My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

Nikki's POV:

I barged into Andy's house and I found him on the couch with his head in his hands. I just ran to him and collapsed on my knees. I took him in my arms and he started to cry even harder. I stroked his back while I was crying too. Why the fuck did this happen? What did we do so bad? Andy's sobs broke my already hurt heart. We were in the same boat. He trusted Juliet again just like I trusted Ashley after the blonde incident. Why is love so hard?

"She was with the s-same guy.... That Scott dude... She t-told me that she was drunk the f-first time and I believed h-her." Andy said between sobs.

So, it turned out that I was right. It really was something between Juliet and Scott. Now, I wish I would've talked to Andy when I had the chance. I was suspicious but I kept my mouth shut and look where we ended up.

"It's ok, Andy. I-I'm here." I managed to say and he lifted his gaze to meet mine.

"Why are you crying?" he said and his beautiful, blue eyes filled with anger.

I just looked away and I wiped my tears. I saw a bottle of Jack on the table and I grabbed it taking a huge gulp. I couldn't tell him, especially after what he told me in that day when I chose Ashley over him. I placed the bottle on the table as Andy turned my face to him and I closed my eyes, letting more tears fall.

"Look at me, Nikki." he said softly.

I opened my eyes and I met his soft gaze. His eyes were red and puffy. I remembered all those times when I got lost in his eyes and I took a deep breath. I opened my mouth to say something but no words came out. Instead, more tears spilled from my eyes. He pulled me in a hug and I burried my face in his bare chest, crying my soul out. He stroked my hair and kept whispering that everything will be fine.

"He was with, Kina!" I managed to say.

Andy looked at me shocked as his eyes started to look normal again. He sighed and handed me the bottle again. I took another gulp and he did the same. We both lit two cigarettes as we finally stopped crying.

"Why?" he asked exhaling a thick cloud of smoke.

"He was mad about the calendar."

"I called you after he stormed out of the studio but you didn't answer."

I shrugged as I took another gulp of whiskey.

"Why did this happen?" I asked quietly.

"Because we were dumb enough to trust them again." Andy said and his deep voice sent shivers down my spine.

Suddenly, a wave of anger rushed through me. Why the fuck I'm here crying?! He cheated on me. He lost me. I should move on and don't give a shit about that son of a bitch anymore!

"You know what?! I'm over it! I don't give a flying fuck anymore! Where's the closest bar?" I said and I stood up.

Andy looked at me shocked. He didn't know what to do so I extended my hand and he took it as he stood up. He stared at me and I could feel his hot breath tickling my lips.

"I don't wanna fell anything anymore. I wanna forget about everything." I whispered.

"Me too." he nodded.

"So, where are we going?"

"We can stay here if you want to. I have plenty of alcohol." he offered.

"Ok but I want music."

He grinned as he took my hand and led me to a cupboard. He opened it and my eyes widened. He had everything from Kiss to Ac/Dc, Metallica and pretty much every cool rock band. I reached for a Metallica album and he chuckled. I gave him a questioning look and he shrugged.

"I would never choose Iron Maiden over Metallica, like you said that day." he said and I smiled.

I remembered everything that happened in that day and I blushed as I hit play. The unforgiven started and I closed my eyes, enjoying the music. I turned the volume at maximum just as Andy wrapped his arms around my waist. I turned around and I grabbed the bottle of Jack with his arms still around me.

"To the fuckers who cheated us!" I said and I took a large gulp.

"Cheers!" he said and did the same.

I giggled and I realized that I was getting tipsy. I placed the bottle back on the table and I wrapped my arms around Andy. I rested my head in the crook of his neck as we slowly danced together. At some point, I looked at him and he met my gaze half way. He leaned in and softly touched my lips with his own. I smiled when I felt the coldness of his lip ring. He pulled away and gave me a heart melting smile.

'That's right! I don't give a fuck anymore!' I thought to myself as we continued dancing.

Ashley's POV:

'Hi! I can't talk right now! leave me a message and I'll get to you as soon as I can. Bye!' Nikki's voicemail rang in my ears once again.

I sighed and I threw my phone in the other side of the living room. I think I called her like 50 times. All the calls were straight to voicemail. I was worried. I dind't know where she was. I called kaylie and she didn't know where Nikki was. No one knew. I called Andy but his phone was off.... Where was she?

