My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

Nikki's Pov:

Andy and I exited the plane, carrying our luggage as my eyes searched for Ashley. I was feeling nauseous and I didn't now if it was because of the virus or because I was nervous to see Ashley again. I was holding Andy's hand as I spotted Ashley leaning against my Ferrari.

Yeah, when Andy and I went back to my house, I gave Ashley my car. I could've handed it to Kaylie, since she remained in LA but I didn't trust her with one of my babies. Everyone remained here. Ryan wanted to spend more time with Caitlin, Troy loved the night life here and Kaylie moved in with CC. She still had most of her clothes at my house, but the bitch managed to get herself a new wardrobe in these months.

Jake was in London with Ella and we will see him tomorrow, in Ohio. Jinxx started dating a girl named Alice and he said that he couldn't wait for us to meet her. I was happy that my Daddy Jinxx was finally over the divorce with Sammi. I knew that he suffered, even though he didn't show it.

Ashley's lips curved into a smile as he saw us. My heart skipped a beat as I looked at him. I tightened my grip on Andy's hand as suddenly, I felt breathless. He was wearing his usual: black cowboy boots, black ripped jeans, a Kiss shirt and a black jacket. His hair looked perfect and he was wearing sunglasses. However, I've never thought that he looked more beautiful. I could hear my heartbeat in my ears as Andy squeezed my hand. I tore my gaze away from Ashley and I met Andy's blue eyes.

"Go!" He said and nodded towards Ashley.

I looked at him curiously and he gave me a big smile. I kissed his cheek as I left him my suitcases and ran towards Ashley. I decided to tease him and I opened my arms.

"My red beauty!!" I screamed and Ashley's smile faded.

Ha! The fucker really believed that I missed more a damn car than him??? Did he really thinks that I am that crazy? Wait a minute... Don't answer that...

Ashley took a step towards me as I was running to my car, in a fake attempt to hug it. In the last second, I changed my direction and tackled Ashley, pushing him against the car. He chuckled as I wrapped my hands around his neck and buried my face in the crook of his neck. I breathed in his scent as he circled my waist with his arms, kissing the top of my head.

God, I missed him so much!!! His scent, his arms around me, his kisses, the sweet sound of his laugh, everything. I felt tears burning my eyes and I desperately tried to blink them back.

"I missed you so much, Tiger." He whispered as we pulled apart.

"I missed you too." I said as I took his glasses off.

I wanted to see his eyes. Those beautiful, chocolate brown eyes that I fell in love with. To my surprise, they were a little watery. He really missed me. I gave him a big smile and I kissed his cheek .He smiled back and kissed both of my cheeks as he turned his attention to Andy, who was now, two feet away from us.

They got closer and hugged each other. No words, no looks, nothing. A few tears escaped my eyes seeing their bond. A bond that I almost destroyed. I wiped away my tears but Andy saw me. He winked at me as he he and Ashley looked at each other.

"We need to get drunk!" Andy declared. "You have no idea how much I missed the drunk Ashley."

I laughed hard as I placed Ashley's sunglasses on the top of my head and got the suitcases from Andy. I opened the trunk and almost dropped them when I heard Ashley's reply:

"Hell yeah!! Ashley hasn't gotten drunk in the last three weeks."

"What?!" Andy asked shocked. "Are you dying or something?"

"No. I decided to make a change." He said smiling.

He whispered something in Andy's ear and I saw his blue eyes widen in fear.

"You must be dying!" Andy yelled.

"What the hell is going on?" I asked as I closed the trunk.

Andy watched Ashley like he was a cobra ready to bite him.

"Nothing." Ashley said smiling and walked to the driver's seat.

What the fuck is going on?! Why was Ashley smiling like an idiot? And why was Andy so shocked? I pushed my thoughts away as Ashley wanted to get in the car.

"Don't even think about it!" I said and I grabbed his arm.

Andy laughed and got in the passenger's seat, probably knowing what was next.

"Give me the keys. I wanna drive my baby." I said and I held my hand to him.

