My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

We got in the bus and John explained us everything. There were eight bunks in the bus. Ashley and I shared a bunk while Kaylie and CC shared another. The rest were for Jake, Jinxx, Andy, Ryan, Troy and John. I wasn't paying any attention because the cocaine kept messing with my head. In less than two hours we will arrive in Seattle. In less than four hours my band will be on stage. To say I was nervous was an understatement.

We were now on the road for almost 5 hours and I was anxious as fuck. As soon as we set our luggage in the bunk area, I grabbed Ashley and went into our bunk. Kaylie gave me the dead glare and I knew that she figured out that I was stoned. I kept my distance from Troy and Ryan because I knew that they were going to expose me if they realized. The effect of the cocaine faded faster than I expected. Right now, I was almost sober. My head wasn't spinning and my hands weren't shaking anymore. However, I was still horny. Not that Ashley minded.

”What's gotten into you?” he said breathless and shaking after another climax.

”I don't know. I'm horny when I am nervous.” I said stroking his hair.

He chuckled and lifted his head. He was sweaty and he was breathing hard. His hair was a mess and strands of it were glued all over his forehead. His chocolate brown eyes were staring at me with a mixture of lust and...love. I felt myself blushing and he noticed. He flashed me his famous grin and I smacked the back of his neck.

”Will you ever stop smacking me?” he pouted.

”No.” I answered and I kissed him.

He responded quickly and switched our positions so I was now, on top of him. I moaned as he deepened the kiss and caressed my sides. I moved to his neck and bit down on his sweet spot making him groan. I smirked as I was rubbing myself against him while he pushed his hips up to meet my core. I didn't let him have it and he got frustrated. He forcefully pinned me under him and gave me a glare.

”You know you drive me crazy when you tease.” he whispered biting my earlobe.

”That's kinda my new hobby” I whispered back tracing his outlaw tattoo, making him shiver.

He spread my legs with one move and grinned at me. I didn't have time to grin back because he thursted himself inside of me, making me threw my head back.

'Here we go again' I thought to myself as I was digging my nails in his back.

Andy's POV:(time lapse, the concert)

The show was about to start in 5 minutes. We were all ready. I had to introdce Risen Demons and then let them play. I looked at them. Ryan and Troy were eager to get on stage, I could tell. CC was spinning Kaylie while she laughed. Nikki was still nervous and was walking back and forth. Ashley was trying to stop her and when he succeed, he sighed relieved. I went over to Nikki before I got on the stage. Ashley was saying something to her but I just pushed him aside. I gave her a bone crushing hug and whispered that everything will be fine. She hugged me back and nuzzled her face in my chest. After we pulled apart, her nervous expression wasn't gone yet but it was a little loosened. She thanked me and I entered the stage. The crowd cheered and I smiled like an idiot, just like everytime.

”Are you ready to rock, motherfuckers?” I shouted in my mic.

Screams errupted from every single one of them and I felt like home. I loved being on stage. I loved every single second of it.

”Now, who's ready to meet our opening band?” I shouted once again and I was followed by enthusiastic cheers. The Army started calling them.

”Risen Demons! Risen Demons! Risen Demons!” was all I could hear in that moment.

”Risen Demons! Your fans are waiting!” I shouted and I went backstage.

Ryan, Troy, and Kaylie walked past me. Nikki gave me a wide smile that made my knees grow weak. I managed to smile back as she entered the stage. She went straight to the middle with her bass hanging around her. Troy and Kaylie waved at the crowd while Ryan placed himself behind the drums.

”What's up, Seattle?” she shouted and the crowd went wild.”I would like to introduce my band mates. The hot guy at the drums is Ryan Anderson” she smiled and some feminine screams could be heard. Ryan waved his drumsticks gracefully and smiled.

”This blonde dude who's playing rhythmic guitar is my best guy friend, Troy Bennett.” another round of screams were heard as Troy waved shyly.

”Now, she might seem little but, trust me, she's a beast with that guitar. My best friend, Kaylie Dawson.” I smirked at the mention of Kaylie being a beast while everybody cheered once again.

”And I am Nikki Morgan. I play bass and I sing” she said simply.”So, I'm gonna begin with the song you all already know.” the crowd was now screaming in pure joy.

She took a deep breath and started singing Wrong Side of Heaven. I was mesmerized. We all were. Her voice was somehow even stronger then the first time I've heard this song. During the guitar solo, my attention was focused on Kaylie who was practically glowing. I looked at CC who was smiling widely. Troy was running around happy and I swear to God I had a deja-vu. He was just like me at my first performance on stage. Ryan was bouncing his head while he rocked the drums.

I looked at Nikki once again when she screamed and I felt like my heart would explode. The message from the song was overpowering me. Ashley ran a hand through his hair and he looked like he would jump out of his skin in any moment. He was smiling proudly and clapped his hands enthusiastically when the song ended. We all cheered as Nikki announced the next song.

”Well, since our lovely saviours won't sing this song tonight, I thought that we would.”

She smirked at me and they started playing Love Isn't Always Fair. I remembered all the things that happened that day and I felt myself getting harder. I shifted my position trying to hide my boner but it's pretty damn hard when you're in leather. I bit my lip and I looked at Ashley. He was staring at her wide eyed and I knew he was in the same situation as me. She threw her shirt in the crowd at the end of the song earning lots of screams and whistles. I almost cursed her because I was now, even harder.

”And now, I love the song and I love the band. And I think this song is for every single one of you” she said and she started playing I'm not a Vampire by Falling in Reverse. I thought about Ronnie and I knew he would love her in an instant. She was just as nuts as he was.

”Thank you, Seattle! Now, give it up for our saviours. Black Veil Brides!!!” she shouted before waving to the crowd and coming backstage. Jake, Jinxx and Cc high fived all of them while they were entering on stage. She smiled at me and she was about to hug me but Ashley got to her first. he crashed his lips against hers. She looked at me and I saw the apologize in her eyes. I just shrugged and got on stage followed soon by Ashley.

Nikki's POV:(time lapse, after the concert)

My whole body was sore and I was tired as fuck. We celebrated for a while but soon, everyone left and went in their bunks. It was just me, Ashley and Andy on the couch. I was lazily, sipping from my whiskey glass, since Ryan allowed me to drink. I was remembering everything that happened today and I smiled to myself. Right after the concert, I went to the bathroom and threw my small bag of cocaine in the toilet. My life was finally on track and I wasn't going to screw up this time. Ashley went to take a shower and I couldn't help but rest my head on Andy's shoulder. He took a pillow and set it on his lap and motioned to me. I placed my glass on the table and I lifted my legs on the couch. I rested my head on the pillow while he stroked my hair, switching the TV channels.

”You rocked today” he said to me.

”Mhmmm... I know” I managed to say before I fell in to a dreamless sleep.

Later, I felt Ashley picking me up and carrying me in the bunk. He cuddled next to me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

”I love you, Tiger” he whispered.

”I love you too.” I mumbled smiling.

I nuzzled my face against his chest and once again I fell asleep.

Notes

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