My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

Nikki's Pov:

I was walking back and forth backstage waiting for Ashley and the guys to finish their set. I was beyond horny and I felt my insides screaming for Ashley. Kaylie noticed me and she started to make fun of me.

"Is it that bad?" She chuckled.

"You have no idea." I barked.

"Oh someone's horny!" Troy laughed.

"I can help you with that." Ryan winked seductively.

"Anderson, back off! I know you still want this..." I said gesturing to my body... "But I'm taken, and those times are gone."

"Good times...." He laughed hugging me. "I'm glad you're okay, Nikks!"

"Yeah, me too." I answered hugging him too.

"We all missed the bitch!" Troy added.

"Sure you did!"

We kept talking and just having fun. I kept taking glances at Ashley, his sweaty body making me drool. He smirked everytime he saw my lustful expression and that kinda pissed me off. The moment Andy said goodbye to the crowd I felt out of breath. What the fuck was wrong with me ?!

They exited the stage and Ashley thew his bass somewhere, rushing to me. His lips collided forcefully with mine and I wrapped my arms around his neck quickly. I bit his lip and he opened his mouth, letting out a moan when he picked me up, his lenght being pressed against my core.

"GET A ROOM!" everyone yelled.

I breathlessly pulled away and I blushed hard. I was really desperate. Ashley smiled deviously at them and assured them that indeed we will get a room. All the way back to the bus, Ashley held my hand tight and I felt light headed.

When we stepped inside,I pushed hard Ashley against the door, slamming it shut .He widened his eyes and I crashed my lips on his, pressing myself against him. He took of my shirt and his hands started roaming all over my back, making me moan loudly.

"You missed me that much?" He whispered in my ear.

"Yeah. I was eye-fucking you the whole time you were on stage." I said winking.

"Everyone does, babe!" he chuckled licking my neck.

"I love you, Ash." I said looking at him seriously.

"I love you more, Tiger." he answered kissing my lips softly.

"Take me to bed. Now!" I groaned when his hands started to squeeze my ass.

He smirked and picked me up, managing to carry me to the bed without stumbling. He roughly threw me on the bed and climbed on top of me. My breath hitched when his lips found my neck and he started to suck my soft spot. He lifted my back and ripped my bra, licking his lips at the sight of my exposed breasts.

I rolled on top of him and I unbottoned his shirt impatiently. I ran my hands all over his abs, traced his OUTLAW tattoo while I was kissing him, enjoyng the way his moans filled the silence. He started to grind his hips up to meet mine and he growled angry.

"You're too dressed.'"

"Do something about it." I smirked.

He grinned and stood up, taking my jeans and my underwear in one move. I did the same thing with his and I stared in awe at his naked glory, licking my lips. I leaned in but he spun me around pressing my back against his chest.

"How badly do you want me, Nikki?" He whispered caressing my breasts.

"Extremely badly." I hissed when he pinched my nipples.

"Good. Because this time you're going to have it in my way."

"What?" I moaned when his hand traveled down past my belly

"You heard me. I wanna have my way. I'm too worked up to be gentle right now. I'm not gonna make love to you. I will fuck you so hard that you won't be able to sit for a week. I will make you scream so loud that no one will ever dare to look at you in the wrong way. I will posses you like no one has ever had before. Because you're mine, Nikki. Only mine."

His words scared and turned me on at the same time. He wasn't angry or something but he was determined as fuck to prove his point. We've had it rough a million times before, but for some reason, I knew that this time it was going to be so much worse. Andd, honestly, I couldn't wait. I was his. And I wanted to feel like it!

"Take me." I moaned and he forcefully threw me on the bed.

He spread my legs forcefully and sat in between them. His lips found mine in a passionate, demanding kiss, making me see stars. I wanted to entangle my fingers in his hair but he didn't let me. He pinned my hands above my head and looked me deadly in the eye.

"If you move, I'll start over." He threatened and I nodded.

The devious look on his face disappeare for a second, when he smiled widely. He kissed me again, more gentle this time but not for long. He moved down to my neck, nibbling my ear lobe and tracing my hip bones with his fingers. He started to kiss my collarbone and I moaned loudly. He chcukled as his right hand started to caress my inner thighs. He bit my left nippleand I arched my back and grind my hips against his hand.

