''Shut up and take me to that tub before I'll ride you on the tiles.'' she threatened.

(A few hours later)

''Kaylie is going to kill me.'' Nikki breathed as she collapsed on top of me.

''I think she's....gonna kill me....'' I managed to say as Nikki rolled off of me.

I heard her laugh as she looked at me lovingly. I grabbed her arm and I crushed her against my chest. She giggled as she gently bit the sweet spot on my neck. Her hands caressed my back as she kept kissing my neck and soon I was ready to go again. I pinned her unde me and I crashed my lips on hers.

Nikki pushed her hips up and I couldn't help but laugh. I broke the kiss and I held my stomach, trying to calm myself.

''What the fuck, Ashley?'' she asked propping herself on her elbows.

''You just mentioned... Kaylie.... wanting to kill you for..... ditching her.... and still, .....you want get back at it.... again.'' I managed to say between laughs.

Her face turned a bright shade of crimson as she crossed her arms, accenting her breasts. My laugh died as I stared at her pouty face. The pout soon turned into a devious smirk as she let her gaze wander over my body. I knew that I was hard as fuck just by looking at her and she took advantage of it.

''You know what? You're right. I should get going.'' She said standing up.

''Really, Morgan?! You're playing hard to get now?'' I groaned stanting up as well.

''I'm never hard to get when it comes to you. But I feel like being a badass bitch right now, so get over it.''

She winked at me and stepped out of the bathroom. I smiled to myself and shook my head. This woman was going to be the death of me....

Notes

So.... I'm sorry if this is boring... it's just a filler...
Also, I'm sorry if I worried anyone with my last author's note...
I'm okay, just having a tough time with my family and this new job is sucking the life out of me...
I will try to post the next chapter tonight, if I can...
It will be about Christmas with Ashley's grandparents...

I wanna thank you all for still sticking up with me through this shit...
I couldn't make it without you...

I love you, guys! <3

*Nikki*