"Oh c'mon, let me drive it one last time." Ashley smiled.

"No, you had your time. The keys, please."

"Hmmm...No!" He waved the keys right above my head where he knew I couldn't reach. That bastard!! I stepped hard on his foot and his eyes widened. He dropped the keys and I quickly took them. Ashley shook his leg a little and glared at me.

"Violence wasn't necessary, you know?" He said pouting.

"Oh, please! With you, it's always necessary." I said and I stuck my tongue at him.

His eyes darkened and I knew that it was a bad move. I remembered that day when he told me not to do it because it turned him on. He stared at me and I swallowed hard. I knew that look. I saw the lust in his eyes. I knew that if I wasn't with Andy and if we weren't in a damn parking lot, he would probably rip my clothes off.

His gaze sent shivers down my spine and I let my mind wander for a second. Back to when we were together. When he kissed me hungrily, when he dug his fingers in my sides, when he slammed me against the walls, when we...

"Get in the car." He said and I nodded, snapping out if my memories.

I got in and I grabbed the wheel hard. Andy chuckled at Ashley cursing me for stepping on his foot but I knew that he was cursing me for something else too. I pulled out of the parking lot as I sighed deeply, trying to think about something else.

"Hey Ashley, can we stop by your house? I really miss the dogs." I said looking at him in the rearview mirror.

"Sure. Actually, why don't you two crash at my place tonight? Then we can leave tomorrow from my house." He suggested.

"I still need to pack a few more things. But you can go with Ashley and I'll come as soon as I'm done." Andy said to me.

"You don't need help?" I asked scared at the thought of being alone with Ashley.

"No, I'm fine." He smiled. "So, what did you do when we were gone?" Andy asked looking at Ashley.

"I just got new ideas for the fashion line! I'm gonna have a line of dresses!" He said excited.

"Really?" I asked surprised.

"Yeah, I just need a few more ideas for the design." He said smiling.

"Well, Nikki can help you with that." Andy commented.

"What?" I looked at Andy shocked.

"I found your sketch book. I can't believe you drew skulls, flowers, angels, all members of the Black Veil Brides, Michael Jackson and dresses in the same sketch book." He said laughing as I blushed.

That sketch book was so old. I haven't really touched it since I got my license as a tattoo artist. It was more interesting drawing on people than on paper.

"I didn't know you were into fashion." Ashley said.

"Well, I knew that music wasn't a safe option so I thought about fashion too. But I designed only gala dresses and elegant stuff."

"Hmmm... Interesting. But I think you can help me anyways if you want to."

"Sure. Whatever you need." I answered smiling.

"Will you be the image of the collection?" He asked grinning.

"I'm not wearing any slutty dress you designed, Ashley!" I said smirking.

"Damn!" He mumbled, making me and Andy laugh.

I pulled in front of Ashley's house and I looked at Andy after we got out of the car. He helped me get my luggage out of the trunk and smiled at me. I smiled back and I hugged him tight.

"I'll get your bags inside." Ashley said and I nodded.

"You sure you don't want me to come with you?" I said to Andy as we pulled apart.

"It's ok, princess. It's just a small bag. I'll be back in an hour or so." He answered and gave me a sweet kiss.

I wrapped my arms around his neck as Ashley carried my bags inside his house. I bit his lip, deepening the kiss. I felt Andy's smirk as he circled my waist with his arms, kissing me back passionately. I was afraid . Afraid that I might do something stupid if I'll stay alone with Ashley. So, I clung desperately to Andy, hoping that I'll be able to control myself.

"Well, someone's eager." He chuckled as we pulled apart.

"Shut up, Biersack." I said and I pushed his arm playfully.

"I promise I'll get back quickly." He laughed.

"You do that." I answered and I gave him my car keys.

He pecked my lips and got in the car. I watched him until he disappeared from my view and I turned on my heels as I looked at Ashley's house. I took a deep breath before I entered inside and I was greeted by two balls of fur.

Notes

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