He stopped and looked at me with a raised eyebrow. I was panting hard and confusion was written on my face.

"I thought I told you not to move." He whispered biting my lip hard.

I whimpered and said nothing as I tried to control my body. Did the fucker read Fifty Shades of Grey or what?! What if he ties me to the bed!? Oh God! What if he has handcuffs or whips?! Ashley was pretty unpredictable and right now I wasn't so sure if liked it.

My thoughts disappeared when his thumb started to draw circles on my clit. I moaned loudly when I felt Ashley's teeth graze my right nipple but I remained still. He flashed me a proud smile and moved down to kiss my belly. I couldn't breathe and he knew it. I was on the verge of breaking down when his mouth closed over my slit.

My hands were now free but I was afraid to even grip the sheets when his tongue started to flick my clit. He lifted my thighs and pushed one finger inside of me. He thurtsted slowly, everytime missing my spot. I growled and I looked at him, smirking mischeviously. He was teasing me.

"Ashley...." I breathed.

"Don't move, Nikki!" He demanded and pushed a second finger inside of me, starting to hit my spot perfectly.

My eyes rolled in the back of my skull and I tried my best not to move. I bit my bottom lip and Ashley started to flick my clit again. I whimpered, feeling worked up as fuck and he bit my thigh hard. I opened my eyes, glaring at him and he raised an eyebrow.

"I said don't move not be quiet." He stated and thursted violently inside of me.

I let out a scream and I almost arched my back, feeling my release close. I looked at Ashley and I almost lost it. His forehead was sweaty, strands of hair glued to it. His eyes were darkened with desire and his lips were slightly parted. A thin shadow of sweat covered his sinful body, making him glow. His swollen memeber looked almost painful.

I wanted so badly to drag him over me and just make him burry himself inside of me. He grinned and shook his head probably knowing what I was thinking. I huffed and threw my head back,feeling my walls clenching around his fingers. Then he stopped again!

"Fucking hell, Ashley!" I yelled.

"You moved." He said simply.

I stood up and dragged him by his hair over me. He hissed and I knew I ripped some but I quickly crashed my lips on his. He cupped my breasts gripped them hard. I whimpered but he didn't stop,his grip only tightening. Oh, so he wants to play hard?! Fine!

I dug my nails in his shoulders as hard as I could and he moaned inside my mouth, loosening his grip on my breasts. I scratched down his back and he hissed breaking the kiss. He glared at me and I knew I had the same expression.

"'You just can't stay still, don't you?!" He barked.

"Not when it comes to you." I breathed and he smirked.

He lifted my thighs and positioned himself at my entrance. He slowly pushed, his eyes never leaving mine. Suddenly, he pulled out and slammed hard. I let out a piercing scream and he buried his face in the crook of my neck. He picked up a fast pace and I breathed relieved that he was done with the teasing. Or so I thought...

"Turn around and stay on all fours!" he demanded and my eyes widened. DAFUQ!?

"Ashley-"

"NOW!"

I wasn't afraid of him even though he shouted but I quickly complied seeing the look on his face. I had anal sex before but I wasn't really into it. I find it uncomfortable. Ashley never asked me for that before and I was kinda nervous. He hovered over my back and kissed my back, tracing my OUTLAW tattoowith his tongue. He moved up, kissing and nibbling the skin until he reached my ear.

"Tiger, do you ever had anal sex before?" he whispered biting my shoulder softly.

"Yeah, but..." I stopped not really wanting to talk about it.

"You didn't like it?"

"Not really."

"I wanted to try but if it's not-"

"No. You can try.' I said pushing my ass against his length.

"Tell me if you want me to stop."

I just nodded and he started to kiss my back again. He rubbed my clit and I could feel myself getting impatient. The tip of his length was teasing my ass while he thursted hisfingers inside my core. I didn't know what he was planning exactly but I pushed the thoughts out of my head. I was getting close but I was afraid to say something.

"Cum, Nikki. I don't wanna use lube." Ashley whispered speeding up his pace.

I gripped the sheets hard and I screamed when I came all over his hand. My body was shaking and I wanted to collapse on the bed but he held me with his left hand, helping me ride my orgasm with his right. After I regained my breath he started to rub his coated fingers around my hole and grabbed my hips, kissing my back.

