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My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

81. You kissed the lips of evil

Nikki's Pov:

My phone started to ring just as Ashley bit down on my neck. I heard him groan and kept his hands firmly on my hips as he continued to kiss me. I entangled my fingers in his hair, feeling like I was floating.

”Let it ring.” He whispered in my ear.

”Mhm...”

God, I missed him so much! To be with him again was just unbeliavable. Only the feeling of being in his arms again was enough to make my skin tingle and my heart beat faster. The last month was pure torture. But you know what they say... After the storm it'll always be sunny... I agreed to marry him after Warped but I didn't know if it was the best idea. Considering our tempers, we should probably never get married. But I wanted to try. I didn' want to lose him again. I did to many times.

My phone rang again and he growled, getting off of me. I chuckled as I stood up, realizing how sore I was. I grabbed my phone from the nightstand, knowing to damn well that Ashley watched my every move.

”Whoever it is, tell him to kiss his life goodbye!” Ashley commented resting on his elbow.

”It's Chris.” I said confused checking the caller id.

”What does he want?” Ashley asked and his eyes darkened.

”I don't know. Hey Chris!”

”Hey, Nikks. Uhm.... Are you busy?” He asked and his voice sounded low.

”Is someting wrong? You sound weird!” I said worried.

”I'm okay. I just wanted to talk to you.” He stated and I barely heard him.

”I'll be at your bus in 15, okay?”

”K. Thanks.”

I hung up and I looked around, trying to find my clothes. I took a large t-shirt, deciding against a bra, a pair of underwear and some shorts. Ashley gave me a questioning look as I dressed up and I explained him that Chris wanted to talk to me. He didn't seem to pleased. I was wondering why was he so jealous of Chris all of a sudden. It's not like we like each other in that way. His jealousy flattered and pissed me off at the same time. At least, he wasn't acting possessively as he used to at the beggining.

”Come back fast!” He said and kissed me hard.

”I will.” I winked at him.

I grabbed my phone and I exited the bus wondering what was wrong with Chris. His voice really freaked me out. He seemed upset. During the last month, he was like a tornado. Always hyper and always laughing and goofing around. I think that night when he took me out to dinner was actually the only time I saw him being serious. He really cared about me and he wanted to make me feel better. I've never thought that THE Chris Motionless was such a kind person.

Not to mention Ronnie. If I thought that CC was insane, Ronnie took it to a whole other level. We were like partners in crime. We pranked everyone in every fucked up way we could think of. Stealing their clothes, replacing their toothpaste with hot ketchup, turning the hot water off, and more. The only person who kinda got untouched by the ”Rokki” force was Jinxx. I was to afraid to go against him. However Ronnie did. He ended up with a busted lip after he let a raccoon run freely through Jinxx's bunk.

”Dude, are you nuts?! You're gonna mess everything up!” I heard what seemed like Ronnie's pissed off voice.

”I don't care! It's eating me alive! I have to tell her!” Chris yelled.

'What the fuck is going on here? Tell who what?' I thought to myself as I pressed my ear against the door.

'You don't stand a chance, Chris! She doesn't like you like that!”

”How do you know?” Chris spat pissed.

”It's fucking obvious, for God's sake! You're gonna lose her!”

”Maybe not....”

”You know what?! Fine! Do whatever you want! I'm not gonna stay and watch this shit go down!” Ronnie said and I heard footsteps coming towards me.

I ran away a few feet just as Ronnie opened the door of the bus. His pissed off expression faded when he saw as he smiled weakly. I gave him a shaky smile and he engulfed me in a bear hug.

”Hey, Ron! Whatcha doing here?” I asked playing dumb.

”I forgot something.” he shrugged lying.

”Is Chris inside? He called me and-”

”He's waiting for you. I gotta go.” He said quickly and kissed my forehead.

I watched him until he disappeared from my view, wondering what the fuck was going on. Why were he and Chris arguing? And worst, why did I have the feeling that it was about me? I knocked on the door after I took a deep breath.

”Come on in.”

I entered inside and I saw the familiar mess that's in a bus. Beer cans all over the kitchen area along with empty boxes of pizza and clothes everywhere. I looked at Chris and I saw him leaning against the counter with a glass of whiskey in his hand. He was shirtless wearing only a pair of shorts and he looked tired. Dark circles were under his eyes and his hair was messy. My heart broke, seeing how down he seemed and I walked towards him.

”He... What's wrong with you?” I asked hugging him.

He stood still for a moment but he soon placed his glass on the counter and wrapped his arms around my waist. He sighed deeply and he buried his face in my hair. I breathed in his scent, feeling a little dizzy. He always smelled like cinnamon and I remebered how much it calmed me that night when I told him about me and Ashley. He tightened his arms around my waist and I wondered what the hell was wrong with him. Why was he so down?

”What happened?” I asked and I pulled away.

His eyes met mine and I felt a little light headed. His hazel eyes burned into mine as his grip loosened a little. One of my hands ended on his chest as I patiently waited for him to tell me what was wrong.

”I need to tell you something.” He whispered biting his pierced lip.

”What?” I asked and I tried to get out of his grip.

He didn't let me. Instead, he leaned in. He fucking leaned in!!! His lips touched mine and I froze in shock. His mouth started to move gently over mine as the coldness of his lip rings sent shivers down my spine. He grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me closer as I wondered what the fuck was going on. That's why was Ronnie pissed! Chris has other feelings for me!

