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My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

8. All the same in love and war

Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam

Who the hell is playing drums?!!!

Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam

Wait!! That's my head!! Ah, how much did I drink last night???....

I tried to open my eyes and I saw my living room's ceilling. I felt hot as hell and I couldn't breathe properly. I stood up and a wave of nausea hit me.

I tried to Look around me. Apparently, I was on the floor.

Ashley had an arm under my head and the other one was wrapped over my torso. His left leg was wrapped over my legs. I looked further and I saw why I couldn't breathe.

Andy's head was on my belly with an arm over my hips. Damn, he had a heavy had.

I tried to get away from Ashley's grip but he only tightened his arms around me.

"I'm pretty surprised you haven't fucked any of them" a voice said.

"Shut up and help me get up without waking them up" I said, my voice hoarse.

Troy chuckled and helped me getting out of Ashley's grip.

I gently took a pillow and put it under Andy's head and then slowly got up. I looked around me. Jake was still on the sofa, Jinxx was still hugging his pillows on the loveseat, and I think Kaylie was suffocating CC because she was literally sleeping over him.

I think Troy cleaned everything up because there weren't any glasses or bottles all around the place.

"Where's Ryan?" i asked rubbing my head.

"He is in the kitchen, making coffee. Girl, you have some serious explaining to give." He said wrapping an arm around my shoulders.

"Mhmm" I said entering the kitchen.

"Morning sunshine!" Ryan greeted handding me a mug of coffee.

I gave him a peck on the lips and thanked him. Even though we weren't together anymore we still acted as a couple. We still kissed sometimes and when we were drunk we had sex if we were in the mood. But we weren't in a relationship anymore. I will always have feelings for him since he was my first but I just couldn't be with him.

"Cut the crap, Ryan. I know I look like shit." I said taking a huge gulp of coffee.

He just laughed as we all sat at the kitchen table with coffee in our hands.

"Care to share why Black Veil fucking Brides are in the house?" Troy asked bluntly.

"Well Ashley asked what we were going to do last night and I said that we would get drunk and he asked the guys if they wanted to join because I mentioned that Kaylie and I were living alone" I said it shortly.

"And you didn't get laid?" Ryan asked surprised.

The events of yesterday came rushing through my head. Ashley turning me on and then leaving me undone. Him telling me that he didn't want to hurt me. Him saying that we would have sex today if I sing well enough. Damn!!! He was messing with my fucking head and I didn't like it.

"Nikki?" Troy snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Hmmm? No, I didn't. Ashley had other plans." I said angry.

"What do you mean?" Ryan asked confused.

"He fingered me and then he left me undone claiming that he knew I didn't trust him and he said that we won't have sex until I will be completly sure because he didn't want to hurt me." I said simply taking another gulp of coffee.

"I knew that something happened last night" Kaylie said as she walked in the kitchen holding her forhead.

"Kaylie Andrea Dawson, don't tell me you drank vodka last night!" Troy said pissed.

As strange as it might seem he was the brain of our group.

"Geez, stop yelling or I will shove a strapon down your throat." She said dangerously.

Troy's eyes widened in fear and he shut his mouth.

"Hey Ryan. How was the competition?" She asked him as she poured herself a cup of coffee.

Ryan and Troy were at a motorcycle competition in Chicago because they were obssesed with that kind of stuff.

"OMG it was awesome. Mark Williams (random name) won!" Troy said excited showing his gay behavior.

"Yeah it was pretty cool" Ryan agreed.

"Such a shame that Mark is straight..." Troy continued dreamily.

"Remember what I said about that strapon?" Kaylie said weakly, her head placed on the table.

"OK OK I'll shut up now." Troy said defetead.

"I'm never ever going to drink vodka again." Kaylie groaned.

"You know, I say this everyday but I still drink it" I said as I walked to the counter to pour myself some whisky from the other night. I drank the liquid enjoying the way that it burnt my throat and placed the glass in the sink.

"You have vodka in the bar you know?" Ryan said.

"I know but the bar is soooo far away" I answered whining.

Ryan chuckled and Kaylie drank all of her coffee. Then she walked to the fridge and grabbed a can of Monster and downed all of it.

"Feeling better?" Troy asked her.

"Much better" She answered wipping her lips and throwing the can in the bin. "So that's why you were so pissed last night." she stated, looking at me.

"Who wouldn't be? I mean Purdy Porn suddenly gets softie over a girl he just met?" Troy said bluntly.

"Well, I think he might have good intentions." Kaylie continued.

"No way. Once a player, always a player." Ryan said pissed.

I shrugged. I really didn't know what to think.

"Good intentions or not, if he ever leaves me undone again, I will personally make sure that he won't be able to have sex ever again." I said seriously.

Everybody laughed and we dropped te subject.

"Let's play something!" Ryan suddenly said.

Normal people have a garage where they play. We had my basement. Soundproof walls, professional instruments and some pretty badass subwoofers.

"What about the guys?" Troy said.

"Well there is enough coffee for everyone and just leave them a note to come to the basement when they wake up." Ryan answered.

I looked at Kaylie who was kinda freaked out.

"Do we really wanna play in front of them? I mean we covered almost all of their songs and I know that we received some positive feedback but... Are we ready to perform in front of them?" She asked quietly.

"Well, eventually we will have to. I promised Andy that I will play today anyway." I said reassuring.

Her eyes widened but didn't say a thing.

"Go to the basement, guys. I'll take a shower and then I'll come too." She said.

"Yeah I'll take a shower too." I agreed and the boys nodded.

They went to the basement and shut the door. The BVB were still sleeping and I thanked God that the basement had soundproof walls.

I walked in my room and opened my dressing. I grabbed some black jeans shorts, a Falling In Reverse tank top a pair of black panties and my favorite lace bra. I showered quickly feeling fresh and ready for the day.

I got changed and I was thinking about Ashley. Was a mistake wanting him so badly? I knew that he was a rockstar and stuff and that we would never be together but I really felt like my body ached for his touch. Like I was addicted to him. And trust me, after a few years of taking drugs, I know how an addiction feels like.

Also, what he said last night about me making him feel something different kinda scared me too. And I couldn't understand why he was trying so hard. I knew that it was hard for him not to give in his desire. But still..

I grabbed my jacket and slid in my cowboy boots as I pushed the thought out of my mind and went to the basement.

'I'll give you the show of your life, Purdy.' I thought to myself remembering his words from last night.

Notes

Pretty crappy chapter but I had to update

I wanna thank hannah... For making my day again xxxx

Rate and comment and let me know what you think about this story. Also I would love to hear your suggestions for it...

Love ya guys xxxxx

Comments

Okay I can't hold back anymore! I just finished chapter 33 and I have to say that me and my best friend (she is 6 years older than me but fuck) also everytime we see each other or text or call we both go "HEY BITCH" or "I LOVE YOU BITCH" or "BYE BITCH" it's fucking hilarious lol this is awesome and btw I can't help but say that there should be just a little something between Nikki and Jake like even if it's just a kiss.

more please!!!!

kaz_bvbarmy kaz_bvbarmy
6/5/17

Mooooooore! Pretty pretty please!

Lucifer Lucifer
5/19/17

I loved it! So much! Brilliant. If you ever have time to finish the last two chapters i'd love to read them. xx

bvb-army bvb-army
5/17/17

Awesome chapter, I personally love some of the things you had her say, my favorite being AND YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S COOKIES!!!"
Haha great chapter can't wait for your update^.*