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My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

9. She won't sit and beg

I shut the door and I looked around.

Ryan was already at his drums, Troy was strumming his guitar and my eyes searched for my baby.

Yeah, my bass is my baby! Call me crazy, it's not a new thing anyway.

I usually left it on its stack but now it was on the piano. Weird....

"Did anyone used my bass?" I asked.

Troy and Ryan shook their heads. Each one of us knew how to play at least two instruments.

Ryan was naturally a drums player but slowly, I managed to teach him to play bass as well. He didn't like the strings.

Troy was too in love with his rhythmic guitar to actually care about any other instruments, but he knew how to play acoustic guitar pretty good.

And Kaylie, well, I kinda taught her almost everything I knew. I first taught her to play piano and she wasn't really into it. Neither was the violin. When I started to teach her electric guitar she was on Cloud 9. That was her thing. But I taught her bass as well because there were some songs that just had amazing solos and I had to be the one to play them because either I loved them to much, or Kaylie couldn't nail it.

"Yeah, I did." Kaylie said from behind me a bottle of Jack in her hand.

"What's with the Jack?" I asked surprised.

"My head still hurts" she said grabbing four glasses from the minibar we had in the basement.

Troy chuckled and Kaylie shot him a dead glare. He quickly looked away.

"What do we play?" Kaylie asked grabbing her guitar and placing herself behind the mic stand.

"How about.... All your hate?" I asked.

"Damn.... You really are pissed at him." Kaylie muttered and I just ignored her as I grabbed my bass and we started to play.

Ashley's POV:

I groaned as a sharp pain shot through my head. I opened my eyes and looked around. I was on the floor, Andy was near me with his head on a pillow and the rest of the guys were sprawled over the sofas and the loveseat.

Where were Nikki and Kaylie? I tried to get up and accidentally hit Andy's hand.

"What the fuck?" He said startled.

"Shhh, the others are sleeping, dumbass." I shushed him.

"How many shots did we have? My head hurts like a motherfucker." He said rubbing his forehead.

"I lost count after 27" I answered getting up.

"Where is Nikki? I'm pretty sure I fell asleep on her last night."

"Yeah, you did. And I don't know where she is. Kaylie's not here either."

We headed to the kitchen thinking we would find the girls there. We didn't. Hopefully, we found coffee on the counter. Near it, it was a note.

"Hiya guys! We're in the basement if you need us!
Nikki and Kaylie xxxxx"

"In the basement?" Andy asked surprised.

"Pretty weird" I muttered.

"At least we have coffee."

We poured ourselves a cup of coffee, drank it and went for the basement. The guys were still asleep. Once we found the door we opened it. Music blasted from inside and we recognized the song. It was Days are numbered.

We went a little further and we saw Nikki playing bass and singing, Kaylie was playing electric guitar, and some dudes were playing drums and rhythmic guitar.

We didn't hear much of it because it ended. We had a perfect view of them but they didn't see us.

"Niks? Are you OK?" The dude at the drums asked her.

"Yeah, I'm-"

"Totally pissed and looking like you wanna rip someone's head." The guy with the guitar answered.

She just sighed and put her bass on one of the couches and went to pour herself some whiskey. Andy motioned for us to get in but I pulled him back.

"Let's hear her first. She might get nervous if she sees us" I whispered and he nodded.

"I'm just confused guys... I really don't know what to do." Nikki said cupping her head.

"Maybe you should wait" Kaylie said walking to Nikki with her guitar still hanging around her neck.

"Wait for what? For him to drive me completly insane?" She snapped.

Kaylie shrugged as the drummer boy was watching Nikki with a mix of concern and something I couldn't quite place.

"Damn! I've never seen you so pissed over a guy!"The guitar guy exclaimed.

"Well, he left her undone claiming some shit about not wanting to hurt her! Of course she's pissed!" The drummer boy said walking to Nikki and wrapping an arm around her shoulders.

'Who the fuck was this dude?!' I thought to myself angry.

"No, you know what?! Screw him! I don't give a shit about what he said. I'm gonna call Duncan, I'm gonna get laid tonight and he can go back to fuck his fake breasted blonde sluts!" She yelled and she got up.

I was taken aback. She really was pissed at me. I could see that sparkle in her eyes, signaling her anger.

"Dude! Why the fuck did you leave her undone?!" Andy whisper-yelled.