He bit my lip hard and I gasped. He took advantage of it as his tongue slid inside my mouth, dominating me. I didn't know what I was doing when I wrapped my arms around his neck and I kissed him back forcefully. It was wrong and I knew it but I just couldn't help it. He picked me up and he slammed me on the counter as he positioned himself in between my legs.

”Chris...” I breathed.

He said nothing as his hands roamed violently over my sides. I dug my nails hard in his shoulders as he kept ravishing me. I felt his hard erection pressed against my core and I shivered in pleasure. His mouth left mine and moved to my neck, quickly finding my soft spot and biting it. I knew I had to stop but in that moment I felt helpless.

I dind't know when he ripped my shirt of and he started to kiss my breats roughly. I couldn't think anymore and my head started to spin badly. He rubbed himself against me and I let out a loud moan as he moved back to my neck.

”Chris, stop...” I managed to say.

”I can't! I wanted to this since that night when you cried in my arms” He whispered in my ear.

”But I don't want this!” I wanted to say harshly but it came out as a moan.

”You don't want it, huh? Then why are you so wet, Nikki?” He asked slippping his hand in my shorts.

My back arched as his thumb touched my clit and my legs spread involuntarily. I felt him smirk as my nails dug even more in his shoulders. He wasted no time and inserted two fingers inside of me, making me threw my head back. My hands travelled down his abs and stopped at his belt. He pushed my back on the counter and he climbed on top of me. He buried his face in the crook of my neck again as he pumped his fingers painfully slow.

”Chris, stop! I can't do this!” I said arching my back when he kissed my left breast.

”Why not? You're not with him anymore...” He said deadly.

”I am!” I spat just as I felt myself getting close.

”What?!”

He removed his fingers and he stared at me wide eyed. His eyes were filled with lust and shock. I mentally cursed him for even trying to bed me but probably I cursed him more for leaving me undone. I managed to control my breath and I looked into his hazel eyes.

”I am with Ashley. We made up just before you called.”

His eyes darkened and he got off of the counter. He handed me my shirt and he took back his whiskey glass. I shakily dressed myself as he looked at me thoughtfully. I held his gaze,not knowing what to say. What was I supposed to say? Another one of Ashley's friends wanted to fuck me. After Andy, you think I'm used to it but it's not like that. Chris shocked me.

He didn't even gave me a hint that he wanted me. And I didn'even want him until his lips touched mine. What shocked me the most was my own reaction. Why didn't I pull back in the second he kissed me? Why did I almost let him have me? Maybe it was because I was still on the edge... Maybe because Ashley didn't satisfy all my needs this morning...Or maybe because I really liked what Chris did...

NO! Chris knew that I didn't sleep with anyone in the last month! The son of a bitch just took advantage of me! He probably knew that I would've fucked anything that owned a dick and he made his move.

”I'm sorry! I didn't know you two are back together.” He whispered looking down and my anger faded.

”Why did you do it?” I asked as i crossed my arms.

”I don't know. I feel something for you. I didn't like it when you were so sad about Ashley. And something always made me... Crave you.” He said looking at me.

Another cold shiver course through my bones when I saw the lust in his eyes. Did he really wanted me that much?

”I love him, Chris. I'm marrying him after Warped!” I spat pissed.

”You might wanna reconsider that. You almost had sex with me.” He stated simply.

”You took advantage of me!” I screamed angry.

”I didn't.I stopped in the second you said you're back with Ashley. And you clearly didn't want me to. Think about it, Nikki. You would've stopped me if you didn't feel something for me too.” He said and grabbed one of his shirts.

He slid it over his head and he exited the bus leaving me confused as fuck. I felt my heart cringe in my chest, thinking about just happened. Chris was right! I didn't want him to stop! But I didn't want him to start in the first place! I love Ashley! I wanna be with him! But then why did I let Chris go so far? Whi didn't I stop him? How am I supposed to look at Ashley again? Or at Chris for that matter?

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE?!?!?!?!


Notes

Just because the video of Angel Eyes is so damn hot! Got me goosebumps while I wrote this chapter!

Anyway, as you can see, I fucked up this story again! I have no fucking clue where I'm going with it now... But don't worry.... Nikkley won't die!

Also, I added Colleen, Damon, Brad and Chase on the characters list and edited a few stuff here and there. That's pretty much how I imagined them!

Enjoy the chapter, teddy bears... I love yaaaaa!

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Comments

Okay I can't hold back anymore! I just finished chapter 33 and I have to say that me and my best friend (she is 6 years older than me but fuck) also everytime we see each other or text or call we both go "HEY BITCH" or "I LOVE YOU BITCH" or "BYE BITCH" it's fucking hilarious lol this is awesome and btw I can't help but say that there should be just a little something between Nikki and Jake like even if it's just a kiss.

more please!!!!

kaz_bvbarmy kaz_bvbarmy
6/5/17

Mooooooore! Pretty pretty please!

Lucifer Lucifer
5/19/17

I loved it! So much! Brilliant. If you ever have time to finish the last two chapters i'd love to read them. xx

bvb-army bvb-army
5/17/17

Awesome chapter, I personally love some of the things you had her say, my favorite being AND YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S COOKIES!!!"
Haha great chapter can't wait for your update^.*