"Still no answer?" Kina asked.

"No."

"She'll come around, sooner or later." she said and caressed my arm.

I looked at her and once again I became pissed. I placed my glass on the table and I dragged her after me.

"What are you doing?" she asked as she stumbled.

"Well, since you are here you can make yourself useful." I said looking deadly in her eyes.

"What do you mean?"

"Take my mind off of her. Make me forget. Just tonight. make me forget about Nikki." I said sadly.

She didn't answer and she crashed her lips on mine. I felt disgusted with myself but I couldn't help it. This was the only way I knew to get rid of the pain. Alcohol and women. just like old times. Just like I was before Nikki and after Kina. Just like I was....before I fell in love with Nikki...

Nikki's POV: (three hours later)

I entangled my fingers in Andy's hair kissing him roughly. He caressed my bare breasts and bit my lip hard. I moaned as I let out a deep breath and he took advantage of it and started kissing my neck. He bit down on my sweet spot and I moaned even harder. He picked me up and tried to carry me to his bedroom. He failed and we ended up on the floor laughing.

"Damn, I'm drunk." he said grinning.

"I subscribe." I answered and I licked his neck.

He turned his neck to a side allowing me better access and I bit his nech hard, making him entangle his hands in my hair. He rolled on top of me and started to kiss my left breast hungrily. I moaned and I dug my nails in his back, enjoying the feeling. His boner was firmly pressed against my thigh and I kept rubbing him. He groaned and looked at me.

"Nikki, I....I can't hold it back anymore." he said truthfully.

"Me neither."

"Are you sure? I mean, what if you regret it in the morning?"

"I won't. I wanted you for a long time, Andy. Even when I was with Ashley I still wanted you." I admitted.

He didn't said anything as he slid my jeans and my underwear off. I did the same, seeing him naked for the first time. I licked my lips when I noticed how hard he was. I switched our positions and I straddled him. I hungrily kissed my way down his chest. His breath quickened as he caressed my sides. I reached his hips and I gave him a devious smirk when I took him in my mouth. I sucked him hard enjoying his loud moans. He arched his back and I took more of him in my mouth. I used my hand to caress his balls as he moaned uncontrollably.

Suddenly he stood up and flipped us over. He threw my legs over his houlders and I almost screamed when I felt his mouth on my slit. He licked up and down teasing me and I moaned in pleasure. He used his thumb to massage my clit as he inserted his tongue inside me. I screamed in pleasure not being able to hold it back anymore.

"Andy!" I managed to say.

"Hmm?" he mumbled still licking me.

I looked in his eyes and the sight of him pleasuring me made me forget what I wanted to say. He chuckled and the vibrations made me moan again.

"What's wrong Nikki?"

"I-I want you..." I breathed.

"What?" he said and bit my clit hard.

"I want you inside me, dammit!" I screamed.

"Now that's what I wanted to hear." he said and shoved himself inside me.

I screamed his name loudly as he started to thurst, ravishing me. He burried himself inside me completely. I felt filled. I felt like I was in heaven. I wrapped my legs around his waist and I switched our positions. I dug my nails in his shoulders as his lusfull eyes stared at me. I started to ride him roughly.

He pushed his hips up to meet mine and I threw my head back. The sound of our sking slapping against each other turned me on even more as I leaned in and I harshly kissed him. He grapped my hips hard keeping up the fast pace we were having. His breath was quick as he kept staring in my eyes. I felt his lenght twitch and I sped up my pace even more.

"Nikki... I can't-"

"Hold it, Andy!" I snapped at him.

After a few more seconds, I felt that familiar feeling in my lower stomach. I screamed his name as I reached my climax and Andy followed me in an instant. I collapsed on him breathing hard and shaking like crazy. I stayed like this for a few more minutes, listening Andy's fast heartbeat. He was caressing my back with his thumbs, giving me goosebumps.

"Should we try to find your bedroom, now?" I mumbled and he chuckled.

"Yeah, I think we should."

we stood up and he picked me up bridal style and kissed my forehead. He stumbled a few times and I was afraid that he would drop me. Finally, we got in his bedroom and he set me back on my feet. I jumped on his Batman bed and he followed me. He pecked my lips softly but it turned into a heated kiss in a few seconds.

'This night is far from being over.' I thought to myself as he rolled on top of me, kissing my neck.

Notes

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