I bit my lip and I felt him enetring me slowly. It was weird as fuck to have something in my ass but to my surprise, the feeling eased after a few thursts. Holy shit! I was really enjoying this! I threw my head back and pushed my ass against Ashley and I moaned loudly. He bended over me again and started to rub my breasts, pinching my nipples.

"Ashley..." I moaned.

"Want me to stop?" He said breathless.

"No. I want.... Faster.."

I think I heard him chuckle and he complied. His left hand intertwined with mine and his right went back to my clit. I moaned hard when he sped up his pace and I gripped his hand tight. I realized that I was close again and I cried in pleasure pushing my ass, meeting Ashley half way. His moans were insanely loud, making me go dizzy. I was sore as fuck as he kept ramming himself in and out but I didn't care.

"Fuck, Nikki!" He cursed when I came again screaming his name.

He pulled out and let me collapse to the bed. He wrapped his arms around me and I noticed that he wasn't finished. After my breath became normal, I climbed on top of him, kissing my way down to his member. He moaned loudly, entangling his fingers in my hair as I bit his hip bone.

"Don't move, Ashley!" I mocked him.

"Oh God, I really hate you sometimes." he groaned.

"Why? What do you want, Ash?" I asked innocently jerking him off.

"I..."

"I'll tell you." I said climbing back near him, with my hand still around his length."You want my mouth around your dick, sucking you off. You want to fill me in every way possible, don't you?"

I shot him a dirty smirk seeing his shocked expression before taking as much as I could in my mouth. He cursed again when I back throated him and screamed in pleasure. I used my hand to stroke what I coudn't fit in my mouth as I kept bobbing my hand up and down. I felt him twitch and I slowed down, giving him a taste of his own medicine.

He didn't like it. He pulled me by my hands and pinned me back under him, enetering me in one move. He crashed his lips on mine and thursted violently, being very close.

"You like to tease, don't you?" He sneered going deeper.

"I learnt from the best!" I moaned rotating my hips.

he chuckled and kept his pace while he was gripping my hips hard. I arched my back, feeling the build of another orgasm in the pit of my stomach. Ashley lifted my thighs on his shoulders and sped up his pace even more if that was possible. His thurts became sloppier and he smashed his lips on mine, screaming my name as his hot seed warmed my insides. I followed him in seconds, feeling my throat sore from all the screaming.

We just layed there, breathless, sweaty and tired until our bodies stopped shaking. Ashley pulled me against his chest and I happily buried my head in the crook of his neck, breathing in his scent.

"My body hurts like a bitch." I muttered and he chuckled.

'I warned you, Tiger." he said kissing my forehead.

"mhmmmm..."

I was extremely tired and I let my eyes close. Ashley played with my hair and I felt his heart beat go faster.
I opened my eyes and he was looking at me worried.

"What's wrong?"

"I was wondering... I know that the marriage is out of the line now but.... Will you move in with me, after Warped?" he asked biting his lip.

"What about my house?"

"Colleen is there. She can take care of everything. We can come every month to San Francisco to go to your parents and Damon's grave. And you can take Jack too, it will be like a big brother to Tokyo and Killer." He said smiling.

"I....Uh... I really-"

"You don't have to decide now." he said quickly.

"No. It sounds good, I just... wasn't expecting it." I answered thruthfully.

"So....you agree?"

"Yeah. And marriage it's not out of the line. I still wanna marry you but not now."

A smile that was about the size of Texas spread on Ashley's face as he rolled on top of me and started to kiss my face. I giggled at his silliness and tickled his sides, making him cry out. Yes, Ashley Purdy is ticklish as fuck. He pinned my hands over my head again and blew the hair out of my face.

"I love you, Nikki. I would die without you." He said with tears in his eyes.

I felt my own threatening to fall so I leaned up and pecked his lips.

"I love you too, Ash. And you'll never be without me. You're stuck with me." I grinned.

"Couldn't be more happier about that."

He pulled me back against his chest and he rested his chin on the top of my head. I smiled to myself and I slowly drifted into a dreamless sleep in the arms of the man I loved.

Notes

Okaaaaaaaaay! his was the most dirty smut I've written so far and....

I enjoyed it....

Anyway.... Big stuff are gonna happen in the next few chapters so stay tuned and let me know what you think about it....

love yaaaaaaa

*NIKKI*