"How'd you know she was talking about me?" I asked surprised.

"You're the only one who fucks fake breasted blonde sluts!"

"Well, she doesn't trust me. She has an attraction towards me. And I meant it when I said that I don't wanna hurt her." I whispered.

"Why do you care?" Andy asked dumbfounded.

"I have no fucking idea." I said truthfully.

"Anyway, leaving her undone was a dumb move. She is different, man. She really can rip your head off if she is pissed enough." Andy said seriously.

I just nodded knowing he was right. We turned our attention back to their conversation.

"Let's play Asshole! That always makes you feel better!" The guitar guy said excited. Was he gay or something ?

Nikki smiled and got up. She didn't grabbed her bass, she just walked to the mic.

Damn, she was hot! Her ass was just the right size and her legs were tanned and smooth. The 'Never give in never back down' lyrics written in a form of a garter looked perfect on her thigh. She was something.

She started singing and I was shocked. She could sing rap pretty good. And the way she swayed her hips during the chorus made me grow hard in my pants.

I would've taken her right now on that fucking piano. I would've ripped her clothes and fuck her till she couldn't breathe anymore. Goddamit! What the fuck is wrong with me?!

The song ended and Andy had his jaw dropped.

"Dude! She is really good!" He exclaimed.

Just then they started playing Perfect Weapon. Her eyes sparkled with anger while she singed. Her screamo filled the room and got me goose bumps. She was really good. And the way she rocked that fucking bass was beyond awesome.

"Feeling better?" Kaylie asked Nikki.

"Much better." She said pouring herself another whisky and litting a cigarette. She grabbed her phone and dialed someone I assume was that Duncan dude.

I felt angry imediately.

"Hey D, what's up?" She said in a cheery voice. "Oh no, I'm OK, I was wondering what you're doing tonight... Yeah, we will play tonight at Paul's bar... Yeah... OK, so I'll see you there? .... OK D... Bye" she ended the call.

"So?" Kaylie asked.

"I'm getting laid tonight" she said simply.

Right now I was pissed. Extremely pissed. I didn't know why but I just couldn't help it.

"You fucked up, Ash" Andy whispered.

"No, I didn't. She won't get to see that dude!" I said in a deadly voice.

Her phone rang again and she picked it up.

"Shit, it's Mike!" She said putting her cigarette in the ashtray.

"The pizza guy?" The drummer boy asked.

"Yeah, I kinda promised him that we'll have lunch together."

"Why would you do that?" Kaylie asked confused.

"I was pissed and I wasn't thinking straight OK? What do I do now?"

"Just ignore him or tell him that something came up." The guitar boy said.

Nikki sighed and answered her phone.

"Hey Mike ... No, I'm sorry, I had to change my bass strings.... Yeah, sure.... I'm really sorry.... Mhmm... OK bye..... Problem solved" she said throwing her phone on the couch.

"What do we play now?" Kaylie asked pouring herself some whisky.

"How about "Go to hell for heaven's sake"?" Nikki said smirking.

"I love you bitch!!" Kaylie screamed.

I really couldn't picture Nikki singing like Oli but apparently I was wrong. She nailed it. And I felt like she was singing this song for me.

Andy was right. I messed up. But I still can fix things. I nodded to Andy and we came in their sight.

Nikki's jaw dropped and the anger sparkled in her eyes.

Notes

So sorry Hannah but I fell asleep last night xD

Rate and comment guys.... Love yaaaa!!! Xxxx

Comments

Okay I can't hold back anymore! I just finished chapter 33 and I have to say that me and my best friend (she is 6 years older than me but fuck) also everytime we see each other or text or call we both go "HEY BITCH" or "I LOVE YOU BITCH" or "BYE BITCH" it's fucking hilarious lol this is awesome and btw I can't help but say that there should be just a little something between Nikki and Jake like even if it's just a kiss.

more please!!!!

kaz_bvbarmy kaz_bvbarmy
6/5/17

Mooooooore! Pretty pretty please!

Lucifer Lucifer
5/19/17

I loved it! So much! Brilliant. If you ever have time to finish the last two chapters i'd love to read them. xx

bvb-army bvb-army
5/17/17

Awesome chapter, I personally love some of the things you had her say, my favorite being AND YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S COOKIES!!!"
Haha great chapter can't wait for your update^.*