My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

Ashley's POV:...

I walked in the kitchen just as Nikki walked past me and Andy followed her. I had the urge to go after them but I wanted to know what happened first.

"Why is Nikki so pissed all of a sudden?" I asked.

"Do I look like I give a fuck?!!" Kaylie snapped.

"Ooook.. Troy?"

"It's really not my place to tell." he said shrugging and
walking out of the kitchen.

"Ryan?" I said with pleading eyes.

He sighed and looked down.

"Nikki and Andy kissed last night."

"They what ?!!!" I said shocked.

"Oh, please Ashley, don't tell me you didn't know what type of
girl Nikki is when you had sex with her last night." Kaylie said.
"You did what?" Ryan said.

"We had sex. How did this happen?" I asked ignoring Ryan.

"When they came here to talk Andy told her about Juliet and he kissed her. But the bitch didn't pull away and she kissed him back ." Kaylie said pissed.

I thought for a second. Maybe that's why Nikki was so upset last night. That's why Andy kept asking me questions about her. He likes her. Damn!!! Why didn't I see it??? That's why he acted weird. Because he fucking likes her. And with no Juliet in sight nothing is holding him back...

"C'mon" I said to Kaylie.

She nodded and followed me to the basement. When we got there Andy looked upset and Nikki's eyes were still sparkling. Was she pissed? Or was she horny? I didn't know....

She looked at me and then glared at Kaylie.

"What?" she snapped.

"You stormed off. I wanted to check on you." Kaylie said.

"Oh so now I need a babysitter too?"

"Nikki. .." Andy started but was cut off.

"No, you shut up, Biersack! This is between me and her. Kaylie get upstairs in this fucking moment!" Nikki shouted and Kaylie just nodded.

They both exited the basement while I glared at Andy.

"Dude what the fuck is wrong with you?!" I snapped.

"What are you talking about?" he asked playing dumb.

"You know too damn well what I am talking about, Andy! Why did you kiss her?!" His eyes widened and he couldn't hide
anymore.

"I like her and I kinda want her." he said simply.

"Then why the fuck didn't you say something before I had sex with her?!" I asked frustrated.

"Because it would've been useless. You wanted her and she wanted you... You like her and apparently she fucking likes you not me!!!" he snapped.

"What do you mean?"

"We were kissing just before you and Kaylie walked in. She was kissing me back and I thought that maybe she has a thing for me. But you know what she did when she heard the door? She pulled away. She pulled away like I would've burned her or something. And you know why? Because I am sure that somehow, she knew it was you." he said angry.

"She doesn't like me either Andy. She just plays boys. She doesn't get attached. She doesn't care about love and this kind of stuff. She is just getting laid and that's it. Don't try to blame me. She doesn't have feelings for me." I said and I realized that it hurt me to say those words.

I knew that Nikki was damaged. But I wanted to fix her. Now that Andy kissed her she might change her opinion. If she will ever want to start a relationship she would have it with Andy not with me, the manwhore....I mean every smart girl would choose something stable like Andy and not something as unstable as I am. I put my all my faith in what Andy said that she likes me and not him. I hoped with all my heart that he was right, because I was slowly starting to feel something for this girl.... Seeing her choosing Andy would break me for sure. Slowly, I realized some things in pure horror: 1. I was feeling something for a girl for the first time in a long time and 2. I might loose her in Andy's favor... My thoughts were interrupted by the doorbell....

Notes

I am so sorry guys... I know it's short but I am on my phone.... I promise I will write another chapter or maybe even two as soon as my mom will move her ass from my computer...

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