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My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

32. There are no stars in the sky

Andy's POV:

I opened my eyes and thankfully, I didn't have a hangover. I looked around me but Nikki was gone. I sighed and got out off bed. I took a shower and changed back in the clothes from yesterday. I didn't want to exit Nikki's room with a towel around my waist. I dried my hair and opened the door. Just as I reached the bottom stair, I heard laughing from the kitchen. It was Nikki...and Ashley. Jinxx was saying something but I didn't care as I walked to my room. I got changed and sighed once again.

They probably got back together. I shouldn't have pushed Nikki. I shouldn't have betrayed Ashley. But I just couldn't hold it back anymore. I felt something towards Nikki. I didn't know what or why. I just did. I need to get my mind off of it. I grabbed my phone and dialed a number I thought I'll never dial again. Nikki doesn't want me, Kaylie is with CC and I'm not really the one night stand type.

"Hello?" she answered after the first ring.

"One more chance. Don't screw it up." I said hoarse.

"I promise I won't. I love you, Andy." she said excited.

"Yeah, I... I love you too, Juliet" I said and I hung up.

I didn't love her anymore. But maybe I will learn to love Juliet again. Maybe... I'll stop thinking about Nikki and everything will be fine... Yeah, I'll be fine... I hope so...

Nikki's POV:

"I'm sorry, did we wake you?" Ashley asked innocently.

"No shit, Sherlock! I think you woke up the whole street." Jinxx said pouring himself some coffee.

"Sorry, Daddy Jinxx." I pouted.

"Why the fuck is your lip cracked?" he asked looking concerned at me."Ashley, did you-"

"He didn't hit me. He bit me." I said quickly.

Jinxx looked at us weirdly.

"I know you two are... rough and stuff.... But holy shit! You look like someone just hit you."

"Yeah well, shit happens." I said and Ashley smirked.

I smacked his chest and poured myself another vodka.

"Again, with the smacking?" he said frustrated.

"Shut up! You know you love it!" I said smiling.

He just nodded and softly, kissed my lips. Jinxx smiled at us and shook his head. I was happy. I didn't want to feel anything anymore but the fight I had with Ashley brought more feelings in me than I could ever imagine. I wanted to be with him. I...Holy shit! I love him! And he loves me! I just had to clear things up with Andy and Kaylie and then everything will be ok.

"Took you a while to admit it, Purdy." Jinxx smiled.

"You don't know to appreciate what you have until you loose it." he said and looked at me.

I nodded as Kaylie and CC walked in the kitchen. I waved to CC and got out of Ashley's grip. I grabbed Kaylie's arm and dragged her out of the kitchen. I looked at her face and a palm was imprinted on her face. I felt bad for what I did and I had to apologize.

"I'm sorry" I said awkwardly.

"Yeah, whatever." she answered and tried to move past me.

I grabbed her arm again and looked at her with pleading eyes.

"Please, don't hate me. I'm nothing without you."

"Well, you should respect me more, Nikki. I'm just the dumb bitch who's always there to comfort you. And what do you so? You fucking slapped me!" she spat.

"Well, you said some mean things, K. And I was upset and I didn't realize what I was doing. I'm sorry for slapping you." I said quietly.

She crossed her arms and looked at me. Her blue eyes were filled with tears as the next words left her mouth.

"I love you, Nikki. You're my sister. But if you will ever cross me again for Ashley....-"

"I won't, I promise." I said and hugged her tight.

She hugged me back and we smiled at each other after we pulled apart. Andy walked out of his room and shrugged awkwardly.

"I'll let you talk." Kaylie said and walked back in the kitchen.

Andy had his hands in his pockets and avoided my gaze. I was struggling to be calm and not run to him.

"Is everything ok?" he asked and I knew what he meant.

"Yeah, we apologized and we're good." I whispered.

"Good."

"Andy, I-"

"No, Nikki. It's fine. I just got back together with Juliet. I'm Ok." he said and walked to me.

I felt a glimpse of anger at the mention of Juliet but I ignored it. He forgave her just like Ashley forgave me and I forgave him. After all, everybody needs a second chance right?

"I'm glad. But Andy," I said and I wrapped my arms around his neck."Remember something: if something ever happens... I will be here for you just like you were for me" I whispered in his ear.

He hugged me so tight that I almost melted and nodded. I will be there for him. He was there for me when Ashley left me. Even though, he left me because of him, he was still there. The least I can do is do the same if Juliet will mess up again. I cared for Andy. I'm not going to deny it anymore. And I'm still attracted to him. But I love Ashley and right now, I was happy.

"Thank you, Nikki. I will always be there for you too." he whispered as we pulled apart.

I heard a knock on the door and I frowned. Who the fuck can it be so early?? Andy gave me a confused look, as we both went to the front door. I opened it and a wide smile was spread across my face.

"Jakey-pooh!!!" I yelled and jumped in his arms.

Notes

I'm sorry this is just a filler chapter... I just wanted to clear things up between Nikki and Andy....
Don't worry, their "relationship" is far from being over...

So Jake is back from England! What will he think about all the things that happened to his pizza buddy?

Vote and comment what you think :D

I love every single one of you xxxx

Comments

Okay I can't hold back anymore! I just finished chapter 33 and I have to say that me and my best friend (she is 6 years older than me but fuck) also everytime we see each other or text or call we both go "HEY BITCH" or "I LOVE YOU BITCH" or "BYE BITCH" it's fucking hilarious lol this is awesome and btw I can't help but say that there should be just a little something between Nikki and Jake like even if it's just a kiss.

more please!!!!

kaz_bvbarmy kaz_bvbarmy
6/5/17

Mooooooore! Pretty pretty please!

Lucifer Lucifer
5/19/17

I loved it! So much! Brilliant. If you ever have time to finish the last two chapters i'd love to read them. xx

bvb-army bvb-army
5/17/17

Awesome chapter, I personally love some of the things you had her say, my favorite being AND YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S COOKIES!!!"
Haha great chapter can't wait for your update^.*