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My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

76. Who can save me now?

Nikki's Pov:

"Bye mom! I love you!"Kaylie said hugging her mother.

"I love you too, Kaylie. Take care of you, girls."

"We will, mrs Evans." I answered and I hugged her too.

She threw us one last glance and headed for her plane. Kaylie and I slowly walked to the parking lot in a comfortable silence.

"I can't believe you brought her here." She finally said as we entered the car.

"I love you, K. And I know how much you missed her. You know I would do anything for you, bitch!" I answered winking.

"God, this was the best birthday ever!" She said dreamy.

"Because of the love of your life just told you that he loves you back or because my amazing boyfriend brought you Chris Motionless?" I asked grinning.

"I think both. Plus the fact that my best friend brought me my mother, which I haven't seen in two years."

"What can I say, I'm awesome!"

"Wow! Ashley really has an influence on you."

I stuck my tongue at her and she smiled widely.

"I still can't believe that you two are getting married." She laughed.

"Me neither." I said smiling.

"We should go shopping. Warped starts in a few days."

"You're right. Let's pick up Colleen and let's go. I really need some bras." I answered thoughtfully.

"He ripped them off?" Kaylie asked laughing.

"Kinda." I said blushing.

"I feel sorry about Colleen. The poor girl is really carrying a monster inside of her."

"I know. She barely ate yesterday."

"Well, at least we'll take her to the doctor tomorrow."

"So hard to find a good one these days..." I said pissed as I parked my car in front of the house.

The guys were out to have a man's day. They were going to have a walk through ever bar in the neighborhood and then they will watch a football game between some teams which names I didn't remember. It was perfect to have more girl's time.

We got out and I unlocked the front door. We went inside and Kaylie said that she needs another coffee. She walked to the kitchen and I headed towards Colleen's room. For some reason, I started to have a really bad feeling that made me almost run to her room. I knocked but I got no answer so I went inside.

"Colleen?"

Her room was empty and the bed was made. I pulled out my phone and I dialed her number, thinking that maybe she was out with Chase. Her phone started ringing from the nightstand and my heart cringed. She wouldn't leave without her phone. I looked at the bathroom and I noticed that the door was closed but there was no sign that she was having a shower. I knocked on the door while I was biting my lip but I didn't get any answer.

"I'm coming in!" I said and I opened the door.

I stopped dead in my tracks as I looked at her shocked. She was laying on her left side near the toilet. But that's not what shocked me. Her white jeans were soaked in blood and she didn't seem to breathe.

"Kaylie!!!!" I screamed as I knelt down and took Colleen's head in my lap.

I checked her pulse and it was barely noticeable. I tried to wake her up by slapping her pale cheeks but it was useless. I lifted her shirt and I saw that her belly was a little purple but she didn't have any wounds. She was bleeding from her pregnancy!

"What the... Oh my God!" Kaylie said placing a hand over her mouth.

"Call 911 now!"

She did while I saw her trembling hands barely holding the phone.I kept shaking Colleen's body but I got no response.

"Is she wounded?" Kaylie asked as she ended the call.

"No, she's bleeding from... There..." I whispered as tears started to roll on my cheeks.

Why was she bleeding? Why wasn't she waking up? What the fuck was wrong with her?!

"Let's take her downstairs." Kaylie said and we carried her body to the living room.

I kept crying until the ambulance took her to the hospital. I watched the paramedics as they intubated her while Kaylie was holding my hand tight. They took her straight to the surgery and I feared the worst.

What if she's gonna lose the baby? What if she dies? All sorts of bad thoughts were running through my head as I told Kaylie to call Ashley. She couldn't talk so she texted him to get to the hospital as soon as possible and then she turned her phone off.

My whole body was shaking and I was crying uncontrollably as I held my head in my hands. I was praying with all my heart for everything to be okay. If Colleen will suffer a miscarriage, everything will crumble down.

She will most probably fall into depression. Ashley was going to be destroyed. He was slowly starting to accept the idea of being a father and if it turns out that... No, this can't be happening. Not now! Not when everything it's finally the way it's supposed to be. It can't be!

My eyes snapped to the doctor that came pissed towards us. Kaylie stopped from walking back and forth and she looked at him as I stood up, wiping away my tears.

"Hasn't she seen a doctor ?" He almost yelled.

"Not since she found out about the pregnancy." I said and my voice sounded hoarse.

"Well she should've! She could've been dead now!"

"What do you mean?" Kaylie asked confused.

"Her baby was growing outside of her uterus! This baby wasn't going to see the daylight! That's why she was bleeding. You were lucky you found her when you did because if you weren't, you would've find a fetus near her dead body!" He answered angry.

I stared at him dumfounded not being able to understand. Was he saying what I think he's saying? Wasn't supposed to see the daylight?! That meant she and Ashley were never going to be parents!

"How is she now?" I asked scared.

"She is stable. But I don't know if she will ever be able to conceive again." He answered sadly.

"Can we see her?"

"Yes. But she's not awake. One person at a time."

I threw Kaylie one last glance before the doctor led me to Colleen's room and my heart ached seeing her. Her face was pale and all sorts of wires were coming in and out of her. However, she looked like she was... Smiling. I frowned and I got closer to her bed. I grabbed her hand as tears started to roll on my cheeks again. How did this happen?

"I'm sorry, Colleen." I whispered and I bit my lip.

She lost the baby and she almost lost her life. Just because I was too stubborn to let her go to an ordinary doctor. I wanted the best doctor in town to monitor her pregnancy and look what it led to.

What was I gonna do? How am I supposed to tell Ashley? How is Colleen going to react? How the fuck am I going to live with it?!

Kaylie entered in the room and she grabbed my hand. She threw me a weak smile as I left them. I took a deep breath and I closed the door just before I heard him yell. I saw him running towards me and I felt the tears burning my eyes again.

"Nikki! Are you okay? Are you hurt? Kaylie text me and she-"

Ashley engulfed me in a hug and I clung to his arm, crying desperately. He stopped talking and he started drawing soothing circles on my back.

"I'm so sorry, Ashley. This is all my fault! I shouldn't have waited so much!" I said between sobs.

"Hey, calm down, Tiger. Why are you sorry? What are you talking about?" He whispered holding my chin up.

"Coleen." I chocked.

"What about her?" He asked frowning.

"She... She almost died. And... She suffered a miscarriage....."

Notes

Go ahead and curse me! Why the fuck can't you let anyone be happy in this fucked up story?! The answer would be ...

because you wanted this story to be longer!

I love yaaa by the way! Xxxx

Comments

Okay I can't hold back anymore! I just finished chapter 33 and I have to say that me and my best friend (she is 6 years older than me but fuck) also everytime we see each other or text or call we both go "HEY BITCH" or "I LOVE YOU BITCH" or "BYE BITCH" it's fucking hilarious lol this is awesome and btw I can't help but say that there should be just a little something between Nikki and Jake like even if it's just a kiss.

more please!!!!

kaz_bvbarmy kaz_bvbarmy
6/5/17

Mooooooore! Pretty pretty please!

Lucifer Lucifer
5/19/17

I loved it! So much! Brilliant. If you ever have time to finish the last two chapters i'd love to read them. xx

bvb-army bvb-army
5/17/17

Awesome chapter, I personally love some of the things you had her say, my favorite being AND YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S COOKIES!!!"
Haha great chapter can't wait for your update^.*